Tristan861
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- Oct 30, 2017
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I want to ask sadistic people here (preferably females) because Im a submissive male;
My story is I have been in a BDSM relation with my mistress for almost 2 years now shes older than me and shes married as well..I know this is wrong but she told me she tried to have this relation with her husband but hes simply not to it and she cant live without a submissive in her life.
The bad part is yet to come...in the past 3 months I started to have feelings for her.. Our BDSM relation started to grow more and more and the sessions became so passionate..and I became more submissive for her and I can feel she s excited about the sessions more than before.....''I fell in love for her".
Although I never been out with her to public places ( we only meet to make a session) but I daydream about her all the day, and I want to be with her all the time..I cant stop thinking about her ..my life is a misery.
I never told her that I love her because Im afraid of rejection besides shes a married lady...I only told her that I have feelings for her and she has special place in my heart but she only says you are born to serve me.
Shes very misterious lady..she doesnt express her feelings towrds me but despite that Im sure she has feelings for me but maybe she thinks she will lose her power if she reveals her emotions to me? Or maybe she likes to torture me emotionally as well??
I really wish to know how the sadisitc mind works? I mean she enjoys humilating me and giving me pain and enjoys when I worship her and spesifically her feet. She addresses me as her slave and her possession all the time. So is it possible for a woman like this to be in love with me?
Do you guys advice me to tell her that I love her? Or you think this will affect the BDSM relationship AND her marrige ?
My story is I have been in a BDSM relation with my mistress for almost 2 years now shes older than me and shes married as well..I know this is wrong but she told me she tried to have this relation with her husband but hes simply not to it and she cant live without a submissive in her life.
The bad part is yet to come...in the past 3 months I started to have feelings for her.. Our BDSM relation started to grow more and more and the sessions became so passionate..and I became more submissive for her and I can feel she s excited about the sessions more than before.....''I fell in love for her".
Although I never been out with her to public places ( we only meet to make a session) but I daydream about her all the day, and I want to be with her all the time..I cant stop thinking about her ..my life is a misery.
I never told her that I love her because Im afraid of rejection besides shes a married lady...I only told her that I have feelings for her and she has special place in my heart but she only says you are born to serve me.
Shes very misterious lady..she doesnt express her feelings towrds me but despite that Im sure she has feelings for me but maybe she thinks she will lose her power if she reveals her emotions to me? Or maybe she likes to torture me emotionally as well??
I really wish to know how the sadisitc mind works? I mean she enjoys humilating me and giving me pain and enjoys when I worship her and spesifically her feet. She addresses me as her slave and her possession all the time. So is it possible for a woman like this to be in love with me?
Do you guys advice me to tell her that I love her? Or you think this will affect the BDSM relationship AND her marrige ?
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