Widower finding purpose in loss

[Becaa57]

She receives your text
"Rach, he doesn't care not that hungry even. What do you feel like?"

I smile
"Besides your pussy???"
"How about pizza? Knowing your dad he probably won't eat much. You still a beer drinker or graduated to wine?"

She throws a pillow at me

"I've graduated to wine smarty pants, although I still drink beer too"
"And if you want more of my pussy, I won't say no!!!"

I smile and move between her legs. I've always enjoyed eating her out, and even though I know she is tender I dive and and soon have her screaming on my face

"Nice??"

"You slut!! Roll over, my turn before we get dinner, dad can wait"

She moves between my legs and goes to town on my pussy. God she can do that so good, better then most any man ever!!!!

After our final orgasms for the day, we decide separate showers are called for. I take mine while she orders the pizza.
Then she jumps into it for hers

Finally both of are dressed and heading out. I text you

"On our way, stopping for pizza and wine, be home soon, I love you"
realizing after I sent it, that I had told him I loved him, oh god so early in the relationship?

 

[Houstonguy30]

"On our way, stopping for pizza and wine, be home soon, I love you"

LOVE. She said it. I've been feeling it but unwilling to admit it to myself, because of so many reasons. Too soon since Helen, Too soon since 'meeting' Rachel, She's too young, She's my daughter's BFF. Oh yeah, and - She's my daughter's lesbian lover.

But now it's out there. It's said. She took the initiative. Bravo Rachel. Now I have to have this internal discussion with myself to force myself to admit how I really feel for her.

"You don't need to pick up wine. You know you guys can have anything in the wine cellar. Shit - but how could YOU know that? Lindsay not knowing SUCKS!"
A second text, "I can't wait to see you. I really need you here tonight. Stressed out and missing everything about you."
I send a follow-up text, not being able to resist. "So, should I ask what took you two so long?"

Dammit, I'm in love with her but saying it back just didn't feel right in any of those texts.

One last text, "Me too. Can't believe it has happened so fast."

 

[Becaa57]

"You don't need to pick up wine. You know you guys can have anything in the wine cellar. Shit - but how could YOU know that? Lindsay not knowing SUCKS!"

I smile at that text.

"Lindsay remembered you were and her mom were into wine, so she vetoed the wine, we are picking up beer, as she still likes that"

"Been think about her not knowing. I was originally think we'd tell her tonight, however with as stressed as you are about work, not sure we should. I'll leave it up to you"

"I can't wait to see you. I really need you here tonight. Stressed out and missing everything about you."

"I can imagine, we can try to sneak in a real kiss, but I can't promise more"

"So, should I ask what took you two so long?"

"No, a girl needs some secrets "

Wow, nothing about me saying I love him, shit, he doesn't feel the same, God I've blown it"
about to back out of dinner with you two, when one more text come in

"Me too. Can't believe it has happened so fast."

I almost cried when I read that!!!

"Neither can I!!, but its true, I do love you"

 

[Houstonguy30]

I read your texts about a 'kiss' and you needing your secrets. Dammit, you fucked my daughter. I know you did. Slut. Hehe.
Also, I need a LOT more than a kiss to steady my nerves and help focus me. But I can't put that on you tonight. That's my problem.

I text back, "What is your gut? Will she take US okay? Or will she banish us both from her life?"

"Me too. I feel the feelings, but I need to get permission from Helen before I actually say the L word. Need to make a visit to the Cemetery in the next few days. I know it may not make sense...."

I set down the phone and start another session of me practicing my presentation. I'm pacing around and pointing to my monitor, pretending I'm presenting live to the Board. I hear the garage door open but I continue my practice.

 

[Becaa57]

"What is your gut? Will she take US okay? Or will she banish us both from her life?"

"My gut say's she will be surprised, but ok with it"

"Me too. I feel the feelings, but I need to get permission from Helen before I actually say the L word. Need to make a visit to the Cemetery in the next few days. I know it may not make sense...."

Oh god, I hadn't even thought of that, when I met him, he would get so down thinking about her, and now??? I've had sex with him, and told him I love him. Jesus Rachel are you trying to screw up his life????

"Of course I understand. It's up to you, but I'll go with you if you want me too"

 

[Houstonguy30]

"Of course I understand. It's up to you, but I'll go with you if you want me too"
I'm texting with someone that's just downstairs. It feels strange. I answer the text, "Yes. Both of us. I feel it too."

I feel it too. Is that how I'm saying 'I love you' until I get my weird 'permission' from a grave site? Sometimes I wonder about my own sanity.

Pacing around again. Pointing to my monitor like it is an image on the wall of the chart I'm discussing. Then I'm discussing an organization chart with a new CFO. Then that person's background, trying to sound as impressive as possible. I'm imagining the furrowing brow of my most reluctant Board Member. The woman who never trusts anything I say. Maybe this time she's the one with the right idea. After all, under my oversight, I allowed that damn ex-CFO to squander millions of *MY* company's money.

I'm in the most passionate part of my practice-presentation now. The part where I essentially bend a knee and beg them to give me one more chance.

Then a knock at the open office door. Someone being polite, not wanting to scare me. I turn around.

 

[Becaa57]

Watching Rachel as she texts back and forth with someone, based on the small smile on her lips, I'm guessing it's a new love? Maybe wondering if it's a man or a woman. Either way I'm happy for her.
Whispering to her
"I'm going up to check on dad, see if he's ready to eat. Have fun with " giving her a evil smile

Walking up stairs, I knock on your office door, thinking god I hope he's not in the middle of the meeting

 

[Houstonguy30]

I turn around and see Lindsay. I try to hide my disappointment. I had really hoped it was Rachel. "Oh, Hey honey! You're home? How was shopping?"

I point to my screen, showing the new org chart I'm proposing. "I really can't do much more prepping. I'm glad you're home. I was starting to get lonely."

Yeah, and you're keeping my love from me when I really want her the most.

This is weird.....

 

[Becaa57]

"Oh, Hey honey! You're home? How was shopping?"

I smile when I see him, but was that a flash of disappointment on his face????

"Yes we got home a bit ago, shopping was fun. I'd forgotten how much it is to shop with Rachel, although I spent more then I think you planned me too, if it's too much we can sort out what can go back"

Not mentioning the few hours spent in Rachels bed, which we both needed.

"Anyways we got a couple of loaded pizza's and a six pack of beer. The beer is for me, I'm not as into wine as you two are. Come on down when you have a chance, don't want to keep you from work"

 

[Houstonguy30]

I nod. As Lindsay turns around to walk away, I take in her Lululemon covered ass a little too obviously. She turns around and smiles.
Dammit, caught. What a pervert Dad.

I decide I better NOT go down just yet. Especially since now I'm kind of hard. So I sit down and start making notes of potential questions my Board Members might ask me. Then after those questions are down on paper, I start working on what my best reply could be.

About an hour later, I go downstairs into the kitchen. It's dark and there is a bottle of wine open, with only one glass remaining in it. I hear giggling outside and look out to see that the hot tub light is indeed on.

Girls must have already had dinner and headed out to the hot tub to chat more. Damn, I really lost track of time.

 

[Becaa57]

I'm on my 2nd glass of wine and Lindsay is on her 2nd beer. We have changed into swimsuits and are both sitting in the hot tub, fairly close, being as her Dad is upstairs.

We've decided to stay away from ex husbands tonight and are reminiscing about when we were teenagers, our heartthrobs, the beginning of our love for each other. her mom and dad, and how important they were to us.

All the fun we had in college. Just anything that would make us smile and laugh.

I see you walk out of the house, with a glass of wine and the bottle

"Well there you are, thought maybe you'd changed your mind on the pizza, we left some for you in the oven, did you see it?"

 

[Houstonguy30]

"I didn't. Thanks. I'm really not that hungry." I pour the remainder of the bottle of wine into your glass and I look at Lindsay's empty beer glass. "I owe you a beer. Be right back."

Before I turn around, I take a nice long look at both of your bikinis. At least what I can see. Very sexy. You're wearing the one-shoulder one we bought earlier

https://pbs.twimg.com/media/GdGh9P-XMAE62ag?format=jpg&name=medium

Lindsay is wearing a simple green bikini -
https://pbs.twimg.com/media/GbdSWllasAAmhhx?format=jpg&name=medium

You both look fantastic. Such beautiful women.

I go back into the house and grab a beer for Lindsay. When I return, both of you are closer together, whispering and giggling.

 

[Becaa57]

We hear you come back out and slide apart, smiles on our faces

"Here Daddy, sit between us, the view over the valley is great from here"

As you settle in, handing us our refills.

"Is your work over, or are you going to desert us out here allllllll alone again?"

giving you a quick hug

 

[Houstonguy30]

The girls open up a space for me and invite me into the hot tub.
Oh. Well, guess I'm getting into the hot tub. I fling off my t-shirt and keep my exercise shorts on.

I settle in between them. Rachel speaks, "Is your work over, or are you going to desert us out here allllllll alone again?"

"I should probably practice a few more times, especially the question and answer section, but I'm burned out at the moment." The stress shows on my face. Both of you can tell.

Lindsay asks, "Daddy, you said it isn't a big deal. It seems like it is."

I look between you and Lindsay. I don't want to lie to her, but I also don't want to alarm her. "Well, honey. The Chief Financial Officer, CFO, stole a bunch of money from the company. I found out and fired him a few days ago." Wow, it's only been a few days? That's when Rachel and I started.... dating..? "Now the Board wants to know what's going on. Even though it's MY company that *I* started, they can still fire me for failing to catch it fast enough. And they wouldn't be without reason to do that. I just have to convince them that I'm putting in an organizational structure that will keep something like that from happening again. Plus, we need to be leaner for a couple of quarters to catch up the money he stole. It'll be okay - I just have to be perfect tomorrow."

I feel Rachel's hand secretly creep over to my leg for a supportive squeeze under the bubbling water.

 

[Becaa57]

I look between you and Lindsay. I don't want to lie to her, but I also don't want to alarm her. "Well, honey. The Chief Financial Officer, CFO, stole a bunch of money from the company. I found out and fired him a few days ago." Wow, it's only been a few days? That's when Rachel and I started.... dating..? "Now the Board wants to know what's going on. Even though it's MY company that *I* started, they can still fire me for failing to catch it fast enough. And they wouldn't be without reason to do that. I just have to convince them that I'm putting in an organizational structure that will keep something like that from happening again. Plus, we need to be leaner for a couple of quarters to catch up the money he stole. It'll be okay - I just have to be perfect tomorrow."

I listen while you tell us what's going on. Some of it I already knew because you shared it with me, but I wasn't aware your job was on the line.

"Wow!!! that's a lot!!! Are you sure we shouldn't leave? Lindsay and I can stay at my place, give you time and space to work on this"

"She's right Daddy I don't want to be in your way, I can stay with Rach. and you take care of this, let us know when we can come back, Rachel can stay with us for a few days too"

She looks over at me,

"Yes that would work, I can work on my tan!!"
Ducking the water she splashes at me

"Just tell us, what would be best for you"

 

[Houstonguy30]

Mmmm.. What would be best for me is to make love to Rachel for the next hour, which would clear my head, and then I could focus on finishing out tomorrow. Damn, I wish Lindsay knew about Rachel and me......

"You two aren't bothering me. In fact, I feel more calm around you." Except for the fact that I'm erect... heh. "Being loved by you two in a time of stress really helps me."

Shit, I hope Lindsay didn't catch that. I feel Rachel lovingly squeeze my leg again.

"Okay, I want to talk about something OTHER than CFOs and Boards and work. Tell me about the day you two had..."

 

[Becaa57]

"You two aren't bothering me. In fact, I feel more calm around you. Being loved by you two in a time of stress really helps me."

Shit, I hope Lindsay didn't catch that. I feel Rachel lovingly squeeze my leg again.

"Okay, I want to talk about something OTHER than CFOs and Boards and work. Tell me about the day you two had..."

We look at each other, blushing.

Lindsay replies

"We actually had a lot of fun today, 1st time in a while, for me at least, can't speak about Rachel, she has a mystery friend"
Smiling at me mischeviiously

"We went downtown to mom's favorite store, Sally was there and helped us. Although we sucked up a lot of her time, going to send her a box of chocolates as a thank you.
We both tried on a lot of outfits, but don't worry daddy I only bought outfits for me, although we wear the same size, so who knows. It's something I really needed"

"Then we grabbed some lunch and went over to Rachels"

Stopping and looking at me to finish it

"We hung out at my place for a while, watch TV, but mostly just talked. So much has happened to us that we've only been able to share via text messages"

Smiling at her again

"Then honestly we fell asleep, just kind of conked out"
"When we woke up, realized the time and well here we are!!!"

 

[Houstonguy30]

I see the blush and the interplay between you two. Both Rachel and I let the 'mystery friend' comment go without comment.

Then I see the smile before Rachel talks about falling asleep. I think to myself, Yeah, I've seen Rachel take a post-multi orgasm nap too.

Dammit, my cock swells, against my better judgement. I'm HARD from the thought of them together.

"Yes, here you are!" I smile and give them both a 'fatherly' hug. "Oh, you don't need to send chocolates to Sally. You know she works on commission, right? She probably made a good chunk of change on you today."

 

[Becaa57]

"Yes, here you are!" I smile and give them both a 'fatherly' hug. "Oh, you don't need to send chocolates to Sally. You know she works on commission, right? She probably made a good chunk of change on you today."

Lindsay goes

"I know Dad, but she went above and beyond, she knew I was the only buying clothes, but after like the 2nd outfit she had Rachel trying stuff on, even both of us in the same outfit, pointing how it looks different on us. And pulling stuff that was not on the showroom floor. I just feel she deserves more. I know she made a good chunk of change, but I also know that she needs it with her sons medical stuff going on"
"Quite frankly she made the how trip fun for all of us"

 

[Houstonguy30]

I raise my hands. When you're daughter proves you wrong, you relent.

"Okay okay. I'm sold. Send her a truck of chocolates!" I grin, trying to lighten the load.

"So, tell me the best thing that happened to you two today. I need to live vicariously through you two since I was up in my home office ALL day." I suspect they can't tell me the BEST thing that happened to them. I feel Rachel squeeze my leg again. This time a little more quickly, like in a "stop" manner.

 

[Becaa57]

"I'll answer that, for me. It's easy spending all day with Lindsay!!!"
"Well that and sharing some hot tub time with the two of you"

Giving you a look trying to say don't go there.

Lindsay thinks for a minute

"About the same, do you realize it's been years since we've spent a day together especially without a man saying where are you??? I will say I do wish you'd had time, but totally understand you're in a tricky spot workwise"

"Your presentation is tomorrow??? Lets do this, win or lose although I know you're going to win. Let's have a night out. A very nice dinner? Maybe a show or just come home and veg????"

 

[Houstonguy30]

Lindsay speaks, "Your presentation is tomorrow??? Lets do this, win or lose although I know you're going to win. Let's have a night out. A very nice dinner? Maybe a show or just come home and veg????"

I hold up my glass and say "Cheers to us celebrating tomorrow night. I love the idea of coming home to veg, honestly. Maybe I can pick up some steaks and lobster and we can grill them up out here. The nights are so perfect, I don't want to waste them sitting in some air conditioned restaurant."

I stand and motion towards the house, "I'm going to go give my presentation another practice. You two enjoy."

I walk into the house and over to the Master Bedroom to change out of my shorts. Once done, I head toward the staircase leading up to my office. I peek out at the two of you. You're kissing in the tub with Lindsay sitting on Rachel's lap, starting what looks like a very hot make out session.

 

[Becaa57]

"Cheers to us celebrating tomorrow night. I love the idea of coming home to veg, honestly. Maybe I can pick up some steaks and lobster and we can grill them up out here. The nights are so perfect, I don't want to waste them sitting in some air conditioned restaurant."

"Ok, we can do the veg route, hot-tub and surf and turf!!! Sounds good"

After you head upstairs for another pratice session, Lindsay slides over onto my lap. Starts kissing me

"Telling dad about what happened turned me on, kiss me Rach, You're the best kisser ever!!!!!!"

Hoping that you are not spying on us, I return her kisses and her wandering hands.

We move from the hot tub to the day bed

Both of us are nude by the we get there

lay kissing on the bed for a bit, hands touching breasts and pussies

Then we turn around and start eating each other out. Taking turns as to who's on top.

Several orgasms later, we are laying cuddled up on the day bed, just a beach towel covering us

"I love you Lindsay!!!"

 

[Houstonguy30]

I observe the entire scene unfold before my eyes. I'm positioned discreetly within the shadows of a hallway, where a window affords me a clear view of the back yard. There, I witness the two of you in the hot tub, passionately kissing one another. As the encounter progresses, I see your bikinis being removed, revealing your bodies. It dawns on me that this is the first time since my daughter reached puberty that I have laid eyes upon her exposed breasts, a sight both unexpected and startling. Fuck, they're gorgeous.

The two of you continue your fervent kissing, gradually moving to the nearby day bed. Your make out session continues, with lips and mouths exploring each other's breasts, and hands venturing beneath the fabric of bikini bottoms. Eventually, those bikini bottoms are discarded entirely, exposing yet beauty I haven't seen in 16 years.

You two move into an intense lesbian "69" arrangement, each pleasuring the other simultaneously. At a certain moment during this passionate exchange, I notice Lindsay directing her gaze right at me. Although I am confident that the shadows of the hallway conceal me from her sight, the possibility that she might see me causes me to freeze, my hand stopped on my cock mid-motion.

Yeah, I've been jacking off while watching you two.

I move away, slinking back to my office. Now, horny, with blue balls. I have to focus somehow.

 

[Becaa57]

Laying with Rachel after making love to her, thinking why'd I ever leave?? She is snuggled against me. So pretty. Looking at her body, I can see some of the scars from her last marriage, makes me so angry."
"She murmors I love you. I respond so do I"

Thinking if what I thought I saw while we were making love is true, was my dad watching??? I could have sworn I saw him in the window, and not for just a quick look, but watching us.
I decide not to mention it to Rachel, although starting to put two and two together with those two. I Plan to wait and see what they tell me

Thinking that I doze off, warm from the sun and the love making. The thick towels dad has, serving as a blanket for both of us