The_gladiator
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A looking in view
Tuesday August 7th, 2035
Two strong long fingered hands cupped around hers. Hands that were skilled whether it be operating on a patient or playing his guitar, so much larger than hers. She was such a strong personality and had such a beautiful inner soul that sometimes he forgot how much physically smaller than him she really was. The world already felt so much dimmer without those vibrant eyes meeting his. Her hand felt colder than it should, inanimate. He had always loved her hands, it was one of his favorite features, watching her do things with them was poetry in motion. He’d give anything for her to just squeeze his hand back now.
He focused on the sweep of his thumb across her knuckles, slowly—back and forth. This simple caress had become his touchstone. Touching her grounded him in this moment, just as it always had, from the first time she had laid her fingertips against his skin all those years ago.
The gentle stroking of his fingertips gave him a focus, kept the thoughts, the fears at bay. It kept his mind on the here and now rather than lost in fears about what would come now, what the future would be for her, would she have a future.
The surgeon in him said that she would live; he could catalogue her injuries and even quote recovery times and suggested rehabilitation methods. However that was the logical part of his brain, the part that usually took over during a crisis. It was the part of his mind that helped him thrive in his profession. However that hard won control had seemingly deserted him and the demons of fear and doubt had taken over. Thus the simple touch, the deep breathing, the focusing of his mind on this one simple action—touching her—would sustain him until he regained his composure.
“What happened dad.” The voice startled Mark out of his reverie and red rimmed eyes lifted to meet the green eyed gaze of their daughter Emily. Eyes that were so similar to her mother’s. The med student showed remarkable poise for her age, though her eyes were just as red as her father’s. “I mean I heard there was an accident, but no one gave me details.”
Mark cleared his throat, “Where’s Cal?” he asked, his mind picking and focusing on something that wasn’t the accident, the fact that his daughter did not have her younger brother with her.” His brow creased; shouldn’t he know where his son was? However, that had always been his wife, Samantha’s gift not his. His schedule was so erratic that sometimes he was lucky to know what day it was.
Emily’s brow creased with her own frown probably about to give some sort of scathing comeback rebuking her father for not knowing where her brother was, before she took a deep breath blowing it out on a long suffering sigh. “I drove him down to Miami University in Oxford Ohio, dad, you remember, right, I got back 2 days ago, on Sunday?”
“Oh…yes.” Mark responded slowly until the reason for why she would have driven her 18-year-old brother the 5 hours from Cleveland to Oxford came back to him. “This is the week he’s visiting the university,” he said his voice growing with confidence as he remembered, “He’s staying with Michael.”
“Yep he’s with Uncle Mike,” Emily said trying not to sound impatient, “So, what happened?” she repeated more insistently this time.
“He’s visiting now; because if he does early decision, come November he will know if he’s admitted for next year a whole two months before everyone that doesn’t do that.” Mark seemed to be finishing his thoughts about his son and the university, to remind himself where and when he was. It might still be a deflection from the reality that would come crashing in when he told Emily what he knew.
“Yes and if he is accepted with early decision he’s obligated to go there, I know all that.” It was clear that his daughter was growing impatient. “I also know that I’m almost a second year med student at Stanford also.” She added a bit dryly.
Mark cleared his throat, letting Emily’s snarky response go, “As far as I can piece together she was driving on I90 up near Deadman’s curve. I think she was going to look at a job they wanted her to consult on; some sort of private gallery having a show or some such, you know art stuff.” He waved his hand dismissally as unimportant for the moment. “Someone headed into the curve too fast and rear-ended her.” It was more common for such accidents to happen in the Ohio winters, but at any time of year the curve was dangerous, there were just some people who did not read the signs and took the near 90 degree turn in the interstate at highway speeds, and accidents happened. “They brought her here to the clinic and called me.” Mark ran a tired hand through his hair which at 52 was still as dark as it ever had been, a rich chocolate brown. “I of course got off shift 2 hours ago; I worked the night shift last night, and had just gotten to sleep when the call came in.” It felt weird for Mark to be in his own hospital and not be working. It was a quite sobering experience being in the place of the loved ones who usually accompanied his patients.
Mark continued on, explaining to Emily some of her mother’s injuries and why the staff had felt it necessary to put her in a medically induced coma for the time being. They made small talk for hours, by consensus unwilling to leave Megan’s side. Sometime later Emily said she needed to get something to eat, promising to bring Mark a sandwich. Mark knew he should go with her, but just couldn’t bring himself to leave his wife’s side. He lifted her hand to his lips, brushing a tender kiss over her palm.
Alone again, Mark began to reflect backwards this time, remembering another accident that Sam had been in. She hadn’t been the driver, and if he remembered correctly she hadn’t been hurt that badly, but, it had brought them back together after their previous casual encounters around town and one failed date, or was it a one night stand? Time had dulled the memories a bit. Mark had decided that seeing her again randomly in a town of this many people was no accident and had asked her out again then and there, even as he waited for the x-rays to come back on her friend’s broken arm. In between lecturing them about how to drive in snow and ice he had gotten her to say yes. That wasn’t where it started though…this was.
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Thursday October 22nd 2009
Mark had never really been fond of working out, but with high school, college and even med school behind him and now on to his residency with the Cleveland Clinic, Intermural athletics was no longer an option, this meant, the gym. He knew it was for his own good he just couldn’t find it in him to truly enjoy it. He had enjoyed sports, even fun half serious ones like broom ball back at Miami. Somehow running on a treadmill or swimming laps just wasn’t the same. Especially when he went with Dave. The guy honestly never shut up, hit on anything that was female, human and with a pulse, and was overly fond of himself. Mark idly wondered if he could lift as much as Dave if he’d be full of himself too, as he spotted for him. What was he going to do if Dave lost control of the bar while bench pressing. Most likely try to catch it and watch it slam down on the meat head anyway. Nevertheless here he was. At least if he was spotting for Dave he was getting a break from his own lifting. He supposed that working out with Dave beat working out alone, but honestly, not by very much.
“Lookin good in them shorts!” Dave called evidently having spotted a woman on the yoga mats across the room. Slapping the bar back into its cradle Dave rolled to his feet and sauntered over towards the woman, who true to Dave’s word, had her attractive ass on display in a classic downward facing dog pose. “Flexible, I like it…” He added. “Would recognize those legs from a mile away.”
“You’re kidding me, right?” Mark muttered under his breath. There was no way that Dave had recognized the ass of the woman from across the room, but even as he thought that the woman addressed Dave like they did know one another. What was with this guy? Dave was living proof that nice guys finished last, because ass holes finished first.
Mark let his eyes examine the woman, who did indeed have a fine ass, but more over her compact form was stacked with curves in all the right places, with hair that would be long if it weren’t up and sharp green eyes. All of that sitting atop long legs for her height. Fortunately he was fairly confident she would not notice his checking her out because she was busy trading insults disguised as pleasantries with Dave.
Suddenly hearing his name Mark focused in on what they were actually saying, “And this is my buddy Mark. Mark, this is Samantha.”
Mark took a long step forward and extended his hand to her, just like his parents always taught him. “A pleasure to meet you.” He said taking her small hand into his own for a handshake. Before politely stepping back to fade into the background again as Dave picked up right where he’d left off prior to introducing Mark. It was clear to Mark that Samantha was having none of Dave’s “charms” and he offered her a slightly sympathetic smile that said he was sorry his friend was an ass.
Tuesday August 7th, 2035
Two strong long fingered hands cupped around hers. Hands that were skilled whether it be operating on a patient or playing his guitar, so much larger than hers. She was such a strong personality and had such a beautiful inner soul that sometimes he forgot how much physically smaller than him she really was. The world already felt so much dimmer without those vibrant eyes meeting his. Her hand felt colder than it should, inanimate. He had always loved her hands, it was one of his favorite features, watching her do things with them was poetry in motion. He’d give anything for her to just squeeze his hand back now.
He focused on the sweep of his thumb across her knuckles, slowly—back and forth. This simple caress had become his touchstone. Touching her grounded him in this moment, just as it always had, from the first time she had laid her fingertips against his skin all those years ago.
The gentle stroking of his fingertips gave him a focus, kept the thoughts, the fears at bay. It kept his mind on the here and now rather than lost in fears about what would come now, what the future would be for her, would she have a future.
The surgeon in him said that she would live; he could catalogue her injuries and even quote recovery times and suggested rehabilitation methods. However that was the logical part of his brain, the part that usually took over during a crisis. It was the part of his mind that helped him thrive in his profession. However that hard won control had seemingly deserted him and the demons of fear and doubt had taken over. Thus the simple touch, the deep breathing, the focusing of his mind on this one simple action—touching her—would sustain him until he regained his composure.
“What happened dad.” The voice startled Mark out of his reverie and red rimmed eyes lifted to meet the green eyed gaze of their daughter Emily. Eyes that were so similar to her mother’s. The med student showed remarkable poise for her age, though her eyes were just as red as her father’s. “I mean I heard there was an accident, but no one gave me details.”
Mark cleared his throat, “Where’s Cal?” he asked, his mind picking and focusing on something that wasn’t the accident, the fact that his daughter did not have her younger brother with her.” His brow creased; shouldn’t he know where his son was? However, that had always been his wife, Samantha’s gift not his. His schedule was so erratic that sometimes he was lucky to know what day it was.
Emily’s brow creased with her own frown probably about to give some sort of scathing comeback rebuking her father for not knowing where her brother was, before she took a deep breath blowing it out on a long suffering sigh. “I drove him down to Miami University in Oxford Ohio, dad, you remember, right, I got back 2 days ago, on Sunday?”
“Oh…yes.” Mark responded slowly until the reason for why she would have driven her 18-year-old brother the 5 hours from Cleveland to Oxford came back to him. “This is the week he’s visiting the university,” he said his voice growing with confidence as he remembered, “He’s staying with Michael.”
“Yep he’s with Uncle Mike,” Emily said trying not to sound impatient, “So, what happened?” she repeated more insistently this time.
“He’s visiting now; because if he does early decision, come November he will know if he’s admitted for next year a whole two months before everyone that doesn’t do that.” Mark seemed to be finishing his thoughts about his son and the university, to remind himself where and when he was. It might still be a deflection from the reality that would come crashing in when he told Emily what he knew.
“Yes and if he is accepted with early decision he’s obligated to go there, I know all that.” It was clear that his daughter was growing impatient. “I also know that I’m almost a second year med student at Stanford also.” She added a bit dryly.
Mark cleared his throat, letting Emily’s snarky response go, “As far as I can piece together she was driving on I90 up near Deadman’s curve. I think she was going to look at a job they wanted her to consult on; some sort of private gallery having a show or some such, you know art stuff.” He waved his hand dismissally as unimportant for the moment. “Someone headed into the curve too fast and rear-ended her.” It was more common for such accidents to happen in the Ohio winters, but at any time of year the curve was dangerous, there were just some people who did not read the signs and took the near 90 degree turn in the interstate at highway speeds, and accidents happened. “They brought her here to the clinic and called me.” Mark ran a tired hand through his hair which at 52 was still as dark as it ever had been, a rich chocolate brown. “I of course got off shift 2 hours ago; I worked the night shift last night, and had just gotten to sleep when the call came in.” It felt weird for Mark to be in his own hospital and not be working. It was a quite sobering experience being in the place of the loved ones who usually accompanied his patients.
Mark continued on, explaining to Emily some of her mother’s injuries and why the staff had felt it necessary to put her in a medically induced coma for the time being. They made small talk for hours, by consensus unwilling to leave Megan’s side. Sometime later Emily said she needed to get something to eat, promising to bring Mark a sandwich. Mark knew he should go with her, but just couldn’t bring himself to leave his wife’s side. He lifted her hand to his lips, brushing a tender kiss over her palm.
Alone again, Mark began to reflect backwards this time, remembering another accident that Sam had been in. She hadn’t been the driver, and if he remembered correctly she hadn’t been hurt that badly, but, it had brought them back together after their previous casual encounters around town and one failed date, or was it a one night stand? Time had dulled the memories a bit. Mark had decided that seeing her again randomly in a town of this many people was no accident and had asked her out again then and there, even as he waited for the x-rays to come back on her friend’s broken arm. In between lecturing them about how to drive in snow and ice he had gotten her to say yes. That wasn’t where it started though…this was.
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Thursday October 22nd 2009
Mark had never really been fond of working out, but with high school, college and even med school behind him and now on to his residency with the Cleveland Clinic, Intermural athletics was no longer an option, this meant, the gym. He knew it was for his own good he just couldn’t find it in him to truly enjoy it. He had enjoyed sports, even fun half serious ones like broom ball back at Miami. Somehow running on a treadmill or swimming laps just wasn’t the same. Especially when he went with Dave. The guy honestly never shut up, hit on anything that was female, human and with a pulse, and was overly fond of himself. Mark idly wondered if he could lift as much as Dave if he’d be full of himself too, as he spotted for him. What was he going to do if Dave lost control of the bar while bench pressing. Most likely try to catch it and watch it slam down on the meat head anyway. Nevertheless here he was. At least if he was spotting for Dave he was getting a break from his own lifting. He supposed that working out with Dave beat working out alone, but honestly, not by very much.
“Lookin good in them shorts!” Dave called evidently having spotted a woman on the yoga mats across the room. Slapping the bar back into its cradle Dave rolled to his feet and sauntered over towards the woman, who true to Dave’s word, had her attractive ass on display in a classic downward facing dog pose. “Flexible, I like it…” He added. “Would recognize those legs from a mile away.”
“You’re kidding me, right?” Mark muttered under his breath. There was no way that Dave had recognized the ass of the woman from across the room, but even as he thought that the woman addressed Dave like they did know one another. What was with this guy? Dave was living proof that nice guys finished last, because ass holes finished first.
Mark let his eyes examine the woman, who did indeed have a fine ass, but more over her compact form was stacked with curves in all the right places, with hair that would be long if it weren’t up and sharp green eyes. All of that sitting atop long legs for her height. Fortunately he was fairly confident she would not notice his checking her out because she was busy trading insults disguised as pleasantries with Dave.
Suddenly hearing his name Mark focused in on what they were actually saying, “And this is my buddy Mark. Mark, this is Samantha.”
Mark took a long step forward and extended his hand to her, just like his parents always taught him. “A pleasure to meet you.” He said taking her small hand into his own for a handshake. Before politely stepping back to fade into the background again as Dave picked up right where he’d left off prior to introducing Mark. It was clear to Mark that Samantha was having none of Dave’s “charms” and he offered her a slightly sympathetic smile that said he was sorry his friend was an ass.