update on life

[thebrokenheartedfool]

Well I finally did it I deleted all of the ex's old e-mails from when we were dating. I just couldn't bring myself to do it until tonight but I finally did. I have all of the old regular mail letters in a pile and I think tomorow I will drop them where they belong as I go past. I know it sounds bad but I feel so much better and it was good to not have to look at that title on the msg page.

Well Goodnight all

CD

 

[Kittenwithawhip]

Maybe you could have a long hot shower afterwards and sing to yourself.



I'm gonna wash that man right outa my hair
I'm gonna wash that man right outa my hair
I'm gonna wash that man right outa my hair
And send him on his way

I'm gonna wave that man right outa my arms
I'm gonna wave that man right outa my arms
I'm gonna wave that man right outa my arms
And send him on his way

Don't try to patch it up, tear it up, tear it up
Wash him out, dry him out, push him out, fly him out
Cancel him, and let him go, Yea, sister

I'm gonna wash that man right outa my hair
I'm gonna wash that man right outa my hair
I'm gonna wash that man right outa my hair
And send him on his way

If a man don't understand you,
If you fly on separate beams
Waste no time, make a change,
Ride that man right off your range

Drop him out of the roll call
And drum him out of your dreams
Oho! If you laugh that different comics
If you root for different teams

Waste no time, weep no more,
Show him what the door is for
Drop him out of the road hall
And run him out of your dreams

You can't light a fire when the wood's all wet
You can't make a butterfly strong
You can't fix an egg when it ain't quite good
And you can't fix a man when he's wrong

You can't put back a petal
When it falls from a flower
Or sweeten up a fellow
When he starts turning sour

If his eyes have drawn and shifted
When you look for glance and glimpse
Waste no time, make a switch,
Drop him in the nearest ditch

Drop him out of the roll call
And drum him out of your dreams

I'm went and wash that man right outa my hair
I'm went and wash that man right outa my hair
I'm went and wash that man right outa my hair
And send him on his way

I'm went and wash that man right outa my hair
I'm went and wash that man right outa my hair
I'm went and wash that man right outa my hair
And send him on his way

Rinse and repeat as necessary.


Kitten

 

[thebrokenheartedfool]

Ok I could do that and I think I will I just need to change the words a little Give me a wo and her and she and the song will work I think

Thanks KW ( I have never seen a kitten with a whip what do you get when you grow up? chains with the whip?)

 

[hotNnasty]

Well I finally did it I deleted all of the ex's old e-mails from when we were dating. I just couldn't bring myself to do it until tonight but I finally did. I have all of the old regular mail letters in a pile and I think tomorow I will drop them where they belong as I go past. I know it sounds bad but I feel so much better and it was good to not have to look at that title on the msg page.

Well Goodnight all

CD

Was wondering how you were doing
I'm glad you did that.

 

[thebrokenheartedfool]

Pretty good HotnNasty Work has been slow and even imed with the ex a time or two long story and I am too nice of a guy. But it was just answering questions honestly b/c she didn't trust her friends and I didn't have any realson to lie to her.

I was nice but made it clear I had no intrest in her or her games. And now its off to work and the wonderful place to take the old letters on the way.

CD

 

[Kittenwithawhip]

Ok I could do that and I think I will I just need to change the words a little Give me a wo and her and she and the song will work I think

Thanks KW ( I have never seen a kitten with a whip what do you get when you grow up? chains with the whip?)

I was going to edit out all the male references and replace them with female ones but I was too tired and lazy. I figured you'd get the idea. As for the growing up and getting chains not yet. Do you have any you'd like to donate to my cause?


Kitten.

 

[Gusty Wind]

"RE:....one second without love is like an eternity to the broken heart CD"

Hello thebrokenheartedfool my sweets

I can totally relate to that

well all you did was great, life goes on regaradless of how we feel

and one thing to ease my pain is I write alot to myself...

paper everywhere...... and then i toss them into the fire place..

sit there and sob....

and tomorrow is another new day... always have hope in your

((((((((((((HUGSSS)))))))))))).

 

[soileddove]

Moving on

I am so glad for you. Take it one day at a time and one step at a time.
It took me a year once to get over my first love (although I slept with two guys in between) so I know what you are going through.
Don't be afraid to use your friends as a support system. True friends will tell you when they are tired of hearing you whine moan and complain . Then you know its time to stop.

 

[thebrokenheartedfool]

Kitten I am starting one myself but I think I need to get some rustoleim to put on them to make sure they will be ok when I need them.

Gusty Wind Thanks again and you may have given me an idea of what my name should be changed to. I have hope now and its better but now I feel so lost sometimes. Life is a blur esp. when I get lonley.

Soileddove I am both over and not over it you know. My head says one thing and my heart is still working on it. I am much much better now but still have a little ways to go. I don't have many real world friends in fact really two who I can go to and talk about everything with and I know they would listen but they have their own problems and I don't want to bother them too much unless I have a breakdown or something. ( which I have not had so I don't think I will )

Goodnight all and mabe a better tomorow

CD

 

[Gusty Wind]

Hello sweet...just poke in to see if you alright sigh...

a poem 4u

a thoughs is just a thoughs....let it go..

i can have it before., i can't have it now, i can't have it later...

every things... all the love..all the 'wanna'..just thoughts..

non physical excitance...nothing..to touch...nothing to get..

too much to feel...just passing by's thoughts.....

let it be...let it flow...don't get caught into the mist of the ignorance ....

when realize life is so empty and meaningless....

now.. is the time to srart it all over again..

and you can have it the way you want it my sweet

have a good one

 

[thebrokenheartedfool]

Beautiful Gusty Thank you I will take it to heart

Life is slowly getting better. I went to the first real social function since everything last night. It was aukward at first but most of the people already knew about it so it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. The people were long time friends of the family and everything but I was still nervos about it.

CD

 

[Gusty Wind]

Beautiful Gusty Thank you I will take it to heart

Life is slowly getting better. I went to the first real social function since everything last night. It was aukward at first but most of the people already knew about it so it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. The people were long time friends of the family and everything but I was still nervos about it.

CD

hey...you....

glad to see you start going out ... go out more make some more NEW

friends... you know.... out of the usualgroup of FRIEND...so don't need to

deal with the OLD questions for a change.....just for now....

do difference stuff...... untill everything dies down....(...old stuffs...)

and slowly but surely...you will know HOW...ok love...

wish you well, and do take care of yourself 1ST....

((((((HUGSSS))))))

 

[lorddragonwolf]

it will take awile to truely get over her. took me about a year and that was with dating in betwwen her and the beautiful woman i am married to now.

 

[Gusty Wind]

fake it till you make it..

 

[Gusty Wind]

hey...you... found some thing really good , wnat to share with you..



Never frown, even when you are sad..

you never know who is falling in love with your smile...

(Whspr) i what she wrote.

 

[thebrokenheartedfool]

Good afternoon Gusty

I will take the advice and run another smaller social event is forming in honnor of a friend so I guess I will go. I like what you have rote. Have herd fake it till you make it too many times.
But loved the smile one.

Thanks Gusty bye for now Hong is lucky

 

[Gusty Wind]

Good afternoon Gusty

I will take the advice and run another smaller social event is forming in honnor of a friend so I guess I will go. I like what you have rote. Have herd fake it till you make it too many times.
But loved the smile one.

Thanks Gusty bye for now Hong is lucky

AW....sweets....hugs....

YES!!!! go fo it....have a great one.

NOW....you put a bbbbig simle on my face.....thanks..

how about....look...

 

[thebrokenheartedfool]

Hey it was ok out there. There were a few people under 35 including the honord guest. But They all got my story by the host before I got there and so I didn't have to explain. That was easier and good.

Other than that it was remarkably boring and nothing I could have lived without but I went and talked to people I hadn't in years.

My best to all

CD

 

[lovechild27]

Good for you! You tokk a big step in getting on with life. You should be proud!

 

[thebrokenheartedfool]

Yes it was hard but good. on a side not going to Indiana tomorow till the next day for a funeral. long story short distant relative but close to me lost his son who was a few months old so going for funeral. The baby had a heart problem and had a heart surgery that didn't work and he lasted for a few hours afterwards. I they already have two children and I don't know if they will ever be the same again but I hope they can greave and be at liest honest with themselfs I hope I never have to loose a child ( don't have any but cant imagin how bad it would be and don't want to have to )
anyway on a good note life is better with the better weather hope everyone is doing ok

CD

 

[thebrokenheartedfool]

Sometimes you think you are climbing the ladder to get out of a hole just to findout you are actually going around in circles. Then you find out you climbed out and fell into a different hole you actually dug yourself.

I know it sounds cunfusing but then its always that way in my world.

Goodnight all mine is over too early but that was ok work comes early

btw just about decided on new name

 

[Lust Engine]

As long as you keep trying, you'll make that progress you so richly deserve. Keep it up!

Life's too short to be spent in the doldrums. Have faith in the Big Guy upstairs and keep cooking forward.

 

[hotNnasty]

I second that

Oh do tell.......... what are you thinking for a name?


Trollin' LE

 

[Lust Engine]

I second that

Oh do tell.......... what are you thinking for a name?

Trollin' LE

Yeah...keep us updated to the GOOD things!

 

[thebrokenheartedfool]

I am thinking of Crash Daily. or Captin Danger ok that one is a little lame ( sometimes very true with work though ).

Life is looking up right now. I hope it stays that way. Does anyone have a suggestion? about a name that is

Thanks LE and HotNnasty for HN sorry LE I just for HN lol

What about openhearted? It is how I was and am getting back to. I don't know yet but the right name will stick so I am still seeking the perfect lit name for myself. Alone again and looking for fun and happiness. I may find it soon or it may be a long time either way I agree life is too short.

Going down the long path to success in life and love is which is unlit and the skys are overcast with a new moon.

Goodnight all is getting better and head is clearer