What are you thinking now -- re-continued

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I just got home after seeing a longtime female fuck buddy tonight (that's not even fair to say: she is a true, very dear friend in every sense of the word). We had a couple drinks, a couple of hours of sex and very earnest hugs and kisses goodnight. I love her absolutely - not in a pair-bonding way, but as a friend who has shared only a fraction of her pain, and hopefully helped her through it. Even now, fours year later, I still miss her late husband. We three had shared a wonderful bisexual relationship that spanned nine years before his cancer. They had been the perfect couple, so glued together, so much two parts of one entity - I adored them both, and I miss him. I often feel this way after I see her.

Truly, the definition of bittersweet.
 
I just got home after seeing a longtime female fuck buddy tonight (that's not even fair to say: she is a true, very dear friend in every sense of the word). We had a couple drinks, a couple of hours of sex and very earnest hugs and kisses goodnight. I love her absolutely - not in a pair-bonding way, but as a friend who has shared only a fraction of her pain, and hopefully helped her through it. Even now, fours year later, I still miss her late husband. We three had shared a wonderful bisexual relationship that spanned nine years before his cancer. They had been the perfect couple, so glued together, so much two parts of one entity - I adored them both, and I miss him. I often feel this way after I see her.

Truly, the definition of bittersweet.

((((Hugs)))))


Sorry you are feeling pain from her loss, that's an awful thing to go through....

Thinking of you :rose:
 
((((Hugs)))))


Sorry you are feeling pain from her loss, that's an awful thing to go through....

Thinking of you :rose:

You are so sweet. I don't even know what I feel like. I was pretty much okay, until for some reason I decided to write that, but now, I'm just crying. How many guys do you know that cry after sex?

a very weak :)
 
You are so sweet. I don't even know what I feel like. I was pretty much okay, until for some reason I decided to write that, but now, I'm just crying. How many guys do you know that cry after sex?

a very weak :)

I've heard of that before...its not uncommon, even for women as well. I'm not sure why that is, but it will go away and you will feel better again :)
 
I've heard of that before...its not uncommon, even for women as well. I'm not sure why that is, but it will go away and you will feel better again :)

I know... I always do. I've been rambling around, posting stuff here and there. I am amazed sometimes at what a catharsis places like Lit can be, just by piping in, being part of the community, fiddling around. I think I'm going to hunt down my dormant thread 'Why do you cry' (I don't even remember where it is), and ... I don't know - do something there. The fact is, I'm probably way too emotional about things.

It's a passing melancholy. It will undoubtedly recur.

Thank you, my love linguist:heart:
 
It's football time!! :cool:

(It's the equivalent of a religion to me)

Go Patriots!!! :heart:

I will not be on much other than to post about my Patriots :)
 
I over did Veterans Day eat and drink my way from one end of Phoenix to the other with some other Vets but we had one hell of a time .;)
 
I’d quite like to see the conjunction of Venus and Jupiter, but I haven’t been sleeping that well lately, and I can’t face getting up forty minutes before sunrise... :(
 
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