Will you marry me?

[Pheonexra]

You know how I am, or atleast a good bit of me.

 

[Lorelei_11]

You know how I am, or atleast a good bit of me.

O.k, so I'm sure thats what you did then.

 

[Pheonexra]

You say it like you dont do it also. Tisk tisk.

 

[Lorelei_11]

You say it like you dont do it also. Tisk tisk.

My mind doesn't drift to sexual scenarios of me and men that I'm not in a relationship with. When I write, or imagine it, he's an unknown man.

Except for John Force. I've had some sexual scenarios I pictured myself and him in.

 

[Pheonexra]

Who said it was a sexual scenario?

 

[Lorelei_11]

Who said it was a sexual scenario?

Oh gawd... well clarify then if you don't wish me go guess.

 

[Pheonexra]

Maybe its more fun to dangle the bits of info for you to grasp at.

 

[Lorelei_11]

Maybe its more fun to dangle the bits of info for you to grasp at.

Ha ha ha......

Glad you're having fun playing with my mind.

Be careful now, I can bite.

 

[Pheonexra]

Promise?

 

[Lorelei_11]

Promise?

You wouldn't like it.

 

[Pheonexra]

I will take your word for it.

 

[Lorelei_11]

I will take your word for it.

O.k.

I have to get offline soon, and go and lay on my bed. Its good for the swelling in my feet and ankles.

 

[Pheonexra]

Ok, I hope you get to feeling better.

 

[Lorelei_11]

Ok, I hope you get to feeling better.

Thanks.

Looks like you changed your mind about talking. Some other time then. I hope your day gets better.

 

[Pheonexra]

Not at all.

 

[Pheonexra]

Day got worse as I checked PM's and e-mail. Missed you by allot and I am sorry. Turns out the job I got is paying 1/5 of what I expected, so I need to find more work.

 

[Lorelei_11]

Day got worse as I checked PM's and e-mail. Missed you by allot and I am sorry. Turns out the job I got is paying 1/5 of what I expected, so I need to find more work.

Thats sucks. I understand, my life is messed up and I have a lot of stress.

 

[Pheonexra]

Life seems to be <--------Stress--------><joy><----------------Stress-------------> in a ever repeating thing, its really loving the joy that life is about.

 

[Lorelei_11]

Life seems to be <--------Stress--------><joy><----------------Stress-------------> in a ever repeating thing, its really loving the joy that life is about.

That sounds tolerable, my periods of joy are extremely brief. This period of problems is long, and they tell me its just going to continue. It can be overwhelming often.

 

[Pheonexra]

Thats why finding a good release system is very important to me.

 

[Lorelei_11]

Thats why finding a good release system is very important to me.

I need to be feeling decent to want sex, or masturbation. Stress, just kills my sexual desire, that or tons of problems and difficulties. I think men are different when it comes to sex. I've heard they find it to be good for stress relief.

 

[Pheonexra]

I meant reading, painting, listening to music. Sex is a major stress relief, but only in the right situations.

 

[Lorelei_11]

I meant reading, painting, listening to music. Sex is a major stress relief, but only in the right situations.

*laughing*

You know, you're often vague, and when you are, I assume sex!

I'm beginning to think I have a higher sex drive than you, or perhaps just a more active imagination.

 

[Pheonexra]

Its also because I know my meanings, and you dont. I have an active sex drive, just have other methods of release.

 

[Lorelei_11]

Its also because I know my meanings, and you dont. I have an active sex drive, just have other methods of release.

Mmm hmm, true, and you let me guess what they might be.

Hmmm... other methods?