Pain and pleasure are intertwined as one, the line between the two merely a veil.
Let us down?
Iāve been FURIOUSLY taking down notes.
I wonāt let you down.orā¦ will I?
That remains to be seen heheh!
It depends on how you look at what I meant by: āletting down.ā
I think she intends to make us wait
You knew exactly what I meant
ā¦.is this because I accidentally turned you on today??It depends on how you look at what I meant by: āletting down.ā
I could for example make a 20 minute long edging audio which leads you to believe Iām going to let youā¦.
And then stop. Because it was fun to make you think you deserved it
But that remains to be seen
Yup!!You knew exactly what I meant
Why not bothā¦it could be
Or it could be because I want to be a brat on occasion tooā¦
Hang on, I'll admit to missing a few pages but why do the orgasms have to be ruined?You knew exactly what I meant
Acknowledged
They donāt. If thatās not your thing!
(when done right)
Damn my brain, but I have to ask do you prefer being the victim or the inflictor of such a thing?They donāt. If thatās not your thing!
There are a few here that might enjoy enduring an incredibly long edging sessionā¦ which may or may not end in either a ruined orgasm or none at all. I know that for some it can be fun
It is for me anyway
Haha your brain is fine as is!
I'm an industrial/techno producer who was really active in the 2000s, a little less so now. So full disclosure, I was just turned 19, she was 25. I'm European, she's indian heritage American, and she flew over to EU to be with me for a couple of months. She worked as a domme occasionally and was really confident, whereas I was completely green. In other words, the logistics of her outfit were beyond meFirstlyā¦ what was the show? Are you a musician? I would love love love to hear more about that!!
Did you also help her lube up the latex? I feel like getting it on is the hardest part and then making sure itās all perfectly shiny!
I can also be shy with strangers/people I donāt knowā¦. I think it adds to the excitement of semi public fun. I would be MORTIFIED being caughtā¦ so the only thing you have to bear in mind isā¦ to not be caught. The riskier? The better.
Are you a complete dom? Or do you switch depending on partner? Iām bisexual and find that Iām most certainly a switch depending on character!
She just appeared from the hotel room looking amazing. I was too stressed out with my own preshow anxiety to be much use to her. Very much semi-innocent boy being taught by a more experienced woman, at that point.
Did you manage to find the wet and naughty forest nymph?
Not yetā¦ I got distracted by your many delicious submissions especially the āRaw studyā vid, and I ended up licking the screen trying to taste it 
I agree with this . . .They donāt. If thatās not your thing!
There are a few here that might enjoy enduring an incredibly long edging sessionā¦ which may or may not end in either a ruined orgasm or none at all. I know that for some it can be fun
It is for me anyway
Before I respond properlyā¦I'm an industrial/techno producer who was really active in the 2000s, a little less so now. So full disclosure, I was just turned 19, she was 25. I'm European, she's indian heritage American, and she flew over to EU to be with me for a couple of months. She worked as a domme occasionally and was really confident, whereas I was completely green. In other words, the logistics of her outfit were beyond me
I'm a complete dom, I've come to terms with that. It's kind of cornerstone for sexual compatibility for me; it may be ironic (other folks in our scene were "terrified" of her) but she was completely sweet and submissive for me. Roleplaying and taking control in that way helps me overcome anxieties and be more free with my expression, and I think it makes me a more attentive partner. I'm a sweet, caring guy who also texts you to make sure you're still wearing the buttplug I put in you. I do jealousy plays (i'm not a super jealous guy though) and set requirements: It's controlling of course but it's also clear signs of how much I care, no? It brings us together.
People who knew me when I was younger only knew this anxiety ridden dude (I had some early age trauma that wrecked me for years) and had no idea I could scream on a stage or keep a girl. It makes perfect sense to me: Having control is the opposite of worry.
Edit: Jesus this turned into a word dump. Don't mean to pollute your thread with my bs.
She sounds like she was a lot of fun, and I can see how formative that first experience must have been for you. It makes total sense why it made a mark on you! When you describe the shift from being the āgreenā one to then realising later on in life that dominance feels natural. I think that part really isnāt just about sexā¦ I think itās about finding a way to reclaim power after years of carrying anxiety and trauma! I can understand that on a really personal level! 
I can confirmā¦although Iām a switch too our dynamic has always been very D/s. Itās how we work and how we vibeā¦and sheās a beautiful sub tooā¦many more things for us to exploreHaha your brain is fine as is!
Butā¦
BOTH!!
Iām a switch
Itās definitely not always about being lusted over for meā¦without sounding like a self centred jerk that tends to kind of always exist when Iām with a partner engaging in these kinds of activities.
I can also (@Switchem15, please feel free to engage here) be a massive subā¦ I love orgasm denial, being edged etc too!!
Now itās not to say we wouldnāt switch, thatās just something that we have not yet found the time to explore with each other.I can confirmā¦although Iām a switch too our dynamic has always been very D/s. Itās how we work and how we vibeā¦and sheās a beautiful sub tooā¦many more things for us to explore
Just gotta claim your say in who you are, right?I think itās about finding a way to reclaim power after years of carrying anxiety and trauma! I can understand that on a really personal level!
Absolutely. It's a fantasy world bubble with its own language and norms. I'd want to be able to talk to my partner in ways I'd never talk to anyone else. The privacy of it is just another facet of the intimacy, no matter the assumed power structure. To make it sharp, I know she's not a whore, she knows she's not a whore, but there's total trust so we can both play around with that language. It's intensely comforting.
Absolutely! I used to be just _messed up_ in my teens and early 20s and I have all but completely figured it out at this point. There's always new light on the universe through reinterpretation.I agree with the anxiety part at the end tooā¦ Iām still very much navigating that road and figuring out thing from my past! Itās a long road huh? At least I can take from you that there is somewhat of a light at the end of the āanxiety tunnelā!
AnytimeThankyou again for your detailed reply! I enjoyed reading it!
I'm an open book here, within reason.
Personally I find people's experiences fascinating especially dom sub stuff, such an interesting lifestyle, always cool to learn more.I'm an industrial/techno producer who was really active in the 2000s, a little less so now. So full disclosure, I was just turned 19, she was 25. I'm European, she's indian heritage American, and she flew over to EU to be with me for a couple of months. She worked as a domme occasionally and was really confident, whereas I was completely green. In other words, the logistics of her outfit were beyond me
I'm a complete dom, I've come to terms with that. It's kind of cornerstone for sexual compatibility for me; it may be ironic (other folks in our scene were "terrified" of her) but she was completely sweet and submissive for me. Roleplaying and taking control in that way helps me overcome anxieties and be more free with my expression, and I think it makes me a more attentive partner. I'm a sweet, caring guy who also texts you to make sure you're still wearing the buttplug I put in you. I do jealousy plays (i'm not a super jealous guy though) and set requirements: It's controlling of course but it's also clear signs of how much I care, no? It brings us together.
People who knew me when I was younger only knew this anxiety ridden dude (I had some early age trauma that wrecked me for years) and had no idea I could scream on a stage or keep a girl. It makes perfect sense to me: Having control is the opposite of worry.
Edit: Jesus this turned into a word dump. Don't mean to pollute your thread with my bs.
I basically wasn't functional sexually before I found that path. TBH I probably wish I had it "easier" and was more natural with sex and intimacy, but I've only been able to figure it out through these kinds of reality tweaks.
