Welcoming

WombatimusPrime

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Welcoming myself to the forum. Heard about it by and by. Straight male with no TS or TG tendencies, I just enjoy lending support to the community and hearing and talking with people about this sort of thing.
 
Me, wombat, and at least one other person are refugees from the hell that is 4ch. We wanted a place to accutally talk with identitys, because things get confusing over there fast.

Tg, MtF, 19, living at home, and closeted.

Hello everyone!
 
Also joining in on the fun. Bi male, considering crossdressing and maybe a little more. I was GIC-Tan in the /b/ thread.

<The majority of new joiners first-posting in this thread are from a TS/TG/crossdressing topic from 4chan.org. Just as a heads up.>
Hopefully people don't mind the welcoming thread in here.
 
Okay, are you GIC-Tan, or is that the other person? And which of you was looking for the hat?

Edit:

Right that answers half the question, other half is who was looking for the hat. lol
 
That was me ^_^. it is fatiuge style that I was looking for it looks like. The specific hat I saw was constructed differently, but thats the hat type all right.
 
WombatimusPrime said:
Whooo.... wow. I was going crazy trying to find that hat for you. lol
I appriciate the effort. Those hats are quite cute, I think i'm gonna order one.
 
I'm just a random Anonymous that caught the thread at the very end, but felt like I don't know. Joining in and telling my story anyway. This will be the first non-total-anonymous forum where I actually tell it, so, hah.

So, I'm nineteen. MtF. Went to a gender clinic when I was 18, still on the waiting list and should be finally able to get into therapy within a few months at which point I will be going through six months evaluation before any sort of hormone-possibilities get put on the table. Honestly, the waiting is a bitch, I hate myself for not doing anything about it sooner. I've had a lot of problems, dropped out of high school, isolated myself completely from society, went to an institution for a couple of months. I was pretty good at trying to make myself LOOK as normal as possible but pretty much a failure at actually achieving it. Any psychological test sheet they gave me, I could easily fill it in so there would be nothing too abnormal about it, though one time they did ask me quite directly if I was feeding them answers at which point I changed my tactics slightly so it wouldn't be too obvious. I was just trying to hide, sticking my head in the sand and wishing it all away. This, naturally has been very detrimental for me in the long-run. I've known about 'it' since I've been like ten, I can't even remember before that so who the fuck knows.

Mostly, I'm just sad that I never had the courage to step out before. My father is a really loving man, who supports me whatever, and STILL I'm afraid of talking to him. He knows, sort of, I've talked to him in small bursts, but it's still really hard for some reason. We're both just really terrible at talking about our feelings and actually, talking seriously, about anything that -really- matters. Sometimes I hate my mother because she killed herself when I was seven and is now missing from our little family, that perhaps everything would have gone better if there was a third person to sort of balance everything out. It's very selfish, I know, but it's hard not to feel like that sometimes. I'm pretty numbed and hardly ever show any sort of feelings, friends are really only a thing for a momentary passing, I end up breaking contact with pretty much anybody in the end. I'm not sure if it's because I'm afraid of letting people close or if I'm just really, kinda schizoid in that aspect. I don't know what else to write. Oh, school worked out in the end, sort of. I'm currently doing a college course that was meant for a diploma, but it's probably going to end up being only for a certificate instead, but it's something atleast.

tl;dr: emo emo emo emo emo emo emo lol cocks
 
Wherever you came from, welcome to Lit. :rose:

Before you ask-

After 100 posts you can add an avatar.

After 1000 you can customize yout title.
 
First forum I have been to with a post requirement for avatars. Not a biggie though. From what I have seen here, the ammount of TG people seems to be small, but hey, if we are accepted here, all the better. Nice to meet you, Anonytan.
 
Hey, good luck with all that Anonytan. Seems like this might be a good place for you to get it all out. Heh.

Although I can't imagine it'd ever be easy for you to tell your dad something like that, woo. You have my sympathy.
 
Yeah, I can play it over and over in my mind but actually just telling him is a lot harder than it should be.

Hey-hey, all three Anonymy. I didn't kill the thread did I? D:
 
Nah, it was mostly us, and we moved here. I posed as 3 members to kick off the thread in /b/ in the first place :p

I also ordered one of those hats :D
 
I think I might end up ordering one too, probably digital camo cause I'm such a dork. I'm off now too, later Anonymous.
 
Welcome all of you to the GLBT, where you will find tolerance, understanding, support & some really sexy people. :kiss:

It does help if you add some info to your profile, people here do actually read them shock horror, plus you can add a pic to it as well :nana:

We already have some lovely MTF ladies, at all points of the process of becoming the woman that they are inside. Who are certainly worth getting to know.

Hope to see you all her more often,

Naughty :kiss:
 
So out of curiosity, since I'm very vague on this...

If a straight guy finds very effeminate guys, in the right situation, arousing, what the hell does that make the straight guy?

Besides confused?
 
WombatimusPrime said:
So out of curiosity, since I'm very vague on this...

If a straight guy finds very effeminate guys, in the right situation, arousing, what the hell does that make the straight guy?

Besides confused?
I believe the word is "curious".

We all have non-gender visual preferences. Me, I like dark hair and dark eyes for both sexes. *shrug* It's just my turn on.
 
I just keep worring that when I do, my relationships will be ruined...

Oh, also, I know you can get a change on birth certificates, but how does it work for diplomas? Kinda embarassing to show my diploma, if it has my boy name on it.
 
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