Phoenix Stone
Literotica Guru
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- Jan 25, 2004
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For what, I don't know. Ok, so I'm putting this here. No better place for it. DH has heard it all before, sympathizes, no advice. (He'd go play tennis. ) Yeah smilin', though I'm lieing thru it -- feelin' that lump in my throat....
Hey Sheath, it's the other side of your 'wildthing' thread coin. That coyote guy still around? He had some good poetic things to say. Does poetry help? Or painting? Or lieing in bed with the covers over my head?
Still, got to go on, pick up my son from school, feeling as tender and fragile as a crushed flower and as lonely.... Why? No reason, I 'spose. Now do all the meanies come out and yell at me? Probably, seeing as this could be a chance to do some stomping. Putting it out there anyway. I'm a writer, who doesn't write... right now. Good day for falling asleep on the beach in the fog. Instead I'm going to nursery school in ten minutes, gonna try to smile at all my... acquaintances. Doesn't feel like I have friends right now. No one I want to let in. Pretending you don't feel you know me from other posts. Maybe coffee would help? It's overcast outside -- just like it should be. It would be so easy to find some excuse....
Got work to do. Feel pregnant with sadness. A good day for the garden? Anyone out there feeling alone and blue at 11 in the morning, as if it was a dark 3 am and everyone was asleep but you?
Hmm, those smilies don't make most of my expressions. :/
Usually it's more like this: :> But this one I like: And I've never tried the dancing banana. No dancing banana again today. Need a pouty face smiley for that one. So, anyway... it would be so easy to distract myself with sex. Later. Flowers for everyon who needs one.
Hey Sheath, it's the other side of your 'wildthing' thread coin. That coyote guy still around? He had some good poetic things to say. Does poetry help? Or painting? Or lieing in bed with the covers over my head?
Still, got to go on, pick up my son from school, feeling as tender and fragile as a crushed flower and as lonely.... Why? No reason, I 'spose. Now do all the meanies come out and yell at me? Probably, seeing as this could be a chance to do some stomping. Putting it out there anyway. I'm a writer, who doesn't write... right now. Good day for falling asleep on the beach in the fog. Instead I'm going to nursery school in ten minutes, gonna try to smile at all my... acquaintances. Doesn't feel like I have friends right now. No one I want to let in. Pretending you don't feel you know me from other posts. Maybe coffee would help? It's overcast outside -- just like it should be. It would be so easy to find some excuse....
Got work to do. Feel pregnant with sadness. A good day for the garden? Anyone out there feeling alone and blue at 11 in the morning, as if it was a dark 3 am and everyone was asleep but you?
Hmm, those smilies don't make most of my expressions. :/
Usually it's more like this: :> But this one I like: And I've never tried the dancing banana. No dancing banana again today. Need a pouty face smiley for that one. So, anyway... it would be so easy to distract myself with sex. Later. Flowers for everyon who needs one.