What scares you the most?

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Are you afraid to put it into words?


Part of me is.
 
Losing my daughter, that scares me. Having her be in an accident and having her pass away.


I just don't know if I could handle that.
 
Losing my daughter, that scares me. Having her be in an accident and having her pass away.


I just don't know if I could handle that.

I get nightmares about losing my parents which scares me a lot
 
Yes, putting these fears into words makes them more real somehow.

Losing any of my dear ones. That is my greatest fear.
 
I used to be scared a woman might tell me she was pregnant.

That's not really an issue anymore, so I am now fearless.
 
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Are you afraid to put it into words?


Part of me is.

part of me is, bumping into a chick like this below.. hahah

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hm. nothing, really.

i will preface though, this is not an übermacho/masculine bravado kind of statement: death does not scare me. it brings me peace to know that our journey has different and altogether undetermined departure times. it is unfortunate for the ones that go before their time, but it does not strike fear in me. even my precious ones. i don't even back it up with the whole conundrum of 'god has a masterplan...', i just see it for what it is.

expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. you are free. - jim morrison
 
I'm not afraid to say it. Unfortunately most of them are all going to come true, some sooner than others.

My parents will die, I will lose Ulaven or he will lose me, my daughter getting very sick, my son being lost without me if I die. Me getting severe Alzheimers and losing my wits before my death.

I try not to spend time on them, but they crop up in dreams and in daily thoughts. Not often, but enough that I know they're always there.

The others...lose the house, lose the pets, lose a job...might or might happen so they're not really there, they just crop up in decisions like "I don't want to get another pet, I can't put another to sleep or watch them die in pain." and "I'd better get up and work today."

Mostly they don't affect what I do except give me reasons to do some things that I don't like doing at all, like work or clean or do the maintenance things like get to dentists and doctors and vet visits.
 
What does it for me is premature death and egregious abuse. Not always. I was delighted to learn of a few assholes who killed themselves. But I prefer it when old dogs and old men go when death is a step up in the quality of their lives.
 
What scares you the most?
Are you afraid to put it into words?


Part of me is.

Alzheimer's, dementia, adult diapers and not having the fortitude to end it before it got to the point where I wasn't aware it had me. This state does have the death with dignity act, but it takes time to make those perpetrations and courage to use it.

Comshaw
 
Heights petrify me. I think I plunged to my death in a previous life or something.

But I have a new fear...

That fanged vag above is freaking me out. :eek:
 
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