mnhot2001
Literotica Guru
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- Jan 27, 2010
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I am on this site, not to jump up and down and make it all about me. I find people and their psychology fascinating. This "erotic" aspect of humanity is especially interesting, not just for the sex for this can drive me, being a male, and admittedly at times a typical male) but mostly how erotica can be past, present and future all at once.
Anyway, my plan is to journal a bit of my lifetime of experience and thoughts and to perhaps gain insight into myself from others (I guess there's some selfish motivation there after all) but I also hope others might grow from what is shared too and that we may "help each other." I have no other agenda other than to get these things written out. I am a 42 year old male in the Midwestern US. I am a well educated white collar professional that was a real student athlete once upon a time. I still look physically impressive in ways but I want to be known for my mind and my persona, not my body or any physical trait. Even my moniker here is a bit self serving and borders on insecure and confident. I am separated now and in pain because of it, even though I know how much I caused the actual separation. I am relational and sexual but feel so disconnected. Anyway, that's a state of the union now. I am not sure if I will start in the present and work backward or vice versa, or I may just share points and stories in time if they come to me.
I hope some will read and listen and share.
Finally, if this is NOT the best place for this thread, I am indeed open to being redirected.
Thanks!
Anyway, my plan is to journal a bit of my lifetime of experience and thoughts and to perhaps gain insight into myself from others (I guess there's some selfish motivation there after all) but I also hope others might grow from what is shared too and that we may "help each other." I have no other agenda other than to get these things written out. I am a 42 year old male in the Midwestern US. I am a well educated white collar professional that was a real student athlete once upon a time. I still look physically impressive in ways but I want to be known for my mind and my persona, not my body or any physical trait. Even my moniker here is a bit self serving and borders on insecure and confident. I am separated now and in pain because of it, even though I know how much I caused the actual separation. I am relational and sexual but feel so disconnected. Anyway, that's a state of the union now. I am not sure if I will start in the present and work backward or vice versa, or I may just share points and stories in time if they come to me.
I hope some will read and listen and share.
Finally, if this is NOT the best place for this thread, I am indeed open to being redirected.
Thanks!