What really pisses me off.

When suddenly you realize that you don't burn calories like you used to and you now weigh more than ever.....LOL I guess I should be happy, I'm just now at my weight norm for my height lol......Still sucks.
 
When a certain someone that you care about seems to have flitted off the face of the earth....Hmmmm now if she reads this she'll know just that I do miss her.

Wench.



When anyone vanishes for a long period of time without a trace....hey that sounds familiar.
 
Once upon a time, when I first started online, and was ashamed of my weight, I pretended I was thin. I never SAID I was thin, but the description generally ran "Blonde (I AM naturally blonde, and was when I started online), green eyes, nice smile, big boobs". People just assumed the rest, and I knew they would. In the end, I ended up being a disappointment, because when people met me, I'd allowed them to have this fake vision of me.

Now, I'm pretty fucking honest. I'm big. I'm 5'10, and a large woman. I love my body, and while I want to lose weight, it's more for health than for vanity. I'm intelligent. I post a lot of fluff on the boards, but my mind is my best tool. I'm brutally honest. And I'm just.. human.. I have my baggage, I have my talents, I have my desires and foibles.. but if you ask, I'll answer, and do it honestly.


Sorry, was going with the whole honesty online thing.
 
:D I've actually always been painfully muscular and thin....Weight usually fluctuated between 120 and 150....I'm 5'7" maybe 8".... now I'm at 160...so nothing too horrible.

I'm always honest about my looks online....If you don't fucking like me for my looks well you know what ...fuck you lol.


Same with my stories....if you don't like 'em don't read 'em.

But that said I'm a feedback junkie....

Thanks for your input ML....
 
Originally posted by Master_Vassago
:D I've actually always been painfully muscular and thin....Weight usually fluctuated between 120 and 150....I'm 5'7" maybe 8".... now I'm at 160...so nothing too horrible.

I'm always honest about my looks online....If you don't fucking like me for my looks well you know what ...fuck you lol.


Same with my stories....if you don't like 'em don't read 'em.

But that said I'm a feedback junkie....

Thanks for your input ML....

I've always been heavy. Not THIS heavy, but this weight was gained for a reason, which I'm trying very hard to deal with right now.

But yeah, if you don't like my looks, fine. That's your opinion. But I am who I am, and will always be big, no matter what happens, so y'know. Take me or leave me.
 
1. The callous use and abuse of people.

2. The extent some go to cheapen themselves for attention.

3. And ME for giving a rats ass about any of it.

I seriously need a break. This cold has put me in a really foul mood.
 
I'm 1,82m and my wight is 57 Kg. (schould be around 6' and about 100.)

That's thin! :D
 
grrrr....pm's from lurkers!
if you've never posted the you're just a name on the screen. why would i be interested?
 
dolf said:
grrrr....pm's from lurkers!
if you've never posted the you're just a name on the screen. why would i be interested?

I agree dolf :) I've had a few of those myself, mostly from young guys (late teens/early 20s) who seem to think I would be interested in "something" with them :confused:

I've never heard of any of them, they have 5 posts to their name if they're lucky :rolleyes: They almost always PM with a couple of lines like "Are you interested in younger men".......NO I'M NOT!!! :mad:
 
I get those, those unwanted pms, but usually they are in the form of feedback from one of my stories. While I love a little tease and usually email back everyone that leaves a forwarding address sometimes....just sometimes the girls, yes usally girls around 18 or 19 or so they say, attack. By attack I mean they go all out and want me to im with them and then they latch on.

While flattering it's also annoying, as a lot of you may or may not know I have been on again and off again with a member of the boards. To me she is the perfect submissive, feisty to a fault but beautiful in the way we relate. I fear I have lost that portion of her forever but we remain good friends.

Now here's todays real bitch, if someone has no real life experience in our realm, (I hate calling it a lifestyle), then why do they presume to know everything and frown upon ones that they don't truly know. A couple of months can't compare to nearly a year and a half bond.

I'm not directly aiming this at anyone in particular, I've just noticed over the years on the web in general and the time in forums and so on that newbies tend to take the I know it all attitude.

HEy, I've been at this for over a decade now actively, on and off playing with the feelings in highschool and having been on both sides of the fence I still don't know everything. I learn something new everytime I lurk in the forum. I don't think even the eldest dom or submissive with eons of experience knows everything. I'd think they were asses if they claimed they did.

There is a difference though, you can look stuff up on the web and scan through info but it's never the same as the first time you do it. The first time I spanked someone seriously I think I swatted much differently than I do know lol. Now there's a purpose, usually yeah it's to turn her on but also there's an element of knowing when and where she needs the next blow. The same with a whip, how could one that's never felt the whip or wielded it have a clue what it feels like to zing someone's upturned ass or back or sweet little pussy with it. In truth they can't they can imagine or watch on video but watching is never the same as doing.

Ok leaping from my Hawaiian soap box now, going to go catch some zzz's. Enjoy, forgive the wild rants and post your own thoughts. My thread and I'll rant when I want to hehe.
 
That has happened to me (latched onto by young teenage woman) a couple of times now, and yes... it's irritating. I've also had it happen with someone who was older (in her 30s) and who I counted as a friend, and that was even MORE annoying. I lost a friend out of that one (she kept bugging my lover and dropping hints to the effect of "oh, I want a boyfriend JUST like yours...")

I think it's the nature of the game. We tend to be an obsessive bunch. Fortunately I have made friends young and old, and that makes the occasional annoyance bearable.
 
Giving out glowing reviews and handing over mediocre raises. Entirely uncool.
 
~not being able to deal with passive aggressive behavior.

~indirect communication. it's insulting to my intelligence and integrity. if something needs to be said, say it! flippin wimp.

~scattered thinking.

~debilitating introversion.

~fear.
 
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