Lady_Guenivere
Sex is a two-way treat.
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- May 17, 2007
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Dear X,
It's really fucking stupid yearning for you because truth be told, if we lived in the same country I'd probably have bored you silly by now, and I'd be ticking all the honeymoon-is-over boxes like, how the hell did I ever think we were so perfectly compatible, and fuck you're a disappointment, and god you're ugly when you're mean. The problem is, we never got to that stage... I had to leave, you had to leave... I haven't cried that hard, that intensely in years. And now this kinky email thing. You're like a beautiful muse who has killed my writing. The only characters I dream of now are you and me...
And I go to sleep every night wishing you were inside me. You've opened up my heart and I hate, hate, hate it. The same way I hate being needy when I wasn't before I met you. Why did you have to be the most interesting, most gorgeous creature I've come across in years, only to live half a world away?
You kill me,
x