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Nirvanadragones said:Hey Lovelies![]()
I try to replay the past 9 days by listening, watching and feeling. At times it is all one blur of images and sounds and feelings, yet the overwhelming feeling I sit with is that of being safe. I was not concerned for my life at any time, and I felt no fear. I was scared of loosing the baby, but I knew I was protected.
I experienced hands. So many hands. . . different shapes, sizes and skin tones, and belonging to different people. At times holding mine. Sometimes reaching out towards me, or gently stroking my skin to comfort me. The hands would point me in the right direction or show me the different paths I could follow. I felt a familiar hand on the small of my back, gently coaxing me to safety.
I give thanks to all the hands - to all of you. Thank you for keeping me safe. I give thanks for my Life and for the people in it, and for the kindness, light, and energy I have received.
I am profoundly grateful to everyone. Thank you for trusting me. Thank you for giving of yourself so freely. Thank you for recognising what I needed, and thank you for keeping me and the baby safe.
Thank you for this day
and thank you for tomorrow
and the day after
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es.Nirvanadragones said:Hey Lovelies![]()
I try to replay the past 9 days by listening, watching and feeling. At times it is all one blur of images and sounds and feelings, yet the overwhelming feeling I sit with is that of being safe. I was not concerned for my life at any time, and I felt no fear. I was scared of loosing the baby, but I knew I was protected.
I experienced hands. So many hands. . . different shapes, sizes and skin tones, and belonging to different people. At times holding mine. Sometimes reaching out towards me, or gently stroking my skin to comfort me. The hands would point me in the right direction or show me the different paths I could follow. I felt a familiar hand on the small of my back, gently coaxing me to safety.
I give thanks to all the hands - to all of you. Thank you for keeping me safe. I give thanks for my Life and for the people in it, and for the kindness, light, and energy I have received.
I am profoundly grateful to everyone. Thank you for trusting me. Thank you for giving of yourself so freely. Thank you for recognising what I needed, and thank you for keeping me and the baby safe.
Thank you for this day
and thank you for tomorrow
and the day after
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FRENCHIE44T said:Vana, I finished work at 4.00pm to start a weeks holiday. I was happy. I have just read your post, I am a guy of 50 and I am crying.
We all love you sweetheart, welcome home.![]()
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Nirvanadragones said:Hey Lovelies![]()
I try to replay the past 9 days by listening, watching and feeling. At times it is all one blur of images and sounds and feelings, yet the overwhelming feeling I sit with is that of being safe. I was not concerned for my life at any time, and I felt no fear. I was scared of loosing the baby, but I knew I was protected.
I experienced hands. So many hands. . . different shapes, sizes and skin tones, and belonging to different people. At times holding mine. Sometimes reaching out towards me, or gently stroking my skin to comfort me. The hands would point me in the right direction or show me the different paths I could follow. I felt a familiar hand on the small of my back, gently coaxing me to safety.
I give thanks to all the hands - to all of you. Thank you for keeping me safe. I give thanks for my Life and for the people in it, and for the kindness, light, and energy I have received.
I am profoundly grateful to everyone. Thank you for trusting me. Thank you for giving of yourself so freely. Thank you for recognising what I needed, and thank you for keeping me and the baby safe.
Thank you for this day
and thank you for tomorrow
and the day after
![]()

femininity said:shes better shes better shes better shes better![]()
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cloudy said:What you said.
Thanks for all the updates, sweetie, while I was *cough* out of touch.![]()
femininity said:WUH!!!!![]()
she lurves your wuh's!!!![]()

cloudy said:She has to get better, because we're gonna do the Prancible Unicorn at the powwow next year.![]()

femininity said:LMAO!!! I can so see her doin that![]()
Nirvanadragones said:Hey Lovelies![]()
I try to replay the past 9 days by listening, watching and feeling. At times it is all one blur of images and sounds and feelings, yet the overwhelming feeling I sit with is that of being safe. I was not concerned for my life at any time, and I felt no fear. I was scared of loosing the baby, but I knew I was protected.
I experienced hands. So many hands. . . different shapes, sizes and skin tones, and belonging to different people. At times holding mine. Sometimes reaching out towards me, or gently stroking my skin to comfort me. The hands would point me in the right direction or show me the different paths I could follow. I felt a familiar hand on the small of my back, gently coaxing me to safety.
I give thanks to all the hands - to all of you. Thank you for keeping me safe. I give thanks for my Life and for the people in it, and for the kindness, light, and energy I have received.
I am profoundly grateful to everyone. Thank you for trusting me. Thank you for giving of yourself so freely. Thank you for recognising what I needed, and thank you for keeping me and the baby safe.
Thank you for this day
and thank you for tomorrow
and the day after
![]()

Nirvanadragones said:Hey Lovelies![]()
I try to replay the past 9 days by listening, watching and feeling. At times it is all one blur of images and sounds and feelings, yet the overwhelming feeling I sit with is that of being safe. I was not concerned for my life at any time, and I felt no fear. I was scared of loosing the baby, but I knew I was protected.
I experienced hands. So many hands. . . different shapes, sizes and skin tones, and belonging to different people. At times holding mine. Sometimes reaching out towards me, or gently stroking my skin to comfort me. The hands would point me in the right direction or show me the different paths I could follow. I felt a familiar hand on the small of my back, gently coaxing me to safety.
I give thanks to all the hands - to all of you. Thank you for keeping me safe. I give thanks for my Life and for the people in it, and for the kindness, light, and energy I have received.
I am profoundly grateful to everyone. Thank you for trusting me. Thank you for giving of yourself so freely. Thank you for recognising what I needed, and thank you for keeping me and the baby safe.
Thank you for this day
and thank you for tomorrow
and the day after
![]()

Nirvanadragones said:Hey Lovelies![]()
I try to replay the past 9 days by listening, watching and feeling. At times it is all one blur of images and sounds and feelings, yet the overwhelming feeling I sit with is that of being safe. I was not concerned for my life at any time, and I felt no fear. I was scared of loosing the baby, but I knew I was protected.
I experienced hands. So many hands. . . different shapes, sizes and skin tones, and belonging to different people. At times holding mine. Sometimes reaching out towards me, or gently stroking my skin to comfort me. The hands would point me in the right direction or show me the different paths I could follow. I felt a familiar hand on the small of my back, gently coaxing me to safety.
I give thanks to all the hands - to all of you. Thank you for keeping me safe. I give thanks for my Life and for the people in it, and for the kindness, light, and energy I have received.
I am profoundly grateful to everyone. Thank you for trusting me. Thank you for giving of yourself so freely. Thank you for recognising what I needed, and thank you for keeping me and the baby safe.
Thank you for this day
and thank you for tomorrow
and the day after
![]()

Nirvanadragones said:Hey Lovelies![]()
I try to replay the past 9 days by listening, watching and feeling. At times it is all one blur of images and sounds and feelings, yet the overwhelming feeling I sit with is that of being safe. I was not concerned for my life at any time, and I felt no fear. I was scared of loosing the baby, but I knew I was protected.
I experienced hands. So many hands. . . different shapes, sizes and skin tones, and belonging to different people. At times holding mine. Sometimes reaching out towards me, or gently stroking my skin to comfort me. The hands would point me in the right direction or show me the different paths I could follow. I felt a familiar hand on the small of my back, gently coaxing me to safety.
I give thanks to all the hands - to all of you. Thank you for keeping me safe. I give thanks for my Life and for the people in it, and for the kindness, light, and energy I have received.
I am profoundly grateful to everyone. Thank you for trusting me. Thank you for giving of yourself so freely. Thank you for recognising what I needed, and thank you for keeping me and the baby safe.
Thank you for this day
and thank you for tomorrow
and the day after
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