What pissed you off today? Mark II

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This is more of an annoyance, but it's a negative feeling so...

My hands ache terribly. The itch and the open wounds are getting to be more unavoidable. It spreads more each day, and my usual treatments are failing me... Eczema. :(
 
hey MeekMe, I have hives ! Woohoo ! They are happily bonding togetger to make red puffy itchy burny skin over about 85% of my body ! And i had a really quite nice anxiety attack in the emergency room before they gave me my meds !
Im rather unhappy...
ps, my fingers are swollen and i keep mistyping.....grrrrrrr
 
Well, that sucks. Good luck with that, Niam1985. At least you have meds now?
 
Well, that sucks. Good luck with that, Niam1985. At least you have meds now?

I do, but i actually had to make a second trip-the hives came back. Now i have to take double everything tomorrow.
FINGERS ARE CROSSED. Damn, i hope they dont come back.
 
Nothing yet but there is still a few hours left if someone wants to hop on.
 
Glorious sunshine all day whilst I'm stuck in the office. But this evening, when I'd planned to go for a run, thunderstorm and hailstones the size of marbles. :mad: How is this even possible???
 
Glorious sunshine all day whilst I'm stuck in the office. But this evening, when I'd planned to go for a run, thunderstorm and hailstones the size of marbles. :mad: How is this even possible???

UK? Great, it will come here during the night then :mad:
 
The audacity of some people that believe no one ever checks what's on their resumes. Liars won't be hired!
 
This morning, I have woken up in a ball of resentment that I've missed so much of my kids' lives by having to be the major breadwinner. The memory of doing the month end financial tasks in my home office the day after I came back from hospital with the firstborn, and trying to work out how to breastfeed whilst fielding phone calls, was uppermost in my mind.

No idea what's prompted this but, as I can do nothing about it now, I'd like it to go away pretty quick. Looks like I need a dose of Daisy's fish to stop the self-pity :(
 
This morning, I have woken up in a ball of resentment that I've missed so much of my kids' lives by having to be the major breadwinner. The memory of doing the month end financial tasks in my home office the day after I came back from hospital with the firstborn, and trying to work out how to breastfeed whilst fielding phone calls, was uppermost in my mind.

No idea what's prompted this but, as I can do nothing about it now, I'd like it to go away pretty quick. Looks like I need a dose of Daisy's fish to stop the self-pity :(

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The fish is out....


Realising that people I know in the kink world work at my kids school. I do not want to be outed!! :(
 
Realising that people I know in the kink world work at my kids school. I do not want to be outed!! :(

I truly doubt they want to be outed either especially if they work with school kids. You probably have nothing to fear.
 
I very much hope that is the the case!

You might have to endure a few looks or smiles, but I dont think it will go any further. I had that, a lady who was working as my bank manager bumped into us in a swinger club. We didnt mingle but she would always give me a very nice smile when I would come to pay my bills afterwards. Never said a word about it though.
 
Frick. :mad:

Our air conditioner is not working. No possibility of a repairman until tomorrow and its already 81 degrees in the house.

Frick. :mad:
 
the guy ive been having fantastic sex with went out with someone else yesterday...

I went to help him because he was out of meds and didn't have money or gas to get them. Spend the last I had to spare in gas to get him there. He was really down and kept crying. So I asked if something happened to make him feel this way. He said no at first, but then he asked if I had ever met someone that really got me? I asked if he met someone he said no. Then as he drags his ass he tells me of communicating with this woman he was in mental ward with. Right!? Well she came to see him and he said they went out for coffee for 12 hours! Then he tells me she younger than me and the way her eyes looked when she was looking at something. "You and I would of just said, mhheh. I was like wtf? I have plenty of sparkle in my eyes and I out fuck him so wtf? He said well we decided to just be friends. With some proding he said it was more her than him. Now I'm just in shock really...So I stay as calm as I can and we talk thru it and I asked if he wanted to see other people and me. He said its not fair to you to do that. I said well if that is the way you want it then I will just see other people too. Oh boy then it was NO I don't want to see other people. I don't know what I want. Im hurt and angry...And so attached to this damn man! Does anyone understand being in this situation?
 
Do I really need to have fucking Braxton-hicks contractions (fake painful crap) on top of the baby kicking the hell out of me and the fibro hating me and the swelling and blood pressure drops? Gah

And hubby's grandfather died yesterday morning, so he and the little man took of for AZ today and I'm already missing them.
 
I went to help him because he was out of meds and didn't have money or gas to get them. Spend the last I had to spare in gas to get him there. He was really down and kept crying. So I asked if something happened to make him feel this way. He said no at first, but then he asked if I had ever met someone that really got me? I asked if he met someone he said no. Then as he drags his ass he tells me of communicating with this woman he was in mental ward with. Right!? Well she came to see him and he said they went out for coffee for 12 hours! Then he tells me she younger than me and the way her eyes looked when she was looking at something. "You and I would of just said, mhheh. I was like wtf? I have plenty of sparkle in my eyes and I out fuck him so wtf? He said well we decided to just be friends. With some proding he said it was more her than him. Now I'm just in shock really...So I stay as calm as I can and we talk thru it and I asked if he wanted to see other people and me. He said its not fair to you to do that. I said well if that is the way you want it then I will just see other people too. Oh boy then it was NO I don't want to see other people. I don't know what I want. Im hurt and angry...And so attached to this damn man! Does anyone understand being in this situation?

:rose: Yes, I understand too completely. Someone's similar situation has pissed me off today as well. I am sorry.
 
Do I really need to have fucking Braxton-hicks contractions (fake painful crap) on top of the baby kicking the hell out of me and the fibro hating me and the swelling and blood pressure drops? Gah

And hubby's grandfather died yesterday morning, so he and the little man took of for AZ today and I'm already missing them.
Paragraph one: :rose::rose::rose:

Paragraph two: My sympathies to you both for your loss, and to you especially for the unwanted quiet in the house.
 
Not today, but this week. Monday, YK had a caregivers' seminar scheduled all day so I decided to drive to the casino and cash in some chips I'd accidentally brought home. Got to the cashier window and felt like I was going to pass out. Had to text YK that I needed her to come get me; there was no way I could drive 20+ miles home without risking the life of everyone else on the road. She had to blow off the seminar and come get me; we stopped at the local clinic, almost two hours after I started losing it. My BP was 80/52 even then, after some oatmeal, toast and water. By the time we got to the hospital 4 hours after that, BP was still 92/70, pulse in the mid- to high-40s.

ICU pumped 4+ liters of 0.9% saline into me into the evening and got me up to reasonable numbers overnight, but they're going to be playing with my four BP meds again, trying to get it stabilized. The good thing is, I could still get my regularly-scheduled chemo yesterday, which was very questionable Monday afternoon.
 
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