What's wrong with you?

[LadyAria]

You get my gratitude.

I have been Lilith since I came to Lit.

Gratitude isn't as tasty, but has greater value.

 

[catalina_francisco]

OK, but my memory going back to 2002 told me all 3 were the same person, looked the same in their pics/pic threads/AV's, only LittleJade was the 2007 username.

Catalina

 

[Lilith]

She was some other nick, then Ms Lilith, then Little Jade, if I remember clearly. I am quite a bit older than her I believe and have found it odd how often people mistake us but see with her nick and her avs that it could be possible. I have no pic threads here. I think we have very little in common aside from BDSM and Lit. I'm just Lilith, every where I usually go online.

 

[LadyAria]

OK, but my memory going back to 2002 told me all 3 were the same person, looked the same in their pics/pic threads/AV's, only LittleJade was the 2007 username.

Catalina

You're a moderator. Can't you see the IP's? That should resolve any question who is who.

I do not have the tenure to have a memory of that length.

 

[vffan]

I'd hate for the line to back up at the baggage claim area, so I'll just check in my carry on and keep it with me

 

[LittleJade]

Do I get a cookie or a least some bondage porn for my efforts?

*hands you a cookie*

 

[LittleJade]

OK, but my memory going back to 2002 told me all 3 were the same person, looked the same in their pics/pic threads/AV's, only LittleJade was the 2007 username.

Catalina

I was something before Ms_Lilith, and now am LittleJade.

I chose Ms_Lilith because 'Lilith' was already taken.

 

[nh23]

1. I have an extremely hard time trusting people, and when someone is crossed by someone they trusted I use it to justify that I'm right about not trusting anyone.

2. When I love, I love very deeply, but there are very few people that I love. I don't normally allow anyone to get close to me. I feel grateful for the amount of time and effort those who I love put in to get to know me, but I feel bad that I made them go through so much to get close. I also hate the fact that I could have many more wonderful people in my life, but have pushed them away once I thought they were getting to close.

3. I don't like to be touched by people I don't know. For example being brushed up against by accident in the store. With people I do know it's still sometimes very hard for me, unless I'm intimate with them. For example I like for my husband to hug me, but it makes me very uncomfortable for my best friend to.

4. I'm not the type of person to let people walk all over me and will rid my life of anyone I feel is going to harm me...except for my mother. For some reason I let her hurt me time and time again, and always come back for more.

5. I've been told that I'm very smart. My last IQ test scored at 140, but I have a very hard time articulating my feelings in words, and often feel like the things I say or write make me look stupid.

 

[catalina_francisco]

You're a moderator. Can't you see the IP's? That should resolve any question who is who.

I do not have the tenure to have a memory of that length.

LOL, moderators have no special perks here except to file SPAM for the site owners to take care of...and it isn't that big an issue to occupy my time given we have so many who change their username several times (or have Alts), and sometimes even post under more than one of them at the same time.

Catalina

 

[Homburg]

I am my worst critic. It is EXTREMELY difficult for me to be satisfied with my own products and projects. am very hard on myself as a result.

Even after losing a lot of weight, gaining a good amount of muscle, and getting my fair share of compliments, I still have body image issues. Inside, I'm still a fat dude.

My job drives me crazy, and my industry does too. I can't really afford to stay in it, but, with four kids, I'm a bit risk-averse.

I have a temper. It is not pretty or pleasant.

I can be very harsh and critical.

I'm moody.

And I'm really good at selling myself. Can't you tell?

 

[NALA CAYENNE]

I care too much.

I'm impatient.

I'm a workaholic and a perfectionist.

I try too hard to please everyone else.

I hate my stomach.

I tolerate a lot then explode.

I'm too optimistic at times.

I give my trust because its harder to keep it than earn it but then get disappointed when someone doesn't work hard enough to keep it.

I have low confidence and self esteem issues in some instances thanks to my mother always being disappointed in me no matter how perfect I was.

I'm overly proud and won't ask for help even if I really need it.

I'm opinionated and have no problem speaking my mind which makes people feel intimidated by me.

I live life by the challenge. If I'm not challenged I get bored.

I take on too many things because I don't know how to say no.

 

[myinnerslut]

I am my worst critic. It is EXTREMELY difficult for me to be satisfied with my own products and projects. am very hard on myself as a result.

Even after losing a lot of weight, gaining a good amount of muscle, and getting my fair share of compliments, I still have body image issues. Inside, I'm still a fat dude.

My job drives me crazy, and my industry does too. I can't really afford to stay in it, but, with four kids, I'm a bit risk-averse.

I have a temper. It is not pretty or pleasant.

I can be very harsh and critical.

I'm moody.

And I'm really good at selling myself. Can't you tell?

you kinda remind me of marquis


where is marquis anyway?

 

[Exogenous]

I procrastinate.

I have a difficult time asking for help, thinking I can do it all, then things sometimes never get finished or aren’t done as well as they could have been…very frustrating.

I have difficulty expressing myself when I have concerns or something upsets me and tend to bottle things up. I will keep things to myself to avoid any type of confrontation.

I’m overweight (which is bad enough) but I don’t have the discipline to stick with an exercise program (which is worse). I will do well for 3-4 weeks then become bored and stop. Again…very frustrating.

I am shy.

I blush way too easily.

I am very hard on myself and have to remind myself that everyone puts their pants on the same way, one leg at a time.

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

a couple additions

I have trouble forgiving. It's almost as if I expect people that I care for to be perfect and when I find out they aren't or that they have done something that I consider reprehensible, well it's damn near impossible for me to get past it...even if I say I have.

I don't emotionally connect well, never have, never will. (Or at least I don't think so)

I don't trust easily or well. I am constantly on the look out for someone to fuck it up.

 

[Homburg]

you kinda remind me of marquis

Is that a good thing, or a bad thing?

 

[LadyAria]

LOL, moderators have no special perks here except to file SPAM for the site owners to take care of...and it isn't that big an issue to occupy my time given we have so many who change their username several times (or have Alts), and sometimes even post under more than one of them at the same time.

Catalina

I'm pretty ignorant on these things. I remember someone mentioning it somewhere that the IP addresses are the same is how someone busted an alt. Also, mod's can read PMs.

*shrug*

Filing SPAM doesn't sound like much fun. You should have let me live my fantasy life of Catalina -omniscient super moderator.

 

[myinnerslut]

Is that a good thing, or a bad thing?

good... but where is he, i havnt seen him around lately

 

[Lilith]

I'm pretty ignorant on these things. I remember someone mentioning it somewhere that the IP addresses are the same is how someone busted an alt. Also, mod's can read PMs.

*shrug*

Filing SPAM doesn't sound like much fun. You should have let me live my fantasy life of Catalina -omniscient super moderator.

Filing SPAM is not fun and the forum I run which is the same program as Lit's, was over run by it for awhile but I was able to trick out the spambots with a simple question upon registering. Bots can't answer simple questions. Mods can see IPs at mine but no one, not even Admin can read PMs. I suppose it is all in how it is set up but I want my Mods to be able to see IPs so they don't have to make assumptions about alts, or if they do, they can confirm or deny them. Because Little Jade/Ms. Lilith came to the forum I run as well (under another nick), I could see that she has or at the time had, an IP from Canada and mine is from Florida. Being a mod is a thankless job at times and I imagine it would be difficult without some of the tools available to make the job easier.

 

[Marquis]

I have more baggage than any human being alive.

I am a deeply hateful, spiteful and misanthropic individual to a point that I would think few of you could understand.

I'm really, honestly, just not a nice person.

I find it exceedingly difficult to maintain interpersonal relationships of any kind.

I am chronically bored, dissatisfied, unappreciative.

I am a constant troublemaker. One of the only reliable things about me is my love for chaos and drama.

 

[CutieMouse]

*****

 

[JMohegan]

I have more baggage than any human being alive.

I am a deeply hateful, spiteful and misanthropic individual to a point that I would think few of you could understand.

I'm really, honestly, just not a nice person.

I find it exceedingly difficult to maintain interpersonal relationships of any kind.

I am chronically bored, dissatisfied, unappreciative.

I am a constant troublemaker. One of the only reliable things about me is my love for chaos and drama.

You sweet-talker you.

Other than that, how the hell are you, Marquis?

 

[sexwhiledrving]

Things turn me on that shouldn't turn anyone on.

I have a self-destructive streak.

I don't appreciate the gifts I have been given.

 

[Marquis]

Yeah, but you always post good avatars.

I do try to keep it fresh, thank you.

 

[Marquis]

You sweet-talker you.

Other than that, how the hell are you, Marquis?

It depends on the day really. There's a lot of exciting things going on for me right now, but a lot of pressure and uncertainty as well.

I've been trying to keep a tight upper lip, but I figure it might be getting to be time to just let it all hang out.

 

[HB1965]

And you know and accept that this is part of yourself? Wow
That's really deep and honest. Most people would delude themselves over the things on that list.

I have more baggage than any human being alive.

I am a deeply hateful, spiteful and misanthropic individual to a point that I would think few of you could understand.

I'm really, honestly, just not a nice person.

I find it exceedingly difficult to maintain interpersonal relationships of any kind.

I am chronically bored, dissatisfied, unappreciative.

I am a constant troublemaker. One of the only reliable things about me is my love for chaos and drama.