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Chillygirl said:
It’s hunting season so that means cool rainy mornings and evenings and hot sunny afternoons. I was in a sweatshirt for breakfast and tshirt for lunch.

Any fun weekend plans?
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Moose, or White Tail Deer? Do you have White Tail Deer in Alaska? I don't have any fun weekend plans just hanging out on here..
 
I'm just curious if Parkins is going to play. Sounds like the back injury might be a bigger deal than was let on.

End of the day it comes down to Love, though. If he can stay healthy and play like he did towards the end of his first season they could be awfully good.

I'm cautiously optimistic!
 
Well, this first half has been very encouraging! Nice fast start. Let us see if they can put 'em away in the 2nd half.
 
I recently had a coworker. Tell me about her marital problems and how she is getting a divorce and leaving the state. She talked about infidelity and emotional abuse and a lot of fighting. It triggered stuff for me in a way that I did not expect at all and I haven’t been to Therapy in about a month due to scheduling issues for both my therapist and myself. The last few nights I’ve had nightmares about my ex-husband and a lot of doubts and questions have come back up about my last relationship.

So the thing I posted before this about no closure and connections, blah blah blah. My last relationship felt very real and very deep to me. I felt like we had this amazing connection and we would talk all day about everything and anything. He would tell me that he wanted to make my life better and that he knew we could be happy together And everything I wanted and needed to hear. He made me feel needed, which I have discovered is a very big deal for me. But in the harsh light of day after being ghosted, I had to question if any of it was real on his part. Did he truly feel any of those things? Did he truly mean any of those things? And I have to remind myself that I don’t know if any of his side was true. And when I find myself missing him, I have to remind myself that he does not miss me. And that is humbling.

And I don’t know why I felt the need to post this, but I’ve seen somebody else recently posting a lot about a break up and about feeling used and I don’t know maybe this is helpful maybe not. And maybe I just needed to verbally vomit tonight so that I can hopefully sleep.
 
Chillygirl said:
I recently had a coworker. Tell me about her marital problems and how she is getting a divorce and leaving the state. She talked about infidelity and emotional abuse and a lot of fighting. It triggered stuff for me in a way that I did not expect at all and I haven’t been to Therapy in about a month due to scheduling issues for both my therapist and myself. The last few nights I’ve had nightmares about my ex-husband and a lot of doubts and questions have come back up about my last relationship.
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I had to cut off a friendship here years ago because I couldn't handle what they were going through. It's been ten years and there are still times I have nightmares. I especially have to be aware of it in October when I'm more involved and outspoken for DV Awareness Month. Thankfully, many Litsters listen and help, and I know you have support here, too. You know my inbox is always open.

I hope your dreams are sweet tonight and you get good rest.
 
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