What Are You Thinking? Continued 14

Thks. Does my makeup look ok?
Hard to see - profile pic is quite small. Jolly pretty. Profile pic small on the Lit Author Search, but just a white image on the forums here. Think that might have to do with recent changes regarding posting images.
 
Letter to Myself

Please… don’t judge me for my desire.
Don’t mistake it for something shallow or shameful.
It’s not a performance, not a plea to be adored.

It’s the marrow of who I am.
It’s the way my pulse remembers things my lips never said.
It’s the wild in me that refuses to be buried under polite smiles and small talk.

I don’t want your crown. I don’t want your pedestal.
I want to stand in my own skin and not feel the sting of your condemnation.
To let my wanting breathe without being told it’s too much, too raw, too wrong.

Desire, to me, is not sin.
It is truth.
It is the spark that says I am alive.
And if you can’t see the beauty in that -
look away.

Because I will not extinguish my fire to make you comfortable.
 
Letter to Myself

Please… don’t judge me for my desire.
Don’t mistake it for something shallow or shameful.
It’s not a performance, not a plea to be adored.

It’s the marrow of who I am.
It’s the way my pulse remembers things my lips never said.
It’s the wild in me that refuses to be buried under polite smiles and small talk.

I don’t want your crown. I don’t want your pedestal.
I want to stand in my own skin and not feel the sting of your condemnation.
To let my wanting breathe without being told it’s too much, too raw, too wrong.

Desire, to me, is not sin.
It is truth.
It is the spark that says I am alive.
And if you can’t see the beauty in that -
look away.

Because I will not extinguish my fire to make you comfortable.
Wow I am mesmerized by your wordsmithing, your honesty, your sharing your amazing gift at putting emotions to pen and paper the way a songwriter packs simple truths everyone knows but has trouble expressing.

Thanks for sharing your amazing gift with us!
 
Wow I am mesmerized by your wordsmithing, your honesty, your sharing your amazing gift at putting emotions to pen and paper the way a songwriter packs simple truths everyone knows but has trouble expressing.

Thanks for sharing your amazing gift with us!
Thank you. I’ve been wrestling with myself lately - not understanding why my desire burned so fiercely, why it felt like a storm I couldn’t outrun.

For a while, I tried to tame it. Tried to press it down into something quieter, smaller, more acceptable. But it would not die.

So I stopped fighting it. I chose to accept it - to stand in my own fire without apology. This letter was my vow to myself: that my wanting is not wrong, it is mine.

I share it in the hope it reaches anyone
standing in that same battle, and reminds them - you don’t have to extinguish your flame to belong.
 
I have never heard of that one before. Someone says Dino and I think T Rex or brontosaraus sp?
I was intitially reading up on both of those too, but I needed something more prehensile. Though now that I think of it, I might be better off just settling for something non-specific.

I should probably state that this is for a piece.
 
Oh, no. I'm a horrendous artist. I meant a piece for this site. In previous entries I've likened a character's tail to that of a dinosaur's and I was wondering if I ought to elaborate on it. I've since elected not to.
Ahhh that makes sense.

I am here mostly for the forum and there just isn't enough time im the day to read some of the awesome erotic stories on this site
 
Ahhh that makes sense.

I am here mostly for the forum and there just isn't enough time im the day to read some of the awesome erotic stories on this site
I'm hoping to find some interesting stories through the forums. I used to browse amatuer writing boards all the time a few years ago, and you tell a lot about someone's work by how they interact with others.
 
I'm hoping to find some interesting stories through the forums. I used to browse amatuer writing boards all the time a few years ago, and you tell a lot about someone's work by how they interact with others.
Some good fishing areas around these parts.

I have recently tried writing my first fictional erotic story
 
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