You're beautiful...

Not sure this counts as beautiful...

Last New Year's Day I started a tradition to do something different out of my comfort zone. Sort of start the new year with some different energy. Last year I went out to breakfast alone. Not a big deal for some people but I really HATE eating out alone. That led to some changes this past year. I put myself first more then ever before. I stood up to bullies and refused to take crap from anyone (mouthy, bully guys especially... My dad included) and stopped giving to some greedy assed people who needed to learn to do without or get their own ass in gear.

This year a few weeks back I had someone point out to me here in Litland I'm always gonna be alone my whole life (cause I refused to do what I was told to do by said bully):rolleyes:... Today I went on a date with myself. Again not a real big deal for most people but I don't get to go out much at all. So I went to the movies and saw Sisters. Loved the movie. Drank a soda and ate some popcorn that was way the hell over priced. But I had a good time. So i hope that gives me some new energy to build a better year on.
 
Not sure this counts as beautiful...

Last New Year's Day I started a tradition to do something different out of my comfort zone. Sort of start the new year with some different energy. Last year I went out to breakfast alone. Not a big deal for some people but I really HATE eating out alone. That led to some changes this past year. I put myself first more then ever before. I stood up to bullies and refused to take crap from anyone (mouthy, bully guys especially... My dad included) and stopped giving to some greedy assed people who needed to learn to do without or get their own ass in gear.

This year a few weeks back I had someone point out to me here in Litland I'm always gonna be alone my whole life (cause I refused to do what I was told to do by said bully):rolleyes:... Today I went on a date with myself. Again not a real big deal for most people but I don't get to go out much at all. So I went to the movies and saw Sisters. Loved the movie. Drank a soda and ate some popcorn that was way the hell over priced. But I had a good time. So i hope that gives me some new energy to build a better year on.

YES! That is beautiful. Because you are loving YOU.
You go girl. :heart::heart::heart:
May 2016 bring you joy and the inner knowledge that you are truly beautiful.
 
I was also told ..( Sorry for the length )

Not sure this counts as beautiful...

Last New Year's Day I started a tradition to do something different out of my comfort zone. Sort of start the new year with some different energy. Last year I went out to breakfast alone. Not a big deal for some people but I really HATE eating out alone. That led to some changes this past year. I put myself first more then ever before. I stood up to bullies and refused to take crap from anyone (mouthy, bully guys especially... My dad included) and stopped giving to some greedy assed people who needed to learn to do without or get their own ass in gear.

This year a few weeks back I had someone point out to me here in Litland I'm always gonna be alone my whole life (cause I refused to do what I was told to do by said bully):rolleyes:... Today I went on a date with myself. Again not a real big deal for most people but I don't get to go out much at all. So I went to the movies and saw Sisters. Loved the movie. Drank a soda and ate some popcorn that was way the hell over priced. But I had a good time. So i hope that gives me some new energy to build a better year on.

Ditto,
I've had a few tell me the same thing . a bit different perhaps. Off of Lit on a few other sites.Because I don't listen and comply .
1. No stipulations or concrete agreements were made.
2. Don't known you . and you don't know me. But want me to listen to demands from a stranger.(Not gonna happen)
3. No effort into wanting to know me as a person. Just me complying with demands. ( I don't do online crap, it's useless)
4. Besides not really knowing them,I don't even know What you look like,and you demand this and that And expect compliance..(Bwahahahaaa) I never listen to anyone. What makes them think I'll listen to them.
5. I don't send any kind of sexy pics. And will not.
So I'm told I'll never find anyone cause I'm a smart assed Brat. Bitch etc..Oh well.
They aren't man enough to handle me. That's my problem. No inner strength,Assertiveness, Common courtesy and respect,mutual Friendship and caring.

In my eyes they aren't men. Just more fake bullies. Some pretending to be Doms.

It takes more to tame this Woman. If they cannot handle my worst, they won't be able to handle my best efforts..

I'm a strong woman,In many ways. I want a stronger man. Intellectually, emotionally etc.. If you cannot pique my interest through words,and touch my mind.You won't anywhere else.

And perhaps my seemingly distant and detached attitude doesn't help. But I want that connection that happens BEFORE any physical touching. And that is what I want.

A man unafraid of my walls and willing to tear them down little by little.Until I learn to trust him and he learns me. One whom does not give up on me.

Until then I live for me. Doing what I want,when I want and how I want. Have to say I love the freedom :rose: :heart::)
 
This is such a good thread, and undoubtedly there are Litsters among us who need(ed) to hear this. Thank you.
 
This is a song I heard a long time ago. The words spoke to me then, and every once in a while I forget. And I hear it again. And remember.

Tonight was a night that left me feeling uglier than I ever have before. I lost control of my temper and it was bad, and I am not proud of it.

This thread has calmed me down. Thank you.

BEAUTY

So you've come to this bridge
In an unfamiliar land
You know it's a bridge you are going to walk on
And the only thing you know is
Everything you know
Will do you no good from here on

And the day that you spin
From your little cocoon
Well, you can't be prepared
For the beauty you'll find there
And you will find beauty
In the toughest of places
And I will be thinking of you out there

So pick up your bags
Look around at your friends
And you know none of them
Would ever have enough strength
To cross the bridge and lose control
I never felt this bold
Never felt this good

And the day that you spin
From your little cocoon
Well, you can't be prepared
For the beauty you'll find there
And you will find beauty
In the toughest of places
And I will be thinking of you

Stay true to your nomad skies
Keep your eyes out for coyote
A thousand secrets are lost
In the archival dust
So lay your ears upon the tracks

One day you will come back
With wrinkled hands and grey hair
And there you will stand on the spot
And you'll marvel how the place is still the same
Though you are somebody else now
Fly on butterfly
 
Needed this thread and this one this week -

Something to remember


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