Widower finding purpose in loss

[Houstonguy30]

I hug Lindsay back. Feeling fatherly again. Or at least trying to.

"And give Rachel a call we can work out where we're going to meet tomorrow"

“It’s okay. You two don’t need to change your plans. Just meet here and have some hot tub time like you two initially planned. I’ll be working in my home office all day on a big presentation to the Board about the CFO and how we are going to be handling the whole thing. I doubt I’ll even step foot out of the office tomorrow. Lots to do.”

I kiss you on the cheek. “Night, Linds! I love you too!”

I also head to bed, taking a quick shower to try to cool down. Nothing can calm me though. Well, Rachel could…

I grab my cell and text Rachel, “Oh, I SO wish you could sneak into my bed tonight. Wanting to lose myself inside you…”

 

[Becaa57]

I grab my cell and text Rachel, “Oh, I SO wish you could sneak into my bed tonight. Wanting to lose myself inside you…”

"It's crazy how much I miss you already!!!!"

"I call from Lindsay, guess she needs to do some clothes shopping, is that safe for me to go with her?"

 

[Houstonguy30]

I get the text back saying you miss me. It makes me smile. Damn, I’ve fallen FAST.

I text you back, “It is crazy. I’m just laying here, wishing you were snuggled up to me. Someone else ‘popped up’ and really wants to spend some time with you too. ”.

“It’s ok. Candace is VERY discrete. I’ll send her a message to brush off knowing you. Just your little secret with her.”

I lay back and quickly text Candace letting her know that Rachel and Lindsay will be by and Lindsay doesn’t know about Rachel yet. The message says her phone has notifications off but will be notified in the morning.

I finally text Rachel back, “Text sent. Candace shouldn’t be a problem. Feel free to buy yourself a new suit or two as well, although I’d rather you not ever wear clothes again.”

 

[Becaa57]

“It’s ok. Candace is VERY discrete. I’ll send her a message to brush off knowing you. Just your little secret with her.”

I finally text Rachel back, “Text sent. Candace shouldn’t be a problem. Feel free to buy yourself a new suit or two as well, although I’d rather you not ever wear clothes again.”

I smile when get that text

"Does that mean you're no longer going to take me out for dinner??? Hmmmmmm"
"No way am I buying myself any clothes there until Lindsay knows about us"
"We do have to figure out a way to tell her, before long"

"How is she doing???, I didn't get much out of her, but a we'll talk tomorrow"

 

[Houstonguy30]

I text back, “She’s hurting. A lot. It sounds strange to say, but luckily he hurt her SO bad, I don’t think she’s missing him. So we don’t have to deal with the hurt of missing him. Hopefully if we wrap her in love, she will bounce back quick. Even the divorce may not be messy. Sounds like he was cheating and clumsily at that. So I think she has lots of proof.”

“Although I will be at the house, you two can have the run of the house tomorrow. See if you can get any more out of her. I have to prepare for the Board Meeting after that CFO debacle. Board is pissed, so I’m going to need to focus on preparing the presentation for day-after-tomorrow.”

I take a quick dick-pic of my fully hard cock and send it to you to show you how hard I am. “Missing you a LOT. Goodnight, gorgeous.”

 

[Becaa57]

“She’s hurting. A lot. It sounds strange to say, but luckily he hurt her SO bad, I don’t think she’s missing him. So we don’t have to deal with the hurt of missing him. Hopefully if we wrap her in love, she will bounce back quick. Even the divorce may not be messy. Sounds like he was cheating and clumsily at that. So I think she has lots of proof.”

"I know that feeling!!! It's good she came home then, we will sort our relationship, concentrate on your daughter!!"

“Although I will be at the house, you two can have the run of the house tomorrow. See if you can get any more out of her. I have to prepare for the Board Meeting after that CFO debacle. Board is pissed, so I’m going to need to focus on preparing the presentation for day-after-tomorrow.”

I take a quick dick-pic of my fully hard cock and send it to you to show you how hard I am. “Missing you a LOT. Goodnight, gorgeous.”

It always shocks me when you send a picture like that
I respond with a full length nude of me send it to you

"Are you going to be able to work with two young pretty women in your hot tub???"

 

[Houstonguy30]

You taunt me with the full length nude pic. I get harder. You’re so fucking perfect.

"Are you going to be able to work with two young pretty women in your hot tub???"

Ugh. You’re taunting again.

I text back, “I have to. There is no other option. This meeting with the Board is crucial. They could shut the company down if I don’t convince them otherwise. Please don’t tell Lindsey how bad it is. She doesn’t need to worry about this too.”

I set my phone down and start stroking my cock. I don’t think I’m going to be able to sleep without cumming. I’m just way too worked up.

 

[Becaa57]

“I have to. There is no other option. This meeting with the Board is crucial. They could shut the company down if I don’t convince them otherwise. Please don’t tell Lindsey how bad it is. She doesn’t need to worry about this too.”

"Would you rather we went to my place? No hot tub, but we can talk and not distract you. I know this is very important and I'd hate to affect the results"

 

[Houstonguy30]

“I would rather you NOT go to your place. She really opened up in the hot tub. Plus, I need to see you….. Even if while we are putting on a false front for her….”

I flick the messages, back to your nude pic. I keep stroking.

 

[Becaa57]

"Ok will be at your house tomorrow"

I text Lindsay

"I'm free tomorrow after 11:00, do you want me to pick you up?"

"Perfect!!!! The address is 1000 Hillside Rd."
"It's the house on the top of the hill of course"
"I have so much to tell you!!!!"

 

[Houstonguy30]

I finally give up, frustrated. It’s obvious I’m going to have to fall asleep with a hardon. Just too many things going through my mind. In fact, there is no way I can sleep right now.

I get up and throw on my robe and head to my office. Maybe not being able to sleep is a sign. Get some of my thoughts about this board presentation on paper.

I sit at my computer and start typing, thinking, typing again. It’s well after 3am when I finally feel like my mind is ready to sleep.

I head to bed and fall into it, heavy. I sleep a few hours until my alarm wakes me up at 6am. Not nearly enough sleep.

Mornings like this are when I really miss having a lover in my bed. Roll over, quickie, get the blood flowing. Life is good.

I grab my phone and pull up that picture of Rachel and start masturbating again. This time, I’m getting ‘there’ a lot faster. Before I know it, I’m fully engorged and a second away from orgasm. Imagining Rachel’s warm, young, soft body riding me. Her gorgeous face, smile… how wet she gets. Suddenly, I hear movement, or maybe scraping near the door to the master bedroom. I shoot up, covering myself.

Nobody is there. All in my head?

 

[Becaa57]

Lindsay had a rough night, tossing and turning. Her dad's house didn't feel like home, but she knew it was her new one for now. Tomorrow she'd see Rachel and catch up with her tomorrow, Still curious about her dad's new girlfriend. so many things going through her mind. She hears him get up around 2AM, walking. She gets up, see's he's sitting in his office, working on his computer. And hour or two later, she hears him go back to bed.

His alarm wakes her as well, although honestly she could barely hear it. She gets up, goes to his bedroom door about to knock when she hears him moan from the sound of it, he's masturbating. She smiles and goes back to her room. Thinking of him pleasing himself turns her on. Soon she is doing the same thing. Wild thoughts of sex, Rachel a new man maybe. With a moan of her own, she cums and cums hard the best one she's had in a while.

Gets up, slips a robe on and goes down the the kitchen. She remembers he likes to start the day with coffee and makes a pot. Sitting at the kitchen table, wondering what will become of her life now.

 

[Houstonguy30]

I shower quickly, deciding to not 'finish' in the shower. I know I'll end up having blueballs but I'm a little too worried about what happened. Was Lindsay there watching me? Then the thought of her perfect, lithe body in that wet crop top and short-shorts getting out of the hot tub. Thinking about her gets me hard in the shower again. This is NOT fatherly behavior!
After my frustrating shower, I get out and throw on a set of shorts and t-shirt. I'm going to be working from home today, preparing for the board meeting, so at least I won't need to be dressed in business clothes today. Not until tomorrow at least.

The aroma of coffee hits me as soon as I round the corner out of my bedroom, past the red door. Mmmm. Good, I'm going to need lots of caffeine to prep for this damn meeting.

I turn the corner and find Lindsay, wearing... well... shit...

https://pbs.twimg.com/media/Gik4-UCbQAAs1Tc?format=jpg&name=small

I struggle to keep my voice neutral, to sound like the father I'm supposed to be - NOT turned on by her. "Oh! Hi honey! Still trying to figure out the clothes situation?" I mentally kick myself for drawing even more attention to it.

I walk to the coffee pot and pour a big cup. I steel my nerves and walk to Lindsay and give her a hug meant to be purely paternal, "Good morning. I didn't mean that. You look lovely. When are you and Rachel meeting?"

A short while later, I'm in my home office on the front side of the house. I see a car pull up the lengthy circular drive and drop off Rachel. That reminds me, I really need to buy her a car. My girlfriend constantly using Uber to get around? Not acceptable. I shake my head, realizing I just called you my 'girlfriend' in my head. Somehow we're going to have to tell Lindsay... soon.

 

[Becaa57]

"Oh! Hi honey! Still trying to figure out the clothes situation?"

"Hi Daddy!!! I haven't unpacked yet, sorry I didn't think, this is what I usually wear until I get dressed"
"Do I need to wear more now? I know we've not lived together for a while, but this isn't that different then before is it?"

I can see he is shocked, maybe should have put more on? But why????

"Good morning. I didn't mean that. You look lovely. When are you and Rachel meeting?"

"Around lunch time, we're going to run into town so I can buy a swimsuit and some more clothes, turns out I left more behind then I thought I did"
"Can I borrow your car? or do you have a driver now"

"Are you hungry? I haven't made breakfast yet"

 

[Houstonguy30]

"Do I need to wear more now? I know we've not lived together for a while, but this isn't that different then before is it?"

"No, honey. You don't need to wear more. It's just been so long since you lived with us.... well... me now... And you've grown up so much..."

"Can I borrow your car? or do you have a driver now"

"I do have a driver, but he's not full time. Why don't you take the Cayenne. You can fit lots in it." I walk over to you and pull out my wallet and hand you my Black American Express card. "Just be sensible, please, but don't hold back. You deserve to start over. I don't want you even going back there to gather clothing."

As I'm near her, handing her the card, I suddenly realize, My God, Lindsay smells nice. I don't realize it's my body reacting to her lingering pheromones and feminine musk after her morning masturbation session. My cock swells in my shorts, I turn to hide it.

"Are you hungry? I haven't made breakfast yet"

"No thank you. I'm not hungry this morning. I really need to get focused on my presentation for tomorrow." You come closer and hug me, trying to soothe me from my obvious anxiety about tomorrow's presentation. In reality, it just makes me harder and more uncomfortable.

A short while later, I'm in my home office on the front side of the house. I see a car pull up the lengthy circular drive and drop off Rachel. That reminds me, I really need to buy her a car. My girlfriend constantly using Uber to get around? Not acceptable. I shake my head, realizing I just called you my 'girlfriend' in my head. Somehow we're going to have to tell Lindsay... soon.

 

[Becaa57]

"I do have a driver, but he's not full time. Why don't you take the Cayenne. You can fit lots in it." I walk over to you and pull out my wallet and hand you my Black American Express card. "Just be sensible, please, but don't hold back. You deserve to start over. I don't want you even going back there to gather clothing."

"Ok daddy!!! I do need to get my car shipped here, but I have a friend who can take care of that, I don't have to go back. Honestly I never want to go back again. I'm home, well in your new house, but home with you"
Taking the card and giving him a hug as a thank you.
Is he hard???? OMG! but I can't pull away, don't want to embarrass him
"Dad Rachel and I will probably go out to eat, or make something here to catch up. Why don't you call your girlfriend and take her out for dinner?"
glancing down at your pants with a smile
A few hours later, the door bell rings. I call up to you. "
It's Rachel dad, we'll be out back try not to disturb you"
Then she is in and we're hugging each other

 

[Houstonguy30]

"Why don't you call your girlfriend and take her out for dinner?"

Ummm... You're planning on going out with my girlfriend, little Linds... Oh HOW I wish you weren't so I could have a little "Rachel therapy" to help me focus on preparing for this presentation tomorrow.... Thank goodness my mental filter is intact and I didn't just say that out loud.

"Oh, honey, there is NO time for a date tonight. I have 36 hours of work to do in 18 hours. It's focus time for Daddy." I smile. I notice Lindsay look at my crotch. Yeah, she definitely saw.

Back in my office, I'm focused. I see Rachel get out of the car and then hear Lindsay's call up to me telling me Rachel is here. My mind crafts an answer to your call - Yeah, and my erection is back too honey. The gorgeous girl, 35 years my junior who just may be the second 'love of my life' has walked into my house and I can't hug, kiss, or smile at her the way I want to. Because she's your BFF and former lover - if my suspicious are correct, not even 'former' lover - current. Yeah, I know Rachel is here, honey.

I call down to you, "Okay! Say 'Hi' to Rachel for me! Or send her up and I can do that myself!" Yes, please send her up, then forget that she's up here for like 15 minutes... bent over my desk... Dirty old man...

 

[Becaa57]

"Okay! Say 'Hi' to Rachel for me! Or send her up and I can do that myself!"

I hear him say that, but I know from experience if I go upstairs to see him, I'm going to be staying and today is about Lindsay, so I just call up the stairs

"Hi Mr. Maxwell, I know you're buried with work, Lindsay told me. We can talk later"

"Hey Linds!!! you ready to spend some money?????"

Giving her a nice big hug, feeling her body pressed against mine, reminds me of how long since we've been together. I can see from the lookin her eye's has the same thought. We'd always been good at sensing when the other wants some

"Yes, let's go, Dad gave me his card, just asked me to be reasonable, think we can do that???"

"We can try"

You call up to your dad that we're leaving and for him to text if he wants us to pick up something for dinner. Having decided on the spot to have dinner here, and the hot tub after dinner.

We leave the house, I give her a hard time for driving a Porsche. But not saying no to it

 

[Houstonguy30]

I hear you call up the stairs, "Hi Mr. Maxwell, I know you're buried with work, Lindsay told me. We can talk later"

Dammit. I really wanted to see you today. I'm stressed out and a hug or kiss from you would have made things right for a few hours. IF we could have kept it to that and not ripped each other's clothes off.

I hear Lindsay call up and say for me to text if I want them to pick up dinner for me. I thank Lindsay and decide I'll make that decision later.

I watch as the Cayanne pulls out of the long circular drive. It sounds like Lindsay is having fun driving the car as I hear the engine rev down the winding street.

Nothing to do but focus on my presentation. Luckily, with the gravity of the situation, I am able to focus, even though I'm still terribly horny from everything over the last 24 hours. By 3pm, I'm done with my slide presentation and certain that the 'story' is correct to get the Board to side with me and not fire me due to the CFO's embezzlement. There really isn't anyone to hold accountable but me, so I say that outright at the beginning of the presentation, then set out to describe how we are going to sue him to get some of the money back and then make smart investments in AI technology to move the company forward.

Now all I have to do is practice my pitch. Practice the wording over and over until I get it right and it comes out smooth.

I wonder what's going on with the girls.

 

[Becaa57]

Riding with Lindsay in his car is like signing a death wish. After several miles of white knuckle riding.
"Lindsay!!!! I'd like to live long enough to get to town!!!!"

She laughs but slows down.

On the drive in we don't talk much. I confirm that I'm going to get divorced, she tells me a bit about what her husband did to her.

She also tells me that she talked to her dad and he is going to help get her a lawyer, she thinks he'd be willing to help me as well, which is a relief because so far all the lawyer I hired for this is ask for more money and look down my blouse.

Once we get to the store, we go in, the same sales lady who helped me is there and shows no sign of recognizing me. The three of us pick out a very sexy bikini and some nice outfits for dinners out. Also just some casual clothes including PJ's

"PJ's Linds??? Since when"
"I think I about gave dad a heart attack this morning with what I was wearing"

Then the shocker

"I think he has a girlfriend, I found a pair of panties in the spare room, and robe had perfume on it.
Do you know anything."

I don't want to outright lie to her

"I know something, but maybe talk later with your dad??"

 

[Houstonguy30]

I'm standing, pacing around my office, practicing my pitch to be made to the Board tomorrow. I get a text from Candace, the shop owner. "Your daughter and your girlfriend are here. They're running but a good sized tab. Any limit I should impose?"

I quickly type back, "No limit, Candace. They're both going through divorce hell and both deserve to be spoiled. Go hog wild. Use this as an opportunity to pad your sales this quarter."

Yeah, I know I'm being financially irresponsible, but who cares. Life is short. Helen's death showed me that.

I turn my attention back to the board presentation, focusing as best as I can.

Meanwhile the girls try on clothes for each other in the big double-dressing room. They're seeing each other naked for the first time.. since the last time they made love. Neither can keep their hands off the other as they flirt and dress each other.

 

[Becaa57]

As we try on clothes, we tend to share the dressing rooms, and our hands are wandering.

"I think we have enough, maybe time to catch up elsewhere? "
Meaning bed.

"I agree!!! But not sure dads up to me bringing you home and in bed, your place?"

"Yes, let's settle up and go!!! I've missed you too much"

We pay the bill, she say's will have the clothes delivered to my dads!!!
While I was paying I realize that we kind of went overboard, but was reassured that Dad had been informed and ok's the amount.
Linking arms with Rachel we head to the car, before taking off. I text Dad,
"Going over to Rachels for a bit, be home in a few hours, good luck with your meetings"
"Love you XOXOXO Lindsay"

 

[Houstonguy30]

"Going over to Rachels for a bit, be home in a few hours, good luck with your meetings"
"Love you XOXOXO Lindsay"

I text Lindsay back, "Okay! Have fun!"

I also text Rachel, "Heard you two are going over to your place. Darn! Had hoped to see you tonight....."

I did not realize how hard this was going to be - juggling being a Dad to Lindsay and falling for her best friend. I know I should be a good Dad right now and let her have her BFF time. But all I want is to have Rachel in my arms....

 

[Becaa57]

I receive the text from you
"Heard you two are going over to your place. Darn! Had hoped to see you tonight....."
"She knows you have a girl friend, we have to talk tonight!!!"

We reach the house, I invite her in.
"Sorry not that fancy, just a rented house"

Then pull her into a kiss that we keep as we make our way to the bedroom, both of us shedding clothes as we go. Tumbling into bed
What follows is two hours of sex between us each of us eating the out out to multiple orgasms.
Incorporating the double headed dildo I bought for us.

Finally laying spent in each others arms, both of us satified

"Welcome home Lindsay!!!! Like old times"


"For sure Rachel!!!!"
I check my phone see the text from dad and realize it's after 5pm
"Shit Rach. we got to go, you ARE coming over for dinner tonight"
Sending my dad a text
"Sorry dad we were busy catching up, heading home soon, what do you want for dinner, my treat!!!!"

"Let's go girlfriend, shower time!!!!"

Dragging Rachel into the shower, surprised we're good for one more orgasm each helped with the water running over our bodies.

Borrowing a cute outfit from her as we wait for Dad's text

Sitting down, baring our souls, so to speak about the last disastrous dealings with men
Surprised to learn that Rachel's had been abusive. Sharing what my husband did to his co-worker and his job.

 

[Houstonguy30]

Pacing in my office, about the 10th time I've practiced my 'pitch,' I hear my phone ding. It's from Rachel.
"She knows you have a girl friend, we have to talk tonight!!!"

I text back, "Yeah, she asked if I wanted to go out with my girlfriend for dinner tonight. It almost seemed like she wanted the house alone with you."
I don't get a response from you.

A few hours later, I get a text from Lindsay,
"Sorry dad we were busy catching up, heading home soon, what do you want for dinner, my treat!!!!"
The text seems a little frantic and almost 'we forgot you' in nature. I send Lindsay a text back, "Just whatever is fine. I'm pretty stressed about tomorrow so nothing really sounds good."

My mind wanders and I wonder what kind of 'catching up' the two girls were doing that caused them to lose a couple of hours. I know that they're still lovers from Rachel's admission that just last Thanksgiving was their last time together. Shit, the thought makes my cock swell. The thought of Rachel engaging in lesbian love gets me SO hot. Yeah, that's the ONLY reason the thought of her with my daughter gets me hot.