What Are You Thinking? Continued 6

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Thinking over everything I need to get done today, and what has to be left until tomorrow
 
That my heads still quite scrambled, I know that and it has been for awhile. I do know, I’ve finally recognised this but it’s still hard to fathom.

But I am me and I like who I am.
 
Thought I would weather the bitter sweetness of my son's visit better than usual. I was wrong as I started tearfully thinking of his leaving again half way thru. Damn! I hate feeling this ready to cry......
 
Thought I would weather the bitter sweetness of my son's visit better than usual. I was wrong as I started tearfully thinking of his leaving again half way thru. Damn! I hate feeling this ready to cry......

Mom's are not allowed to cry until we're alone! The hardest thing I have ever done is take my sons to the airport after their R&R during deployments...and "good bye" was never allowed, only "see you later".

Please try to focus on him being there and not his leaving. Fill your heart and your mind with all the joyful things. :rose:
 
I'd like to take this opportunity to wish all you fuckers the merriest of Christmases.. except those of you (like myself) who don't do the Christ-ey thing. And the assholes. Life's too short to suffer y'all.
 
Mom's are not allowed to cry until we're alone! The hardest thing I have ever done is take my sons to the airport after their R&R during deployments...and "good bye" was never allowed, only "see you later".

Please try to focus on him being there and not his leaving. Fill your heart and your mind with all the joyful things. :rose:

Trying.... I always hold back the big wails for after he's gone. So far he doesn't know I'm tearful.
 
You can tell I'm kind of done with creating sugary confections when I start giving Gingerbread men chesthair in lieu of sweaters.
 
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