Belongtoyou
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I posted this in the wrong place earlier in the personals section so I'll put it here. I wasn't trying to create spam intentionally. While I am quite open to the idea of meeting someone part of this is just wanting to get it out.
I'd decided to try here since over the years a lot of stories really opened me up more to what it is I am and want. So I figured this might be a good place to let it out.
Sorry, bit nervous so bare with me. I hope I don't ramble too much.
But I figured this would be anonymous enough to find someone to talk about myself and things I'd never told anyone before and see how things go. I will preface this by saying I am quite real and sincere. If something should ever come of it I don't want a one time thing or something impersonal.
I am a male, single, tall and skinny type, no tats or piercings. I am 34. I do internet security and I'm in nursing school.
My whole life the women I'd been drawn to and attracted to have something about them most women don't. A look in their eyes maybe, I don't know I can't explain it really. But they bring out feelings in me most women don't. They make me feel shy, nervous, intimidated, embarassed and ummmmmm VERY submissive. I mean I love those feelings, a lot, but because of those feelings I can't approach those women so I haven't exactly..........been with a woman so to speak
I'd been this way my whole life, only drawn to women that bring out those feelings. I'd dated some women and we had fun and such but nothing ever came of it and just would fizzle out. I met one dominant woman once for a drink and not much happened but it was enough to tell me I needed more, a lot more, hopefully more than I could handle.
I know when it started. It was when I was younger and I discovered my mother's bedside table with various things in it, including a book of taboo stories which I read. And honestly she was the first person to bring out those feelings in me.
Aside from a few limits she can ask, tell, or force me to do anything she wants. Even if I don't like it I'd still enjoy pleasing her. I desperately wish to be used for any dirty, kinky, depraved thing she would like. My limits are no kids, no drugs, no shit play and nothing physically damaging on purpose like cutting. I'd spent a long time reading, searching and so on. The longer I'd waited the more it went from a curiosity, to a want, to a need.
If you happen to use kik my name on it is crumbledumble
I'd decided to try here since over the years a lot of stories really opened me up more to what it is I am and want. So I figured this might be a good place to let it out.
Sorry, bit nervous so bare with me. I hope I don't ramble too much.
But I figured this would be anonymous enough to find someone to talk about myself and things I'd never told anyone before and see how things go. I will preface this by saying I am quite real and sincere. If something should ever come of it I don't want a one time thing or something impersonal.
I am a male, single, tall and skinny type, no tats or piercings. I am 34. I do internet security and I'm in nursing school.
My whole life the women I'd been drawn to and attracted to have something about them most women don't. A look in their eyes maybe, I don't know I can't explain it really. But they bring out feelings in me most women don't. They make me feel shy, nervous, intimidated, embarassed and ummmmmm VERY submissive. I mean I love those feelings, a lot, but because of those feelings I can't approach those women so I haven't exactly..........been with a woman so to speak
I'd been this way my whole life, only drawn to women that bring out those feelings. I'd dated some women and we had fun and such but nothing ever came of it and just would fizzle out. I met one dominant woman once for a drink and not much happened but it was enough to tell me I needed more, a lot more, hopefully more than I could handle.
I know when it started. It was when I was younger and I discovered my mother's bedside table with various things in it, including a book of taboo stories which I read. And honestly she was the first person to bring out those feelings in me.
Aside from a few limits she can ask, tell, or force me to do anything she wants. Even if I don't like it I'd still enjoy pleasing her. I desperately wish to be used for any dirty, kinky, depraved thing she would like. My limits are no kids, no drugs, no shit play and nothing physically damaging on purpose like cutting. I'd spent a long time reading, searching and so on. The longer I'd waited the more it went from a curiosity, to a want, to a need.
If you happen to use kik my name on it is crumbledumble
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