lil_jenni
Super Fellatrix
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It was similar for me with guys, except my husband. It's one reason I gave a lot of BJs, and why I didn't really care for receiving oral from men. Another reason for a giving BJs was sex could hurt, and I rarely came from it back then, so giving a BJ was usually my go to. I enjoyed making the guy come, and I got to take care of myself afterwards, alone, without pressure or expectation. And I had very few guys complain about not having to return the favor after I blew them.I understand how she felt. I also like to experience my arousal mediated through his. Having my own orgasm foregrounded is too intense, too humiliating. Watching him cum first puts that animal intensity at a safe distance. I can watch safely from afar and enjoy it. Sometimes I don’t even care if I cum. Just watching him get off on me is enough.
Hubby was different, and I let him return the favor after the first BJ I gave him, and he did a fantastic job. But a lot of it was because I was so relaxed with him right from the start. He says it was because he's nice. And yeah, I could tell right away he was genuinely nice and not just acting that way to get some, but I'd hooked up with other nice guys. I can't tell you what is was, although his smile has always melted me, right from the moment I first saw it. All I knew was I was relaxed and willing and let myself enjoy what I normally wouldn't...
It's different with women— mutual gratification but without any pressure because the male physiological constraint it not an issue. With another woman, we both know the O's will come (pun intended), and it doesn't matter who is first or last or whatever.