Yes Daddy-Closed.

[Perplexia]

He, she, What?

He bombarded her making her mind go blank as she turned and walked to the elevator. No, he was simply trying to save her feelings from being embarrassed. She was never good at reacting in the moment. It was why she was so good at preplanning every detail, for every scenario. This she was not prepared for.

Now she had to go to dinner. It wasn’t like she could call in sick. If she sent him a note saying she didn’t feel up to dinner, he would just show up at her door. God he was so intense. Why did he have to just put it all out there, subtlety wouldn’t have freaked her out as bad as she was in the moment.

Opening her room door, Jennifer went straight to her bathroom. Untying her bikini top, and her bottoms she hung them up to dry before stepping into the shower. She sat on her shower floor as the hot water beat down on her. This could go very badly in the end. There would have to be an end wouldn't there? Where could this possibly go?

First, he had his kinky fuckery hobby didn’t he? Second, he was the father of her ex, Third, in order for her to continue her education on her own, she needed this job. ‘

Other than her immense attraction to him, could there be anything more? If she was going to have a first, why not let it be him. They could get it out of their systems, and just go on like never happened, right?

But what about how she actually felt about him? This wasn’t something she could plan for. There was a million different scenarios and all she could continue to do was go round and round and round in circles. Standing up she washed her hair and the chlorine off of her body.

She picked out a green cocktail dress that wrapped around her neck, leaving a circle in the front to show her cleavage, and an open back with a tight waist and a lign skirt. She placed on some heals and a wrap, switching out her purse for a clutch. Opening her door, she started to head to the elevator. He was exiting his room at the same time.

Another awkward elevator ride. She was abnormally quiet on the ride down, and even more so on their short walk to the restaurant.

 

[Kevinjkson]

Niall considered how best to handle the conversation with 90% of his brainpower, while the remaining 10% was dedicated to walking in a straight line and making small talk. That dress that she was wearing wasn't helping anything - she looked absolutely stunning in green under any circumstances, and that open back just begged for a warm hand between her shoulder blades as they walked.

When they arrived at the restaurant, he checked them in, followed the hostess to their table, moved them to a quieter table in the corner, sat down, and glanced at the cocktail menu. All on autopilot, while his brain was spinning on the real questions.

What did he want? Well, that one was easy honestly.

How was he going to get their work relationship back on track, get her back into a headspace of doing what she had been doing so well for weeks, while still addressing the proverbial elephant?

What would she say that she wanted?

How was he going to get her to admit to what she really wanted, when he was pretty sure that her forebrain was going to do everything that it could to shut down her lustful id.

He decided that the first thing that had to happen was alcohol. That would get them both out of their overly intellectualized brain freezes and let them actually talk.

He turned to the waiter who was checking in with them, ordered a double of the Balvenie Doublewood neat, water back; turned to Jen and said "What will you have to drink Jen?"

 

[Perplexia]

"Double Vodka cranberry" she said answering his question to the waitress. God she loved it when he called her Jen.

"You're the first man that has ever made my knees weak" she said softly deciding to break the ice. "You're the first man that I've fantasized about and masturbated over." her face blushed when she said it. "You're the first man that has made me speechless, and who I wanted to touch and to touch me, and do things that I've never done, which is everything but a kiss. That kiss didn't even do a quarter of what your rasp does to me.".

"For the first time in my life, I'm on my own. I'm away from my family which was like a prison of its own. I can sit out on the balcony at night and watch the stars. I have a job that I honestly feel like I was made for. Planning and organizing are my strengths. You're not at all what they think. You have never raised your voice to me, you've never threatened to fire me. The amount that you pay me is so generous, it allows me to live on my own , and save for school.

"thank you" she said as the waitress dropped off their drinks and said she'd be back with their orders. She browsed the menu before making her decision and put the menu down.

"You have particular 'tastes', that I don't know anything about. "But I don't' know where your head is at. If its just physical or if you want to date."

 

[Kevinjkson]

Niall took a long pull of his whiskey as he listened to Jen ask the question that seemed to be at the root of her fears.

"...is it just physical, or do you want to date?"

He looked her in the eyes as he played back the earlier parts in his head - "fantasized about," "masturbated over," "do things that I've never done."

The worries that had plagued him for the past hour vanished. She was not going to try to hide from what she was feeling. She was not going to put up a mask and focus on the implications on her job. She was young. Naive. Inexperienced. But she was being honest with herself, and with him. And that was a good place to start.

The question that she was asking was not one that Niall had allowed himself to consider, not until this afternoon. He took great pride in his propriety, his ability to treat each employee the same, his focus on creating a workplace where everyone felt comfortable and included. Jen was off limits. Out of bounds. And he was a man who compartmentalized very very well.

But now those walls had come down. What did he want from her? What was his ideal outcome of all of this?

"Jen, I am fascinated by you. By your incredible discipline. By your work ethic. By your intelligence."

"And I would be lying if I said that I was not incredibly attracted to you as well."

"If you can get comfortable with the idea of dating your boss, then we have to talk about my, well, my "particular tastes" as you put it. I am who I am. However I feel about you, I am not going to put a part of me, an important part of me, in a box. If we are going to spend time together, you have to be comfortable with all of me, every aspect of me. And you must have questions..."

 

[Perplexia]

What she didn't' tell him, is that she would have excepted either or from him, the physical or the dating. But the dating would be more complicated because it would involve emotions. Emotions that could take them both somewhere different or the same.

"I'm okay with the idea of dating of my boss. As long as during work hours, its work time. But we will need to take things slow. I don't want to let the physical attraction over power the relationship. When we get to that point, then your particular ..'tastes' can be integrated in. Depending on what we're both comfortable with. I'm new to all of it. The last person I dated, well he didn't think I was worth waiting for. But then again, I was never made to feel that desire that make induce me to want to try it."

She took a deep breath as the waitress came by, and she ordered her chicken parmesan with a house salad, no onions. and Ranch dressing. After Niall and her handed back the menu's she continued.

"I will be depending on your self discipline for that area, because I don't think i would have stopped you at the pool. These. Feelings i.e. desires are new and I haven't quite figured out how to process them yet. That scares me, because I am use to having a plan A B and C in place for everything. I didn't have a plan for this. I apparently couldn't mask it as well as I thought i could. But I do not think that our relationship should be public knowledge. Until we know where it may be headed if anywhere."

Their salads came and she thanked the waitress taking a moment to pour her dressing over it.

"I would never ask you to not be who you are, but from what I have read about it, there is often a contract drawn up with things willing or not willing to try, with safe words, and with a line on specific roles. But that's getting ahead of ourselves. We need to get to know each other and determine if we should continue to date or just go back to our initial roles."

What are your thoughts? Jennifer asked taking a bite of her salad.

 

[Kevinjkson]

"Work hours, work time, absolutely. You are the best PA I have ever had, and I am not giving that up for anything."

"I'll have the New York steak, medium rare, with the blue cheese sauce on the side. And a Caesar's salad to start - yes to the anchovies. And a glass of the Spanish red please."

"And I agree that at least for now, we should keep our private lives out of sight of the office. The fact that we are spending time together outside of work should stay between the two of us.""

"But let's not deceive ourselves into thinking that we can take things slow. I can see how you felt in the pool. And you could feel how I reacted."

"It may not be comfortable for you. It may not fit into your model of planning everything out, having a contingency plan for the backup plan. But slow is just not going to happen."

"I will keep you safe. I will keep things under control and moving forward at a pace that you can be comfortable with as best I can. But if we are alone in a room, you are going to find yourself covering new ground very quickly - I think that you know that. If you can't deal with it, then we have to avoid putting ourselves in a situation where things can go in that direction."

He hated it when the Caesar came as whole leaves. Why do they do that, he wondered for the hundredth time, as he carefully cut each bundle of baby romaine into three or four bites.

"As for some of the things that you have read about - they are far down the road. If we get there, then we will talk about them. For right now, we have to find out of we like spending time together now that a switch has flipped in each of our brains."

"Let's enjoy our dinner. Talk about whatever comes into our heads. I know that you need a plan. You need to understand expectations. So here is the plan. We have a lovely dinner together. We let the idea of not being just boss and employee sink in a bit. Maybe we talk about some of the things that have felt off limits until now."

"Then we walk back to the hotel. I am going to hold your hand while we walk, I want to see how it feels to just have some physical contact with you. When we get back to the hotel, you are going to decide how you are feeling about our evening, our conversation, our new reality. We are going to get out of the elevator, and walk down that hall hand in hand. When we get to your door, you are either going to let go of my hand, give me a quick kiss goodnight and go into your own room; or you are going to hold on to my hand and walk with me to my door. Your choice. Will that work for you, oh girl who always needs a plan?"

 

[Perplexia]

She had just put a fork full of salad in her mouth and was chewing when she about choked on it. When she finally regained her composure, she downed the rest of her vodka cranberry. When they came with their meals she asked for a cherry coke.

"You did get that I've never.. done that thing that isn't going to happen slow right?" she said referring to her virginity. "I'm um, not on anything." she referred to birth control.
"I don't foresee a quick kiss happening. Not with this. Probably not ever when it comes to you." she blushed again.

Jennifer had considered inviting him in for a movie, but that was out the door. He was relying on her having self control. The slowest he was considering was holding hands versus what throwing her over his shoulder?

"So what kind of movies do you like?" she asked trying to steer the conversation away from the idea of being in his arms against the wall . "What was the last good book you read?"

Jennifer slowly ate her dinner, her mind was reeling. Finally she pushed her dinner to the side. She was glad he was willing to gradually work in his hobby into their potential relationship. This was happening like a tidal wave. Her brain was going in twenty different directions at once. After he paid the bill and got his card back they stood up from the table. Her hand was at her side loosely. He could take it then or outside the restaurant.

"Can we walk around for a bit?" she asked when they got outside. It wasn't so much a delay tactic, as it was a quality time aspect.

 

[Kevinjkson]

Niall chuckled.

"Whoa there - don't let your imagination run wild! I'm not saying that we have to go zero to sixty tonight. That isn't my point."

"But we are very attracted to each other. We are not just going to hold hands and kiss cheeks either. You need to trust me when I say that I will keeps things moving a pace that you find comfortable. In fact, my guess is that you will be the one pushing for more, not me."

"But there is a lot of new ground for you to cover Jen, so much for you to learn and explore. If you are ready, we can start with some of that tonight - but nothing that feels out of control or like a bridge too far. When we get back to the hotel, you can decide."

"Yes, of course, let's walk."

And with that he paid the bill, and they headed out. As soon as they were on the sidewalk, he took her hand in his. He needed to feel the contact. The connection. He needed to process his own feelings and reactions, not just help her deal with hers.

Instead of turning towards the hotel, he guided them in the opposite direction. Toward the river, and its stunning views. He kept his mouth shut, just enjoying the evening, and the simple feeling of holding hands.

 

[Perplexia]

She felt a lot better having heard him say that they weren't going to jump straight into bed. Her mind was muddled as she listened to him try to explain how this was going to go. She already knew she never wanted this night to end.

Somehow when he took her hand. She felt grounded, instead of all over the place. That was probably the first time she had ever felt that. Jennifer wasn't questioning anything as they walked. The view of the river was breathtaking. Releasing his hand she took a step forward taking out her phone, she moved in front of him to feel his warmth against her before taking some photos of the view. "stunning" she said softly not wanting to disturb the moment as she laid her head back onto his chest.

"This is my ideal date" she said softly. "the quiet of the night, the stars and moon reflecting off of water, and having someone to enjoy it with."

She stood in silence for a few moments. Before asking "Can we go back to the hotel? I'm getting a bit chilly. Would you like to come in and watch a movie?"

 

[Kevinjkson]

Niall didn't answer. He just took one last look at the river, and then turned and guided them back in the direction of the hotel.

"Neither of us want to watch a movie Jen."

"But if it makes it easier for you, then sure, let's go back to the hotel and watch a movie..."

"Your room or mine? I have more space."

 

[Perplexia]

She shook her head softly and smiled. He wasn't wrong. But at least she was trying to make it appear less teenage hormonal-ish. "You're very blunt Niall, I haven't decided if that's a good thing or not. I was trying to keep with the more romantic side of things." she let out a laugh.

Her fingers laced back into his. "and yes, I know the odds are stacked against us being able to watch a movie in full. I could have said, lets take a swim. But that's what brought this to a head as it is. I don't think i could handle watching water cascading off of you again. Though there is a hot tub." she let out a light laugh.

It was apparent she was nervous, there wasn't a question of not trusting him. He was very direct and to the point, and she could deal with that better than dealing with someone that beat around the bush. Her fingers laced in his and she began to relax again.
The walk was slow but steady, she didn't say much, just kept her hand laced with his.

When they reached the hotel, she took a deep breath and slowly let it out. "your room" she said as they entered the elevator remember she never answered the question.

 

[Kevinjkson]

The elevator doors opened, and he led her out and into the hall. His room was the suite at the end, and every step they took closer to his door felt like a huge step forward for their relationship.

He had to take his hand out of hers to find his key card and open the door, when he did he held it open for her and they walked in. Thankfully he left his suite neat, it would have been massively embarrassing if it was a huge mess.

He had packed a bottle of Highland Park in his suitcase - so he went over to the bar and poured them each a splash, hers on the rocks, his neat.

He sat on the sofa facing the TV, moved the remote so that he could reach it with his left hand, lightly patted the sofa next to him and then opened his right arm wide in a clear gesture that she should sit next to him. Right up next to him.

 

[Perplexia]

She walked in looking at the difference' in their rooms. Taking the glass from him she said thank you. She took a sip and let out a laugh "wow that's strong" she said and sat down where he padded on the sofa, the first thing she did was bend down and unbuckle the straps of her heels. She pulled her feet up with her knees and laid her head against his chest. There was no rhyme or reason to why she did this, it just felt right.

"whatever you want to watch is fine. As long as its not scary cause I'm a puss when it comes to that. But movies with violence , and blood don't phase me." She took another drink of the Highland Park scotch and set the drink down. "Am I okay like this?" she asked softly.

This wasn't how she imagined the first night in the hotel to be. She thought she'd be strumming herself solo thinking of him in the pool, elevator, and just in general. There was a comfort she felt, whether holding his hand, or leaning against him. To her it seemed natural, effortless, other than her nervousness over never having these types of desires, and idea of what was to come.

 

[Kevinjkson]

As she sat down next to him, he wrapped his right arm around her shoulders, encouraging her to rest her head on his chest, which she did.

He picked up the TV remote in his left hand, and thumbed through until he found School of Rock, an old favorite. As the movie started, he set the volume down low enough that they could talk easily.

"You are fine however you are Jen. Just relax. Feel your body. Don't be afraid of it. There is an entire world of amazing experiences ahead for you. And if you let me, I will be your guide. Just relax, and trust me."

She smelled divine. He began to idly stroke her hair and then "accidentally" brushed a fingertip against her ear, wondering just how long the movie was likely to last.

 

[Perplexia]

Jennifer smiled as she listened to him. “There's no one I trust more. Which is frightening on its own, since as a general rule I don't let people that close. Yet somehow you pushed through my carefully placed walls. I don’t know when, or why. But I pushed it down, until you called me out on it.”

She let out a soft ‘mm’ as he brushed her ear. “I trust you to be my guide," she said softly.

In truth she wasn’t really paying attention to the movie, she’d seen it before, but it was a good distraction, or a good way to start things off slow. There was something very natural to her about laying her head on his chest. A comfortable way about how he stroked her hair.

He wasn’t pushing her, even knowing that she felt the same attraction to him. Niall was ensuring that this was done the right way. A way that she wouldn’t run from, a way that she wouldn’t regret, a way that wouldn’t force her to quit her job and run to another city.

She was happy to let him take the lead. Happy to let him guide her into what a relationship should feel like. The small important details that jumping in head first would have lost.

 

[Kevinjkson]

"I trust you to be my guide."

"Good girl Jen."

And with that, he lightly ran a fingertip down her cheek, and the along the edge of her jawline and back up to her ear.

"Just want the movie, and relax with me."

Then he idly began to play with her hair and her ear with just his fingertip.

When he felt her relax into him, he reached over with his left hand, and tipped her head back slightly with two fingers under her chin. And then he leaned in and gently kissed her on the lips.

 

[Perplexia]

There was something about how he said 'Good girl' that made her melt a little. She nodded trying to concentrate on the movie instead of the way his fingers played in her hair and brushed over her ear, she gave an occasional 'mm' as she relaxed against him. Then his fingers tipped her head back and gently kissed her.

Her entire body melted and returned his kiss with the same gentle probing. Jennifer's fingers came up lightly stroking his hair as their lips explored each others. She sat up to get a better position to return his kiss. "Niall" her voice came softly as she tried to breath. "you make me feel weird things in a good way." she smiled and kissed his lips again.

"Guide me" she whispered kissing his earlobe, and working her way back to his lips.

 

[Kevinjkson]

"Guide me"....

"Tonight, you are going to explore. To discover. Things that you need to learn..."

"Unbutton my shirt. Slowly. Put your hand on my chest. Feel my heartbeat. Play with my nipples. A man's are just as sensitive as a woman's..."

"Feel the contours of my lats, my pecs, my abs."

"To please a man, you must know his body - learn mine tonight."

As he said it, he deepened the kiss. Slowly introducing his tongue, playing with her lips.

 

[Perplexia]

Niall deepened their kiss, his tongue sliding into her mouth as hers danced with his. A moan went into his mouth as she kissed him with a passion that had never been given to another.

Tonight she didn't know it, but it was her first lesson in learning how to follow instructions. To be the woman he needed her to be.
She moved her fingers to his shirt slowly unbuttoning it, one at a time. Her finger trailing down the center of his chest as she went lower and lover until they were all undone.

Her hands slowly moved his shirt off of his shoulders, her fingers trailed over his broad shoulders sliding his shirt over them and off each arm. Their kiss deepened further as her fingers lightly traced over his lats, and his pecs. Teasing his nipples, and lightly pulling them to see the reaction he'd give.

In Jennifer's eyes Nialls body was a work of art. She continued to trace over every muscle, touching and learning where he reacted the most at. She like it when he moaned into her mouth as she moaned into his. She loved the way he taught her the art of kissing with a passion and hunger that went beyond anything she'd ever read or seen on TV.

"I want to touch your back" she purred, She'd seen his back before, at his manor. Her hands still roaming all of his exposed chest she could touch. "I want to massage you" she said softly as they broke for air. "I want to learn where your muscles are the tightest and what I can do to ease the stress you carry."

 

[Kevinjkson]

"I want to massage you..."

Niall's mind was running on overdrive. He knew that tonight would be foundational for several aspects of their relationship going forward.

He needed Jen to get comfortable with his body, and with her own. To set aside any preconceptions about propriety. To begin to learn how to make him feel good, where to touch him, how to touch him.

And at the same time, he wanted her to learn to follow, to accept guidance. So when she said "I want to massage you," he had to think for a moment about whether the right response was to allow her to do that because it served his "getting comfortable" objective or whether not to because she needed to learn that what she wanted wasn't important.

In the end, he decided that he could have his cake and eat it too, if he was careful.

He broke their kiss, and using his arm encouraged her to stand up in front of him.

"Take your dress off Jen. Do it slowly, let me savor the reveal. Don't worry, that is all that you will be taking off tonight - this isn't the start of something you won't be comfortable with."

 

[Perplexia]

She'd never stood half naked or fully naked before anyone other than her mirror before. But she promised she would trust him, would let him be her guide. When her eyes met his, a bit of courage entered her.

Her arms went up to under her hair behind her neck, slowly undoing the snap to the top of the the dress that held up her large ample breasts. She placed her hand above her tits holding the cloth in place, as her other hand went to the hem of her dress, ever so slowly lifting it up.

Her milky thighs coming into view, as she continued to slowly pull it up. The hand holding her top up moved down a little letting the top of her breasts and more cleavage to be seen. Jennifer's dress came up even more, her wet white lace panties coming into view slowly, as more of her breasts were showing. When she got her dress up to her hips, her hand on top let go, as it was needed to pull the dress over her head. For a brief moment both of her large breasts were in view, until she pulled the dress up showing her flat stomach. She began to slowly move the green dress up her body until she finally pulled it over her head, and laid it over the arm of the couch.. She steeped closer to him within his reach.

 

[Kevinjkson]

"You are so fucking beautiful."

Niall reveled in the sight of Jen's perfect body. It was (mostly, if he was honest with himself) her personality that had attracted him at first, but now that she stood before him, clad in just a pair of white lace panties that clearly showed her need, her desire; he was stunned into a moment of silence. The idea that he would lead this angel down the road of iniquity made his cock hard as a rock. Well, she was going to have to get used to that...

"Good girl."

"Stunning."

He stood up then, in front of her. His shirt hanging from his shoulders. Barefoot he was quite a bit taller, an imposing figure of a man just a foot or two away from her.

"Now take off my shirt, and hang it in the closet there."

 

[Perplexia]

Jen smiled when he used the word beautiful, instead of saying she was hot. The word hot was often used and to her just seemed a bit sleazy. When he said good girl it affected her the same as before, her eyes got a big brighter, and her smile a bit wider.

When he stood up in front of her, she didn't feel small or intimidated. Instead she was face to his chest and his abs, and the hardness that was quite apparent through his pants. One day he would be putting that inside of her. How on earth would it fit?

When he told her to take off his shirt, she stepped forward Her hands moving up his abs as her lips kissed and licked his chest. Before obeying and helping him to remove his shirt. She put it over her shoulder as her hands traveled up his abs to his neck and shoulders. Getting on her toes and flicking his nipple with her tongue. Before stepping back and turning showing him her bubble but barely covered in the panties as she went to the closet.

She turned and returned back to him.

 

[Kevinjkson]

"Good girl. Very well done."

That ass. Fuck. Those glorious breasts. It was going to be a very difficult few first dates, he could already tell. He was going to have to keep himself under incredible control - which on the one hand he was very good at, and on the other he hated doing. Niall was happiest when he could just be himself. Let his true personality manifest. But opportunities were very rare - so many people watching him so much of the time. He could see a future with this girl where he could let himself loose, where she could learn to deal with him, in all of his manifold moods, but that future was weeks or months away - and the intervening period was going to be rough indeed.

"Now the pants. Leave me my trunks. Take them off, and hang them in the closet."

"Get on your knees so that you can slip them over my feet easily - let me put a hand on your shoulder when you do."

This was the "have your cake" part of the back rub. Getting her used to following directions, and doing it while practically naked without feeling self-concious about it. The eating part would have to wait a few minutes, but it was worth it. She slipped so naturally into what he knew to call a submissive role, and what she thought of for now as taking care of him...

 

[Perplexia]

She found herself smiling wider again with her eyes sparkling as he commended her on following his directions, and called her good girl again. She had to stop herself from reaching into her panties and touching herself when he said it.

Those damn abs where driving her insane. Even more she could start to see the very top of his "V" bone. the absolute sexiest part of a man. Well in her opinion anyway.
Jennifer listened to to his instructions and un did his belt, then unbuttoned his dress pants before carefully unzipping them. Slowly she got on her knees as her hands reached up and slowly pulled them down and over his muscled thighs and calves. His hand was on her shoulder.

This didn't phase her, and it seemed completely natural. For a moment she looked up at him , her eyes locking with his as she smiled. Then proceeded to tap his left leg to lift it, pulling away his pants, then the right. She didn't get up right away. Her hands moved from his ankles, to his calves, slowly and firmly moving up his thighs, over his clothed butt, slowly rising her fingers exploring his back as she kissed his chest then hugged him tightly feeling his hard cock in her stomach for a moment. She then released him, turned around and bent over in front of him picking up his pants and walked over to the closet where she carefully and accurately hung them up.