You motherfucking, triplebreed motherfucker...

[Fleshmachine]

...bitches we love you motherfucker.

 

[LittleRedDevil]

Flesh, darling, is there something you would like to talk about?

 

[Fleshmachine]

Am I a vile, male shovenist?

Am I a white, elitest oppressor?

God, I hate my court appointed sensitivity training!

What do you Lit people out there in Literotica Land think of the evil Fleshmachine?

Am I as bad as they say I am?

 

[Fleshmachine]

Damn, I guess I am that bad.

 

[Fleshmachine]

Since I realise now that I'm not really liked here. It should please those that don't care for me that my court appointed sensitivity training has not gone well. The trainer has reccomended jail time to my CO. That means I will probably spend the next year and a half in prison.

 

[MinkSoul]

i got no problem with you...

you get a bit wiggy at times but, other then that... you seem ok to me...

 

[Bubblegum *sugarless*]

((((((((hugs)))))))) or BITCHSLAPS...whichever might help. I think some of your posts are pretty refreshing.

 

[Cheyenne]

It should please those that don't care for me that my court appointed sensitivity training has not gone well. The trainer has reccomended jail time to my CO. That means I will probably spend the next year and a half in prison.

Why? What did you do to land yourself in sensitivity training in the first place?

 

[Fleshmachine]

I slept with a black woman who neglected to tell me she was married. When her black husband confronted me about it. I told him I didn't know she was married, that he was angry with the wrong person, and to piss off. When he didn't let it go I beat the shit out of him. I go to court. I plead guilty. I get sensitivity training.

 

[Mischka]

Something's missing here. You really are angry sometimes, Fleshmachine. Maybe you can try listening to the sensitivity training a bit more? It has to be better than jail, and it couldn't hurt. Especially at this point. Good luck and I wich you the best, no matter what happens.

 

[willfulbrat]

I like you, FleshMachine. Sensitivity training sounds like a drag, but you'll get through it. We all have our biases, it's a shame that we have to be so careful with what we say. The most innocent comments can strike a nerve with someone. Still, a little tact goes a long way.

 

[Fleshmachine]

This "sensitivity training" I'm in should be called you are a white male and everything is your fault. I am not taught to be sensitive. I am paraded before people of different ethnicities and genders and berated by them.

 

[LittleRedDevil]

I don't think I've ever heard of sensitivity training like that. If you need to talk about anything, I have two good ears that will listen.

 

[Fleshmachine]

Let's put it this way. There are three people in the class. Two of them have tatoos of swastikas on their body. I am not one of the two but I keep my hair in a crewcut and have a German last name. To me the class is court sanctioned racism and I am the victim.

 

[Sensua]

I was forced to take assertiveness training, because I was TOO AGRESSIVE! It was my bosses recomendation...so I did it. And I learned a few things...but it pissed me off just the same. Now I find a lot of what they taught to be REALLY useful. But I feel like I am analysing every situation before I allow myself a response....and maybe that was what it was all about. ACT not REACT!

 

[Fleshmachine]

No this course is different. First I'm in there with 2 skinheads who do nothing but aggravate me and the Jewish Trainer but the are in for misdemeanors.

Second I'm an Anglo-German.

The instructor will say that germans are responsible for the holocaust.

True or False

Her answer: True.

My answer: False the Nazis were responsible, not all Germans.

Result her: I am given an angry lecture about how I was wrong and denying that the holocaust ever occured, with 2 fucking skinheads cheering me all the way.

Result me: I am enraged at the accusation and my "supporters".

That was just the first of a series of incidents. Name a race, ethnicity, color, creed, gender or sexual orientation and I will tell you a similiar story of how white males are wrong and she(the instructor) is right.

 

[morninggirl5]

No this course is different. First I'm in there with 2 skinheads who do nothing but aggravate me and the Jewish Trainer but the are in for misdemeanors.

Second I'm an Anglo-German.

The instructor will say that germans are responsible for the holocaust.

True or False

Her answer: True.

My answer: False the Nazis were responsible, not all Germans.

Result her: I am given an angry lecture about how I was wrong and denying that the holocaust ever occured, with 2 fucking skinheads cheering me all the way.

Result me: I am enraged at the accusation and my "supporters".

That was just the first of a series of incidents. Name a race, ethnicity, color, creed, gender or sexual orientation and I will tell you a similiar story of how white males are wrong and she(the instructor) is right.

From most sensitivity training classes I've seen, the point isn't to examine any issues at all. According to the trainers THEY know the answers. They don't want you the think. Thinking is not allowed. Just parrot back to them "the answers". That's all they want.

And probably why sensitivity training is less than successful.

 

[Fleshmachine]

I refuse to tell anyone what the want to hear when it is personally offensive and wrong.

 

[morninggirl5]

I refuse to tell anyone what the want to hear when it is personally offensive and wrong.

Good luck. As long as they hold all the cards, you're beating your head against a brick wall.

 

[SimplySouthern]

My suggestion...and forgive me if I sound like a broken record, but I give this little speech no less than 2 times a week.

YOU are in trouble. YOU did something the court system deemed as wrong. YOU can waste the chance you have been given to keep yourself out of prison, or YOU can decide to take advantage of it.

It doesn't seem fair, but fair went out in Kindergarten. The bottom line now is that you are at the mercy of this trainer if you plan to keep yourself out of prison.

My suggestion is to go in the class and play the role she wants you to play. Be the most remorseful "pretty fly for a white guy" you can muster while you are there. Do what you have to and get the fuck out.

BTW....will it offend you if I tell you that your moniker "fleshmachine" gives me the serious giggles?

If you wish to talk...email.

 

[Fleshmachine]

If you beat your head against the wall long enough you are bound to make a hole.

 

[morninggirl5]

It doesn't seem fair, but fair went out in Kindergarten. The bottom line now is that you are at the mercy of this trainer if you plan to keep yourself out of prison.

My suggestion is to go in the class and play the role she wants you to play. Be the most remorseful "pretty fly for a white guy" you can muster while you are there. Do what you have to and get the fuck out.

Beating your head against that damned brick wall is only gonna give you a bigger headache. Swallow your pride and give them what they want and get the hell out of the system. Then you can go back and argue til doomsday if you want.

 

[Starfish]

Originally Posted by Fleshmachine
This "sensitivity training" I'm in should be called you are a white male and everything is your fault. I am not taught to be sensitive. I am paraded before people of different ethnicities and genders and berated by them.

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Let's put it this way. There are three people in the class. Two of them have tatoos of swastikas on their body. I am not one of the two but I keep my hair in a crewcut and have a German last name. To me the class is court sanctioned racism and I am the victim.

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No this course is different. First I'm in there with 2 skinheads who do nothing but aggravate me and the Jewish Trainer but the are in for misdemeanors.

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I am sorry but, you are not being consistant. I don't know if it is the way you are going about explaining this, or if you are really upset and that is why, but going purely on what you've said, it seems like you are lying.

First it's you being paraded around and belittled, cause you are the white guy, in front of people of ethnicity.

Next you are only in there with 3 people and two of them are SKINHEADS!


?????????????????

What people of ethnicity are harrasing you?
The skinheads?

Maybe this is my misconception...BUT!

Nothing personal, but I seen better explainations from junkies.

 

[Fleshmachine]

GR let me elaborate.

There are three in the course. Me and the two skinheads. Every week we have a speaker who was the victim of a hate crime come in a speak to us. We are not allowed to reply, just to listen and observe. This is supposed to demonstrate to us how wrong we are. These people are angry victims who blame us(The people in this course) for their pain. Afterwords we speak with the instructor. Who goes into tirades about how we are bad people and are wrong otherwise we wouldn't be here.

GR I always take your opinions more seriously than others, so I am by no means offended.

 

[Fleshmachine]

Whenever I question what the instructor says or say something that can be in the least bit construed as biased those two skins jump on my bandwagon like hyenas. That makes me look even more guilty by association. They are in this course for spray painting swastikas on dumpsters.