Who Knew?-from out of the mouths of babes

[rosco rathbone]

I found an old letter in some college textbooks that I rescued from my mom's basement. It was from a girl I dated in highschool. I was a senior at a prep school, she was a freshman at the public school I would have attended.

I thought I was in love with her, in the corny and overly romantic way of teenage boys. She broke my heart and fucked my step-cousin Steve--one of those teen hellions who goes away to military academy, then ends up as a lawyer with offices across from the county courthouse, playing a lot of golf with local real-estate developers. I hadn't gotten any farther than feeling her tiny tit in a swoon of bliss.

Then I went away to college and underwent the normal changes. When I saw her again at a party two years later, I had all the hand. She began pursuing me, sending tons of letters, and I let her, and then took a scoundrel's revenge for the Hi-Skool Humiliation and Teen Heartbreak she'd put me through. But anyway, in this letter written in pink pen with hearts instead of dots on the "i's", she says:

You are a dominating person. There's this song where they sing "use her use her, shape her to your needs. I think it sounds cool. I want to be shaped to your needs.

It feels really odd to read that and realise that a 16-year old girl knew me better than I knew myself, because when I think about that time, I can't find any darkness or kinky perversity. Who knew that one day I would be one of the most feared and respected masters in the scene?

 

[Caitlynne]

It is fascinating to be able to take a look back at something like that isn't it?! Even more fascinating is that she not only knew what you were, she knew who she was.

 

[Marquis]

The girls always seem to be more clued in, don't they?

 

[rosco rathbone]

The girls always seem to be more clued in, don't they?

This has proved itself to be the case again and again.

 

[LittleJade]

This thread made me go dig through the remaining old loveletters I have.... I threw away most of them a while ago.

One of them, from the first guy I loved (who I was head over feet about), read:


"One day, you will wake up, ready to please me, like the good girl you are"

He was 16, I was 15, and we were both actually waiting to be married before having sex (like good little brainwashed Catholic kids)...

it continues:


"I must find something to give you... something that tells everyone on sight, that you're mine"


















Turns out the guy was a complete fucking asshole, but y'know.

 

[Netzach]

All I have are smutty stories about my mom's stenography teacher, the hottest Italian guy - wanting to lick me. Pure wishful thinking and well hidden.

 

[rgraham666]

No love letters from my high school days. As Stephen King noted, high school is the most caste ridden society in the world with the possible exception of Hindu India.

I was an 'untouchable'.

 

[OregonGal]

I know I was one of the clued in girls... it only took til I was about 16 before I stopped giving the 'nice guys' a chance. By the time i was 18 I had sadly come to the conclusion that I needed a guy that was more than a handful years older than me that hadnt been scared/brainwashed into not to be open about what they want for fear of not being PC.

 

[SouthernDom]

One can't hide the Dom vibes from the sub types.............they'll pick you off every time!

 

[Homburg]

viv picked me out. We were 19, and I had zero clue. Took her a while to get around to telling me though.

 

[FurryFury]

I'm pretty sure I've gotten rid of any love letters from anyone other than my husband.

When I'm done, I'm done.

 

[Guest]

I always dated older than me.

My husband is older than me.

Older was no guarantee, of course, but I was certainly not getting what I needed among the boys my age.

 

[midwestyankee]

I've always found younger women to be preferable - well, except back when I was a very young high schooler, at which point it made sense to date the older girls.

 

[rosco rathbone]

This thread made me go dig through the remaining old loveletters I have.... I threw away most of them a while ago.

One of them, from the first guy I loved (who I was head over feet about), read:


"One day, you will wake up, ready to please me, like the good girl you are"

He was 16, I was 15, and we were both actually waiting to be married before having sex (like good little brainwashed Catholic kids)...

it continues:


"I must find something to give you... something that tells everyone on sight, that you're mine"

Turns out the guy was a complete fucking asshole, but y'know.

I've learned never to throw out that kind of memorabilia.

I was wondering what I had thought when my eyes read that "you are a dominating person" phrase at age 19. Did they just slide over it? I can't remember it. I wonder if I got some kind of thrill on some level, or if I just didn't even pay attention.

 

[Essene]

Now this is funny. I was going through some boxes in my mothers basement. -Stories I had written via my mother's transcription.

 

[Marquis]

I've always found younger women to be preferable

What a marvelously chauvinistic statement.

As my years as a minor fall further behind me, I find myself agreeing with it more and more. I can currently legally intercourse with girls 8 years younger than myself, a larger margin than ever before.

I always thought that guys who were into younger girls were somewhat seedy or insecure, but the older I get the more sense it seems to make.

I've learned never to throw out that kind of memorabilia.

I was wondering what I had thought when my eyes read that "you are a dominating person" phrase at age 19. Did they just slide over it? I can't remember it. I wonder if I got some kind of thrill on some level, or if I just didn't even pay attention.

Growing up in Africa, praise for submissive women was commonplace.

I remember thinking to myself often that a submissive woman just wouldn't do for me at all.

 

[Netzach]

I was exclusively attracted to older than me till about....now.

Now I'm in the whatever phase.

When I'm 60 I have a feeling I will be far more attracted to younger-than-me. I *plan* on cougarhood, personally. I want, before I die, to insist on seeing my male date's ID at some point.

Why the hell am I the only one I know with this intent?

 

[Homburg]

I was exclusively attracted to older than me till about....now.

Now I'm in the whatever phase.

When I'm 60 I have a feeling I will be far more attracted to younger-than-me. I *plan* on cougarhood, personally. I want, before I die, to insist on seeing my male date's ID at some point.

Why the hell am I the only one I know with this intent?

I've, ahem, asked to see an ID more than once.

The more I read that sentence, the more pervy it sounds.

 

[Guest]

I've, ahem, asked to see an ID more than once.

The more I read that sentence, the more pervy it sounds.

Will you cover ID checking in a future article?

 

[Lilith]

Why the hell am I the only one I know with this intent?

You are not. I hope to hear people whispering some day when I'm in my December, "she should be ashamed of herself corrupting that young man."

 

[Homburg]

Will you cover ID checking in a future article?

Heh, there is a bit of technique to it. I usually tell them to cover the name and address with her thumb because I don't want to know. If the pic and date of birth are proper, I'm good to go. Sure, the ID might be fake, but I'm not going to worry too much about it as this almost always happens with non-penetrative bottoms.

 

[rida]

I was exclusively attracted to older than me till about....now.

Now I'm in the whatever phase.

When I'm 60 I have a feeling I will be far more attracted to younger-than-me. I *plan* on cougarhood, personally. I want, before I die, to insist on seeing my male date's ID at some point.

Why the hell am I the only one I know with this intent?

I started with younger.

Than moved to older and married one older.

Now I am back with younger

 

[Guest]

Heh, there is a bit of technique to it. I usually tell them to cover the name and address with her thumb because I don't want to know. If the pic and date of birth are proper, I'm good to go. Sure, the ID might be fake, but I'm not going to worry too much about it as this almost always happens with non-penetrative bottoms.

It took me just a moment to decipher "non-penetrative bottoms".

(This isn't an allusion to butt sex, I gather).

I need to learn the lingo around here.

 

[Homburg]

It took me just a moment to decipher "non-penetrative bottoms".

(This isn't an allusion to butt sex, I gather).

I need to learn the lingo around here.

"non-penetrative bottoms" = a bottom I am not poking in the pink bits

"bottom" = person that endures such things as spankings, floggings, being tied up, etc, but not actually be submissive. I use it as a generic term for the person at the business end of the crop.

I do, however, approve of butt sex.

 

[Guest]

"non-penetrative bottoms" = a bottom I am not poking in the pink bits

"bottom" = person that endures such things as spankings, floggings, being tied up, etc, but not actually be submissive. I use it as a generic term for the person at the business end of the crop.

I do, however, approve of butt sex.

So do I. Ahem.

(Thank you - I thought a bottom was a submissive all of the time. I have much learning to do.)