Your secret

From A Girl to Nevyn_Black:

I know that my girlfriend loves me and tells me that she wants me. When we have sex she seems to enjoy herself and tells me she does...she even thanks me. But deep down I don't really believe that any woman on earth ever has or ever will find me attractive. Intellectually I know this is damage from my past.

But it doesn't make the feeling go away. In my mind I'll always be a mutant freak that women either disdain, manipulate or avoid. Honestly its like a curse. I doubt that anyone female reading this thread will even pause a moment on my post.

Nevyn, I want you to listen very carefully. Too bad this isn't in person, otherwise I'd be looking you dead in the eye as I say this.

You. Are. Not. A. Freak.

Take a moment to absorb that.

Done? Good.

Now, are you the type to pull wings off of live butterflies and laugh? Set fires to buildings and revel in watching it burn to the ground? Killed someone in cold blood? Those are freaks. And unless you've done any of these things, you most certainly are NOT.

You mention that you have a girlfriend. That's fantastic! And from what you describe her as, she doesn't see you as someone to be manipulated, disdained or avoided. She's obviously an exception to your rule. Cherish her, don't push her away. If she finds you attractive, who are you to question that? She knows her own mind, don't try to change it.

You're already able to discern that this is based on some past trauma. Again, this is great. Use that to your advantage; you're halfway to putting the past in the past just by acknowledging it. Find someone to talk to about this; a religious leader, someone who's dealt with something similar, a professional therapist. It will be hell on earth, but you'll be stronger when you get to the other side.
 
My favorite thing is hearing people expose their secrets to me. You can pm me if you want, but extra points for public exposure. ;)

I'm a married man who has just reconnected with my high school girl friend by chat. She's so mich wilder and adventurous than I have become and that is challenging me to take more risks in my sex life. I'm scared to death that my ex and I will meet and have sex, something we should have done as teens. I think it is inevitable that it will happen.

At this point I don't know how to avoid it.
 
Nevyn, I want you to listen very carefully. Too bad this isn't in person, otherwise I'd be looking you dead in the eye as I say this.

You. Are. Not. A. Freak.

Take a moment to absorb that.

Done? Good.

Now, are you the type to pull wings off of live butterflies and laugh? Set fires to buildings and revel in watching it burn to the ground? Killed someone in cold blood? Those are freaks. And unless you've done any of these things, you most certainly are NOT.

You mention that you have a girlfriend. That's fantastic! And from what you describe her as, she doesn't see you as someone to be manipulated, disdained or avoided. She's obviously an exception to your rule. Cherish her, don't push her away. If she finds you attractive, who are you to question that? She knows her own mind, don't try to change it.

You're already able to discern that this is based on some past trauma. Again, this is great. Use that to your advantage; you're halfway to putting the past in the past just by acknowledging it. Find someone to talk to about this; a religious leader, someone who's dealt with something similar, a professional therapist. It will be hell on earth, but you'll be stronger when you get to the other side.

Hey, sorry it took me so long to see this. Thanks for saying it. Uh...I am in therapy, but it's difficult. Money is an issue and beggers can't be choosers, so I have to deal with the services of the local state funded burn outs.
 
I'm a married man who has just reconnected with my high school girl friend by chat. She's so mich wilder and adventurous than I have become and that is challenging me to take more risks in my sex life. I'm scared to death that my ex and I will meet and have sex, something we should have done as teens. I think it is inevitable that it will happen.

At this point I don't know how to avoid it.

Hi, I wouldnt worry too much about it. If you're just chatting, I don't think that's cheating. I know this is hypocritical, but I don't think I'd be very happy if my husband was chatting with an ex-girlfriend. Maybe a stranger would be different. Mau you should try channeling your energy to an online stranger (hint, hint). Maybe another married person (hint). Saw your profile, by the way. :)
 
I once had a blow job from a tranny.

I was with my cousin one night, it was about 4am and we drove by this place in our city known for hosting hookers, mostly travesty hookers.

There weren't many left so we started chatting to one of them. We were not looking to actually 'rent' one of these, we had been there before just teasing them and letting them reach out to us through the window, jerking our cocks over our pants to get us to pay them for a full job.

This tranny asked us if we could give him/her a lift to this night club where she was heading to. We agreed and drove her there. On the way there, she was jerking our cocks over our pants from time to time. When we got there, I parked about two blocks behind the club and let our selves enjoy the hand job. My cousin then said to her that he would give him $X if she sucked my cock, kinda like teasing me. I was quite horny by then and didn't care so I agreed. I was in the driver's seat, she was in the passengers and my cousin in the back seat. She went down on my sucking my cock while jerking off my cousin at the same time.

She let go on my cock and then I said, I'll give you $X if you suck his cock now. No objections, she went down on him sucking his dick while masturbating me in the mean time.

She let go on him and came back to suck on my cock. I was really enjoying the blow job and she could tell, so she said to me "don't you dare come in my mouth". She kept sucking and I just tried not to move as I started squirting in her mouth, filling it with my cum. She swallowed some of it as it shoot up in her mouth, then spat the rest on her hand. She then move between the seats to continue to finish up my cousin who inevitably ended up shoot his cum in her mouth too. She wasn't too happy about both of us cuming in her/his mouth but she walked away with some extra cash for drinks.

We talked about it once after that, agreed not to tell anyone and never spoke about it again. No you guys know too!
 
A secret? I have what I like to call the "Kiss of Sex."

Every woman I've ever kissed, I've slept with. Even if they weren't going to sleep with me beforehand.

no way, i would love to experiment with this.
could i resist if i tried?


secrets.. just a few
my bf doesn't know i post pics of myself on Lit.
i fantasize about other people fucking me all the time
i fantasize about a threesome with my bf and his best friend
 
no way, i would love to experiment with this.
could i resist if i tried?


secrets.. just a few
my bf doesn't know i post pics of myself on Lit.
i fantasize about other people fucking me all the time
i fantasize about a threesome with my bf and his best friend

Princess, I found so many of your photos online and they are amazing.
 
no way, i would love to experiment with this.
could i resist if i tried?


secrets.. just a few
my bf doesn't know i post pics of myself on Lit.
i fantasize about other people fucking me all the time
i fantasize about a threesome with my bf and his best friend

I'm actually really curious to test it more, since I've only tried it a few times. I forgot to include the most interesting part of the "Kiss of Sex"... the sex happens within an hour.
 
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I masturbate almost everyday, sometimes more than once. Most times I don't even know why. It has little or no feeling behind it. It doesn't make me happy, sad, angry, relieved, not really anything.
 
Alright, here's my secret:

I was working in a kitchen while I was in college, and I had two direct bosses: the head chef, and a kitchen supervisor. The Head Chef was a bear of a man, and the Sup was the sultry geek type. I had gone out for drinks with the Sup, and we had talked about all the kinky things we had done. Very clinical, kinda.

So one day, I was prepping, and behind me I could hear them talking softly to each other, but I couldn't make out what they were saying. All I knew was that they were speaking in the tone of voice that we all use when we're whispering sweet nothings. So, like an idiot, I turned around slightly to hear what they were saying, and they noticed.

The Chef, without skipping a beat, called me on it, and quickly turned the conversation toward, "You want to watch us don't you?" To which I must have blushed bright red. (Damn my thin British skin!) The Sup, who was hanging from his shoulder in that amazing way a woman can, pressed me further, "Oh my god, he does! He wants to watch us fucking!"

The Chef went on, going into detail about the whole thing. How they would sit me down in the corner of the room, she would strip, slowly, watching me. Showing me what I couldn't have. They went into vivid detail, about everything they would do, right down to the cumshot.

I felt very small, and humiliated, but incredibly turned on. That event is probably what colored the rest of my sexual experiences up to this point.
 
I can deepthroat my vibrator, yet I've never given a guy a blowjob. I fantasize about it constantly...
 
Stacy, you are kind of a legend to me. I love your posts. Thanks for adding to my thread.

A legend? Wow, what a compliment? What makes you say such kind words?

Thank you so much! This made my day!

*hugs*
 
I can deepthroat my vibrator, yet I've never given a guy a blowjob. I fantasize about it constantly...

I've been trying to learn how to deepthroat, and was using my vibrator just yesterday. I'm not there yet.
 
This is my deepest, darkest secret, so far.

In college, a friend and I used to drink each other's blood.

There was no overt sexual component, no sucking on necks, but we were all about the occult. My friend would draw the blood from our arms with a syringe and add it to sloe gin on the rocks.

Sloe gin; what can I say? We were young.
 
Sometimes I crave giving a blowjob.. I love it!

I'm craving it constantly, lately. It's all I think about. Getting on my knees before some hot guy, softly taking his cock, worshipping it, kissing it, sucking it...making love to it with my mouth.

It's occupying my thoughts. I can't think about anything else, and it's driving me crazy...
 
I'm craving it constantly, lately. It's all I think about. Getting on my knees before some hot guy, softly taking his cock, worshipping it, kissing it, sucking it...making love to it with my mouth.

It's occupying my thoughts. I can't think about anything else, and it's driving me crazy...

if you're looking for volunteers to practice on, I want to be first in line! :D
 
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