Can't Stop Thinking About Cock...

I'm a straight masculine guy who can't stop thinking about cock. It's nothing new for me. Pretty much since puberty I have been curious about cock. I did some light exploring with friends when I was in high school (clothed humping, jerking next to each other, that kind of stuff). As I got older, in my twenties, the thoughts started to fade. They would reappear from time to time, but some gay porn would normally do the trick and satisfy the craving.

Now I'm entering my mid thirties and for the last few years the idea of following through with my fantasy of playing with cock is non-stop. I'm married and very happy, but this urge to hold another man's cock and to suck his load out is just driving me crazy. Unfortunately my wife doesn't have a cock, that would have made this a whole lot easier. I have jokingly mentioned a curiosity to be with another man and it was not received well AT ALL.

Obviously I don't want to jeopardize my marriage, but at the same time, this craving is in my head every day. I have thought about trying to find a discreet guy to play with, surely there are other normal sane guys in my position, but where do I find them? It seems like there are a few guys from Houston on here, any one in the area interested in chatting and maybe more?

Anyone else on here been in this situation? Married, but always thinking about cock?

I had a chance recently but didn't follow though with it. A gay guy started talking to me and was clearly hitting on me. He eventually asked if I wanted to meet him later and I said maybe. I was extremely nervous. He gave me his number but I never called. He was a good looking guy, I just wasn't sure about meeting a complete stranger for sex, but trust me, I put a lot of thought into it.

What to do?
Wish he would hit on me, I go to sleep at night dreaming about sucking cock. I would met up with him.
 
Sucking cock is definitely my main fantasy, but I also want to feel another man suck my cock. The thought brings me to a full erection immediately. I have had lots of women suck my dick and it was always disappointing and never ended with me cumming. JusT thinking about a man wrapping his lips around my cock has me on the verge of unloading. I think if it ever does happen, I will be unable to last longer than a minute the first time.

I have never sucked a cock yet but would be pretty surprised if I could not suck a big load of hot cum out of your cock.
 
I love looking at cocks

I'm not gay

I'm not bisexual.

I'm heteroflexible.

The last time I had sex with a man was about 20 years ago at mr wife's wish. Solved watching and joining me sucking a cock.
 
I am officially a cock sucker!

I finally sucked a cock today.

I met a guy online awhile back and we decided to meet today. We met at a coffee shop first and only stayed long enough to drink our coffees. I was very happy with his appearance and he seemed like a normal guy. He is recently divorced so he had an apartment to host our fun.

As soon as we got inside we went to the bedroom and got naked in the bed. I went straight for his cock and slid it in my mouth with no hesitation. He was a perfect size, about 6", and his cock was smooth and cut. He moaned a lot as I sucked him and it was incredibly hot for me.

It didn't feel like we were doing it long when he started to grab the sheets and one hand pressed against the back of my head. His legs started to shake and then his warm cum started gushing into my mouth. I swallowed and continued sucking for another minute until he started to soften in my mouth.

I got up and got dressed, feeling a little awkward. I had cum all over him and his bed as he was cumming in my mouth. It only took a few strokes and I lost it. I had never been so turned that I orgasmed that fast and intensely.

As I was putting on my shirt I told him that I had a lot of fun and that he could contact me anytime if he wanted to meet again. I already got a message that he wants to meet again before the weekend is over.

Wow! Wow! Wow! I finally sucked a cock, I can't believe it. It was sooo amazing! I can't wait until next time. I came home and jerked about 5 times just to the thought of what I had just done. Definitely the best orgasm I've ever had.
 
I finally sucked a cock today.

I met a guy online awhile back and we decided to meet today. We met at a coffee shop first and only stayed long enough to drink our coffees. I was very happy with his appearance and he seemed like a normal guy. He is recently divorced so he had an apartment to host our fun.

As soon as we got inside we went to the bedroom and got naked in the bed. I went straight for his cock and slid it in my mouth with no hesitation. He was a perfect size, about 6", and his cock was smooth and cut. He moaned a lot as I sucked him and it was incredibly hot for me.

It didn't feel like we were doing it long when he started to grab the sheets and one hand pressed against the back of my head. His legs started to shake and then his warm cum started gushing into my mouth. I swallowed and continued sucking for another minute until he started to soften in my mouth.

I got up and got dressed, feeling a little awkward. I had cum all over him and his bed as he was cumming in my mouth. It only took a few strokes and I lost it. I had never been so turned that I orgasmed that fast and intensely.

As I was putting on my shirt I told him that I had a lot of fun and that he could contact me anytime if he wanted to meet again. I already got a message that he wants to meet again before the weekend is over.

Wow! Wow! Wow! I finally sucked a cock, I can't believe it. It was sooo amazing! I can't wait until next time. I came home and jerked about 5 times just to the thought of what I had just done. Definitely the best orgasm I've ever had.

Sounds like my dream experience...
 
I finally sucked a cock today.

I met a guy online awhile back and we decided to meet today. We met at a coffee shop first and only stayed long enough to drink our coffees. I was very happy with his appearance and he seemed like a normal guy. He is recently divorced so he had an apartment to host our fun.

As soon as we got inside we went to the bedroom and got naked in the bed. I went straight for his cock and slid it in my mouth with no hesitation. He was a perfect size, about 6", and his cock was smooth and cut. He moaned a lot as I sucked him and it was incredibly hot for me.

It didn't feel like we were doing it long when he started to grab the sheets and one hand pressed against the back of my head. His legs started to shake and then his warm cum started gushing into my mouth. I swallowed and continued sucking for another minute until he started to soften in my mouth.

I got up and got dressed, feeling a little awkward. I had cum all over him and his bed as he was cumming in my mouth. It only took a few strokes and I lost it. I had never been so turned that I orgasmed that fast and intensely.

As I was putting on my shirt I told him that I had a lot of fun and that he could contact me anytime if he wanted to meet again. I already got a message that he wants to meet again before the weekend is over.

Wow! Wow! Wow! I finally sucked a cock, I can't believe it. It was sooo amazing! I can't wait until next time. I came home and jerked about 5 times just to the thought of what I had just done. Definitely the best orgasm I've ever had.

I am so envious, I wish I had the opportunity, sounded like a perfect encounter.
 
I finally sucked a cock today.

I met a guy online awhile back and we decided to meet today. We met at a coffee shop first and only stayed long enough to drink our coffees. I was very happy with his appearance and he seemed like a normal guy. He is recently divorced so he had an apartment to host our fun.

As soon as we got inside we went to the bedroom and got naked in the bed. I went straight for his cock and slid it in my mouth with no hesitation. He was a perfect size, about 6", and his cock was smooth and cut. He moaned a lot as I sucked him and it was incredibly hot for me.

It didn't feel like we were doing it long when he started to grab the sheets and one hand pressed against the back of my head. His legs started to shake and then his warm cum started gushing into my mouth. I swallowed and continued sucking for another minute until he started to soften in my mouth.

I got up and got dressed, feeling a little awkward. I had cum all over him and his bed as he was cumming in my mouth. It only took a few strokes and I lost it. I had never been so turned that I orgasmed that fast and intensely.

As I was putting on my shirt I told him that I had a lot of fun and that he could contact me anytime if he wanted to meet again. I already got a message that he wants to meet again before the weekend is over.

Wow! Wow! Wow! I finally sucked a cock, I can't believe it. It was sooo amazing! I can't wait until next time. I came home and jerked about 5 times just to the thought of what I had just done. Definitely the best orgasm I've ever had.

Like others I am also jealous. A fantasy realised for you. Hopefully for myself one day.
 
Good for you...

I finally sucked a cock today.

I met a guy online awhile back and we decided to meet today. We met at a coffee shop first and only stayed long enough to drink our coffees. I was very happy with his appearance and he seemed like a normal guy. He is recently divorced so he had an apartment to host our fun.

As soon as we got inside we went to the bedroom and got naked in the bed. I went straight for his cock and slid it in my mouth with no hesitation. He was a perfect size, about 6", and his cock was smooth and cut. He moaned a lot as I sucked him and it was incredibly hot for me.

It didn't feel like we were doing it long when he started to grab the sheets and one hand pressed against the back of my head. His legs started to shake and then his warm cum started gushing into my mouth. I swallowed and continued sucking for another minute until he started to soften in my mouth.

I got up and got dressed, feeling a little awkward. I had cum all over him and his bed as he was cumming in my mouth. It only took a few strokes and I lost it. I had never been so turned that I orgasmed that fast and intensely.

As I was putting on my shirt I told him that I had a lot of fun and that he could contact me anytime if he wanted to meet again. I already got a message that he wants to meet again before the weekend is over.

Wow! Wow! Wow! I finally sucked a cock, I can't believe it. It was sooo amazing! I can't wait until next time. I came home and jerked about 5 times just to the thought of what I had just done. Definitely the best orgasm I've ever had.

I love to suck cock too; and in town of 2000, I cant even look for some.
 
I finally sucked a cock today.

I met a guy online awhile back and we decided to meet today. We met at a coffee shop first and only stayed long enough to drink our coffees. I was very happy with his appearance and he seemed like a normal guy. He is recently divorced so he had an apartment to host our fun.

As soon as we got inside we went to the bedroom and got naked in the bed. I went straight for his cock and slid it in my mouth with no hesitation. He was a perfect size, about 6", and his cock was smooth and cut. He moaned a lot as I sucked him and it was incredibly hot for me.

It didn't feel like we were doing it long when he started to grab the sheets and one hand pressed against the back of my head. His legs started to shake and then his warm cum started gushing into my mouth. I swallowed and continued sucking for another minute until he started to soften in my mouth.

I got up and got dressed, feeling a little awkward. I had cum all over him and his bed as he was cumming in my mouth. It only took a few strokes and I lost it. I had never been so turned that I orgasmed that fast and intensely.

As I was putting on my shirt I told him that I had a lot of fun and that he could contact me anytime if he wanted to meet again. I already got a message that he wants to meet again before the weekend is over.

Wow! Wow! Wow! I finally sucked a cock, I can't believe it. It was sooo amazing! I can't wait until next time. I came home and jerked about 5 times just to the thought of what I had just done. Definitely the best orgasm I've ever had.

Congrats!!!!! I am jealous!
 
Congratulations! Welcome to the club. I'm glad it worked out so well for you. I hope you have many happy years of cock sucking, and get all the cock you want.
 
Congratulations

I'm in the same situation that you were in. The urge to suck doesn't go away and I hope I don't wait too long to experience something that is a part of me.
 
I, too, am waiting for an opportunity to suck a cock... Just for the experience. And then maybe a regular thing. Hopefully my wife will enjoy it as well.
 
To be honest, I don't give a damn about any of the labels.
I will just admit that I have a serious craving for cocks these days. I can't really explain why, I just do.
 
To be honest, I don't give a damn about any of the labels.
I will just admit that I have a serious craving for cocks these days. I can't really explain why, I just do.

I'm in the same boat as you. Why can't it be easier to find a nice, normal safe guy close by to play with?
 
Not easy to find cock....

I'm in the same boat as you. Why can't it be easier to find a nice, normal safe guy close by to play with?

Many reasons, and they all make sense. U dont want disease, dont want wifey to know, dont want anyone to know, he has to be clean and not an idiot, you gotta have a way to make sure he isnt psycho or dangerous. Of course the older we get, the more baggage we have.

I didnt have a chance to suck til I was 69; it was a sissy. After spending lots of time on websites, I found a nice gay hunk to fuck me. I love being his bottom gay sissy faggot. He is, of course, 2 hours away.
 
Many reasons, and they all make sense. U dont want disease, dont want wifey to know, dont want anyone to know, he has to be clean and not an idiot, you gotta have a way to make sure he isnt psycho or dangerous. Of course the older we get, the more baggage we have.

I didnt have a chance to suck til I was 69; it was a sissy. After spending lots of time on websites, I found a nice gay hunk to fuck me. I love being his bottom gay sissy faggot. He is, of course, 2 hours away.
I think you summed it up nicely. What are the odds that another guy with all your requirements is going to appear here, or on any other random site, and be nearby.
Which leaves places like Craigslist which seems a bit skeevy.
The ideal would be to meet someone, get to be friends and then take it to the next level.
 
I think you summed it up nicely. What are the odds that another guy with all your requirements is going to appear here, or on any other random site, and be nearby.
Which leaves places like Craigslist which seems a bit skeevy.
The ideal would be to meet someone, get to be friends and then take it to the next level.

I've chatted with a few guys on Silverdaddies.com long term, gotten to be rather friendly with them, however a time and a place are still an issue. My hope is to get to know a guy in an area I travel to for work. Maybe chat with him online, work up to Skype, etc. Then when in town meet up. I have a trip coming in Sept. this year so hopefully it will pan out.
 
I'm getting addicted to this

I had my second hook up with my new friend yesterday. I got off work early so we had some fun in the early afternoon. It was a little awkward walking past his neighbor next door who gave me a look like she knew why I was there. She was a hot Hispanic lady wearing tiny spandex shorts and I was really hoping she would come knock on the door and ask to join, but that never happened.

The encounter was similar to the last time in that as soon as I got inside we both started getting undressed. We kissed a lot as we were getting undressed and with lots of tongue. We were both rock hard, stroking each other, and locking our tongues right there in his living room.

I made the move first to get down on my knees and started sucking his cock. It's amazing how much of a turn on it is for me. It's unlike anything I've ever felt. My cock is harder and fuller than it has ever been while I'm sucking him and I feel like I'll cum as soon as anything touches my cock.

I love how soft the skin is against my lips and how I can feel his dick throbbing in my mouth. I took him deep into my throat several times as he held my head against his body. As I pulled back I decided to take a quick break from sucking to try kissing his balls (I don't know why, but I thought I would try).

I found myself kissing around his balls and moving my tongue further back towards his ass. That got an immediate reaction, but it was hard to do much with him standing there. I asked if he wanted to lay down and he took me into his bedroom.

He laid on his back and I went back to sucking his cock before moving further south. He moaned and moaned as my tongue slid across his ass. I never would have thought of that being something I would want to do or enjoy, but it turned me on. So much that I took the opportunity to massage myself into orgasm as my tongue was against his tight hole.

Me cumming pushed him over the edge and he started jerking as I worked my tongue on him. It didn't take long for him to announce that he was about to cum and I quickly wrapped my lips back around his cock and used a finger to press against his wet hole.

He was moaning, shaking, and holding me tight. In less than a minute he was unloading wave after wave of cum in my mouth. He seems to cum a lot more than I do, but I didn't mind. I don't think I like the taste of cum, I just like knowing that he's cumming because of me, so I gladly swallow and work out every last drop.

We laid there for a bit and he talked about how great it was. I got up and started getting dressed and he complemented my ass. He then made a comment about how he would love to try fucking me one day. I just smiled and said maybe. I definitely want to be fucked, I'm just a little unsure about it...

Anyways, remember the hot Hispanic girl I walked by going into his apartment? She was still standing outside her door as I left and she smiled at me and said, "did you have fun?" She said it in fun teasing way, not like a you're gross or I'm judging you way, but I didn't know how to respond so I just smiled and kept walking. That was the kind of thing I wanted to avoid so we may have to go back to late night hook ups. Other than that, it was a very fun second cock sucking experience.
 
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