What Are You Thinking? Continued 14

[AmberLGreen]

This is good stuff.

Funny, I was content to be a lurker. I was never going to post here again, I learned that lesson. But this is too important not to comment on. When last I was here, I was in such a dark place that I was a danger to myself. There were a lot of reasons for that, but I very much felt like I had no place to turn or any help I could rely on. It was actually a post here that was just about the last straw for me, because this was the place I could use to vent and get out the intrusive thoughts. When that was taken from me, I didn't know what I was going to do. But I got myself professional assistance and got through the ugliest of times.

Listen to Marie's wisdom, folks. She's wise. And she'll shank you if you don't!

It is so good to see you post again. You have been missed

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

This is good stuff.

Funny, I was content to be a lurker. I was never going to post here again, I learned that lesson. But this is too important not to comment on. When last I was here, I was in such a dark place that I was a danger to myself. There were a lot of reasons for that, but I very much felt like I had no place to turn or any help I could rely on. It was actually a post here that was just about the last straw for me, because this was the place I could use to vent and get out the intrusive thoughts. When that was taken from me, I didn't know what I was going to do. But I got myself professional assistance and got through the ugliest of times.

Listen to Marie's wisdom, folks. She's wise. And she'll shank you if you don't!

I'm so sorry you went through that and am happy you got help!

 

[BongoGal]

To the untrained eye, it is probably not obvious, but I’m thinking that I’d be very easy to seduce right now.

 

[Chillygirl]

This is good stuff.

Funny, I was content to be a lurker. I was never going to post here again, I learned that lesson. But this is too important not to comment on. When last I was here, I was in such a dark place that I was a danger to myself. There were a lot of reasons for that, but I very much felt like I had no place to turn or any help I could rely on. It was actually a post here that was just about the last straw for me, because this was the place I could use to vent and get out the intrusive thoughts. When that was taken from me, I didn't know what I was going to do. But I got myself professional assistance and got through the ugliest of times.

Listen to Marie's wisdom, folks. She's wise. And she'll shank you if you don't!

It’s so good to see you! I’m glad you got the help you needed

 

[ericalauren]

I hope that the day gets less gloomy outside. I have to bring a kiddo to tennis practice and I want it to be sunny.

 

[MrPimms]

Someone to talk to is always good. Kind words pass the day.

 

[Cat]

Why do we stay in situations that make us miserable? The last year I held onto something that took me so deep into depression that I thought about suicide. Actually had pills in my hand, but thank God I put them away and thought about my family, specifically what it would do to my Dad. After working through the pain and rage, I am so much happier. I'm not sobbing everyday, my marriage is so much better, and I'm beginning to not feel disposable anymore. Still a lot of healing to do and I will probably never trust my heart to anyone again, but I'm actually beginning to enjoy life again.

Last week someone I went to church with for decades hung herself. Her son found her days later. Everyone kept saying how she was so sweet and how she always had a smile on her face. Nobody has a clue why she did it. They all feel guilty, like they should have known something was hurting her and should have done more.

You never know what someone is struggling with so I/we need to always default to kindness. If they annoy you, put them on ignore. If you think they're talking about you, put them on ignore. If everything they post irritates you or makes you feel guilty, put them on ignore. Don't make their life worse. Don't be that asshole.

If you currently feel hopeless, please reach out to someone. Seek help. A few dear friends here have been so supportive and listened to me time and time again. Without their true, present, always listening love, I might not be here today.

This is why I love you!
Or.. one of the many reasons why.

"Don't make their life worse. Don't be that asshole"

Yes, yes and a million times yes.

And thank the gods that you are doing better!!

 

[JustAnotherFlower]

That I'm tired.. that my mood is still swinging like a storm door in a hurricane.. I want a nap and a massage.

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

This is why I love you!
Or.. one of the many reasons why.

"Don't make their life worse. Don't be that asshole"

Yes, yes and a million times yes.

And thank the gods that you are doing better!!

Thank you sweet friend! I love you too! You make this place so much brighter.

 

[lindi_85]

What’s with the three different speeds/settings on my new toothbrush?!

And completely unrelated…

That was the most intense, full bodied orgasm I’ve had in AGES

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

What’s with the three different speeds/settings on my new toothbrush?!

And completely unrelated…

That was the most intense, full bodied orgasm I’ve had in AGES

Unrelated?

 

[lindi_85]

Unrelated?

Totes

 

[deft]

Why do we stay in situations that make us miserable? The last year I held onto something that took me so deep into depression that I thought about suicide. Actually had pills in my hand, but thank God I put them away and thought about my family, specifically what it would do to my Dad. After working through the pain and rage, I am so much happier. I'm not sobbing everyday, my marriage is so much better, and I'm beginning to not feel disposable anymore. Still a lot of healing to do and I will probably never trust my heart to anyone again, but I'm actually beginning to enjoy life again.

Last week someone I went to church with for decades hung herself. Her son found her days later. Everyone kept saying how she was so sweet and how she always had a smile on her face. Nobody has a clue why she did it. They all feel guilty, like they should have known something was hurting her and should have done more.

You never know what someone is struggling with so I/we need to always default to kindness. If they annoy you, put them on ignore. If you think they're talking about you, put them on ignore. If everything they post irritates you or makes you feel guilty, put them on ignore. Don't make their life worse. Don't be that asshole.

If you currently feel hopeless, please reach out to someone. Seek help. A few dear friends here have been so supportive and listened to me time and time again. Without their true, present, always listening love, I might not be here today.

I felt this. Really felt it. I lost two friends to their demons, and I just try to always be kind.

Hugs

 

[lindi_85]

Why do we stay in situations that make us miserable? The last year I held onto something that took me so deep into depression that I thought about suicide. Actually had pills in my hand, but thank God I put them away and thought about my family, specifically what it would do to my Dad. After working through the pain and rage, I am so much happier. I'm not sobbing everyday, my marriage is so much better, and I'm beginning to not feel disposable anymore. Still a lot of healing to do and I will probably never trust my heart to anyone again, but I'm actually beginning to enjoy life again.

Last week someone I went to church with for decades hung herself. Her son found her days later. Everyone kept saying how she was so sweet and how she always had a smile on her face. Nobody has a clue why she did it. They all feel guilty, like they should have known something was hurting her and should have done more.

You never know what someone is struggling with so I/we need to always default to kindness. If they annoy you, put them on ignore. If you think they're talking about you, put them on ignore. If everything they post irritates you or makes you feel guilty, put them on ignore. Don't make their life worse. Don't be that asshole.

If you currently feel hopeless, please reach out to someone. Seek help. A few dear friends here have been so supportive and listened to me time and time again. Without their true, present, always listening love, I might not be here today.

Oh my god . This is so breathtakingly beautiful and heartbreaking. I’m so glad that you had the strength and support to stay and put yourself and your value first. This is actually what I needed to read today and I thank you for posting it

 

[MrPimms]

People on lit can be lovely.

That is a redeeming feature here

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

I felt this. Really felt it. I lost two friends to their demons, and I just try to always be kind.

Hugs

I'm so incredibly sorry!

 

[AmberLGreen]

What’s with the three different speeds/settings on my new toothbrush?!

And completely unrelated…

That was the most intense, full bodied orgasm I’ve had in AGES

Mine too. I use a different speed settings for for each hole

Was it one of those orgasms where your whole body feels really small but your cunt feels massive? I had one like that the other night. It felt like my whole body was being swallowed up

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

Oh my god . This is so breathtakingly beautiful and heartbreaking. I’m so glad that you had the strength and support to stay and put yourself and your value first. This is actually what I needed to read today and I thank you for posting it

I'm so glad it could help! There's beauty in brokenness.

 

[cheekygirl75]

It’s annoying when you think there are new posts in a thread when it’s just from someone you have on ignore. Why do I have to see them at all?

 

[AmberLGreen]

It’s annoying when you think there are new posts in a thread when it’s just from someone you have on ignore. Why do I have to see them at all?

To remind you of what a twat they are

 

[EvaLane]

Spa employee to me -

“Oh, you’ve never had a massage and you’re starting with Micha? So you’re starting at a 20 out of 10”

And my real reaction because I was already wet and vulnerable

 

[LostHorizon]

Spa employee to me -

“Oh, you’ve never had a massage and you’re starting with Micha? So you’re starting at a 20 out of 10”

And my real reaction because I was already wet and vulnerable

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Uh oh…

 

[pinkparkhorse]

Who’s got weed?

 

[Justabaldguy70]

Who’s got weed?

God I pull weeds every weekend and they grow back so fast

 

[Neanderthal247]

Why do we stay in situations that make us miserable? The last year I held onto something that took me so deep into depression that I thought about suicide. Actually had pills in my hand, but thank God I put them away and thought about my family, specifically what it would do to my Dad. After working through the pain and rage, I am so much happier. I'm not sobbing everyday, my marriage is so much better, and I'm beginning to not feel disposable anymore. Still a lot of healing to do and I will probably never trust my heart to anyone again, but I'm actually beginning to enjoy life again.

Last week someone I went to church with for decades hung herself. Her son found her days later. Everyone kept saying how she was so sweet and how she always had a smile on her face. Nobody has a clue why she did it. They all feel guilty, like they should have known something was hurting her and should have done more.

You never know what someone is struggling with so I/we need to always default to kindness. If they annoy you, put them on ignore. If you think they're talking about you, put them on ignore. If everything they post irritates you or makes you feel guilty, put them on ignore. Don't make their life worse. Don't be that asshole.

If you currently feel hopeless, please reach out to someone. Seek help. A few dear friends here have been so supportive and listened to me time and time again. Without their true, present, always listening love, I might not be here today.

Sorry you went through this, glad you're better now