Hiswhore31
Virgin
- Joined
- Jul 13, 2016
- Posts
- 9
I've been a submissive all my life but I didn't realize there was really a name for it. I've been recently truly discovering who I really am. I just started talking to a new online Dom. He's pushed me farther in this short period than I ever though possible. Some things have been easier than others. It's been nice to have someone who understands what I need and pushes me past my comfort zone. He suggested I post here as an outlet to help me work through my thoughts and feelings. I really don't have anyone who I can openly talk to so I'm starting this more as a blog to help me seek advice and process my feelings. Please feel free to comment and make suggestions on the stuff I write. That's basically the point. Some of the stuff I talk about might be taboo or beyond certain peoples level of kinks. I assure you I'm being pushed too. I'm amazed that someone how much someone who knows you so little can still know so much. For those of you who are submissive or even the experienced Doms. Have you ever had a Dom take something that's a hard limit for you and try to push you to do it? Maybe you thought it was a hard limit but when he challenged you, maybe you were open to it? How do you process that? I've been challenged by him do to something that is something I'm really struggling with accepting. But I know that if I don't he will walk away. But I also know I need him. I'll never get what I have with him from my husband or anyone else. He truly understands me. Thoughts?