Unsent Messages to Him/Her

[ethereal~minx]

Sir, i think about You now
when i read the threads online
on literotica.com/forum
and the one thread i call mine

do You think of me
of this paradigm You have grown
do You remember telling me
i will become more than i've ever known

these Doms i read their posts
some remind me of You
the wisdom in their words
confirm to me Your truth

Are You ever there Sir
i find Your wisdom goes unmatched
i wish that we could talk again
as we did in the past

i long to hear Your voice
firm and in control
steady in tone yet caring
You Sir, captivate my soul

 

[ethereal~minx]

the intrigue of seduction

following where He goes

entranced by His voice

why did I let this show



caught in a moment

drawn down to the depths

bare legs weak from climbing

where could this go next…



*weg* smiling

 

[ethereal~minx]

i know You don't fear calling
but why is it You don't?
i feel sooo close to You Sir
closer than anyone You know
it's presumptuous on my part
but i felt Your heart in my hand
You opened Your heart to me
the way no one ever has
maybe i am wrong
maybe i'm just kidding myself
but it seems we touched eachother
and that is the way we left
am i wrong to say i felt Your heart
to say i felt Your heart touch mine?
to say i felt the truth in You
to the depth that You felt mine?
maybe i'm just blinded
You're the only online i've known
....

i know Sir that i will always
be forever loving You
i will forever want to meet You
forever in my soul
i think of the times i've watched You
the few times on Your cam
Sir, the intimacy between us
took the place of my man
that has got to say something
the heart You helped me free
the dying soul You saved
the one dying to be ME

 

[ethereal~minx]

i love You. now i must tell You what i want of You... walk my walk, talk my talk.... i want an intimate relationship with You, in every sense of the word~ emotional, physical-- i want to touch You, i want to feel Your soul touch mine & i want to feel mine reach & melt into Yours until there is a blending a harmony where time is nothing and matter is transcended~~~~~~~~

i want this with You, i also want no boundaries, no limits~~ i want to always have trust between us, truth in eachothers eyes. without societal limitations & boundaries. i fear these ropes shroud our authenticity......

i am like a dancing spirit, a passionate timeless flame that intensifies near beauty (You).. rages fierce until stillness takes her away... always returning to the beauty drawing her near

i love You, i will forever love You this way and if this is understood~ i pray You come 'see=into=me'

synopsis: i want a physical, intimate relationship w/ you and anyone else i may want one with~~~ transcendental thinking, yes... everyrelationship to me is intimate and could eventually be physical... most people can not even grasp the concept so this is not even likely to EVER happen but the concept is one of love & beauty and truth... beyond human limitations...based on love and trust

anyway... i love You




if you don't use your mind, someone else will

 

[ethereal~minx]

Shadowsdream... missing in action?

*where could She be? where has She gone?
was this place too much? did something go wrong?
omgoodness no, im sure that's not the case
but for the life of me i cannot stand not
reading her wise words of integrity*

i wonder if anyone knows what is going on
is it a project, a pet, a new site She's working on?
i just can't stand it, i wish Shadowsdream wasn't gone.

 

[ethereal~minx]

888 — A phase of your life is about to end, and this is a sign to give you forewarning to prepare. This number sequence may mean you are winding up an emotional career, or relationship phase. It also means there is light at the end of the tunnel. In addition, it means, “The crops are ripe. Don’t wait to pick and enjoy them.” In other words, don’t procrastinate making your move or enjoying fruits of your labor.

$8.88 for lunch 2 weeks ago. interesting that he & i were at a difficult point in our 'growth'
...
same day
333 — The Ascended Masters are near you, desiring you to know that you have their help, love, and companionship. Call upon the Ascended Masters often, especially when you see the number 3 patterns around you. Some of the more famous Ascended Masters include: Jesus, Moses, Mary, Quan Yin, and Yogananda.
3:33 o'clock... no, i wasn't waiting for this to show up~ i just happened to notice.


this weekend, i decided this relationship is no longer one of mutual friendship/respect & growth but one of asserting one's authority over the other~ one's power/one's good over the other ... one winner one loser.. there is no mutual feeling of working together to grow~~
we are roommates, attempting to be friends..

it is painful but as with every encounter/relationship/friend~~ there is beauty here~~~ i am blessed to have him in my life
i know love and i see the beauty he continues to bring to my life
...as a friend

i have been blessed
: )

 

[AngelicAssassin]

HOW TO SAY I LOVE YOU IN 9 LANGUAGES

English - I Love You
Spanish - Te Amo
French - Je T'aime
German - lch Liebe Dich
Japanese - Ai Shite Imasu
Italian - Ti Amo
Chinese - Wo Ai Ni
Swedish - Jag Alskar

Alabama, Arkansas, Kansas, Oklahoma, Texas, North Carolina, South Carolina, Georgia, Tennessee, Missouri, Mississippi, Montana, Louisiana, Virginia, West Virginia, Kentucky & parts of Florida - "Nice Ass, Get in the truck!"

 

[ethereal~minx]

~how to say i love you from the heart~

>miss Your voice
and You
>i have to tell You while i may have solicited Your call, the important part
>is that You chose to respond and i thank You
>
>my life is changing yet again and it is a difficult time.
>my Angels are here~~ what i know --what i've realized over the weekend is
>that i've drawn to me people that have brought value to my life, gave my
>life meaning ... people that have helped me to value me..to find the value
>inside myself ~~ and, my experience with You has been one of the most
>profound~~ You are one of my most precious Angels!
>
>this weekend was not an easy one. it was filled with pain and lots of
>emotion~ when i pulled through the tears & chose to see light, i thought of
>all of my angels but when i thought of You, i felt Your arms around me~ i
>felt a warmth~ i felt lifted.. validation, worth~ i felt love and i
>know i am ok~~ because i am love and loved
>
>Thank You for being around me ~~ You are an Angel in my blessed life and i
>love You!
>

 

[AngelicAssassin]

Things you'll never hear a 'nilla woman say?

1. You know, I've been complaining a lot lately. I don't blame you for ignoring me.

2. That was fun! When will all of your friends be over to watch porno movies again?

3. The new girl in my office is a stripper. I invited her over for dinner on Friday.

4. While you were in the bathroom, they went for it on fourth down and missed. If they can hold them to a field goal, they'll still cover the spread.

5. Bar food again?? Kick a$$!!

6. I liked that wedding even more than ours. Your ex-girlfriend has class.

7. That girl's wearing the same outfit I am. How cool! I'm gonna go meet her.

8. I love hearing stories about your old girlfriends. Tell me more!

9. I like using this new lawn mower so much more than the old one. What a wonderful Valentine's Day!

10. Let's just leave the toilet seat up all the time; then you won't have to mess with it anymore.

11. It's only the third quarter; you should order a couple more pitchers.

12. Honey, come here! Watch me do a tequila shot off of Stephanie's bare a$$!

13. I'm so happy with my new hairstyle, I don't think I'll ever change it again.

14. Damn, I love when my pillow smells like your cigars and scotch.

15. You are so much smarter than my father.

16. If we're not going to have sex, then you have to let me watch SportsCenter.

 

[ethereal~minx]

oops

 

[ethereal~minx]

whisk me away on a magic carpet
take me way out to sea
get me out of this emotion
~~Angels, comfort me~~

 

[AngelicAssassin]

~~Angels, comfort me~~

Ain't no comfort from Angels ... they've flown too close to the ground.

 

[ethereal~minx]

relationship ~ reflection

difficult to remember
that is me in the mirror
dressed in man's disguise
Egyptian crystal true-blue eyes

how do i react to her?
that Emperor in new clothes

 

[ethereal~minx]

I walked away hurt
because you walked away from me
you didn't want to sit where I was
by me, I thought you meant

I took it personal
but, it's the way I feel about me
You're right! they are my issues
right there for me to see~
I don't know what to say...
I wish that I could stay
I understand if you tell me to go
it is so confusing though

I'm not going to whine
one way or the other, i won't fall apart
I know you'll find your truth
listening to the beauty of your heart

 

[ethereal~minx]

--sick

...but the sun is shining today

 

[ethereal~minx]

Ain't no comfort from Angels ... they've flown too close to the ground.

I'd rather see you up
than see you down

For ~~love's the greatest healer~~ to be found

 

[AngelicAssassin]

I'd rather see you up
than see you down

For ~~love's the greatest healer~~ to be found

Reach out and touch the hand of God?

 

[ethereal~minx]

Reach out and touch the hand of God?

I am, no? *smiles a competitive smile*


Thanks Willie!!
If you had not have fallen
Then I would not have found you

Angel flying too close to the ground

And I patched up your broken wing
And hung around a while
Tried to keep your spirits up

While you were feelin down

I knew someday that you would fly away
For love's the greatest healer to be found

Angel flying too close to the ground

 

[ethereal~minx]

momentarily stepped backwards~
got a flash of the past
pain of 'slammy' still lingers
from where i once got wrapped

 

[ethereal~minx]

i am in a box
i don't know what to do
i don't know how to get out
how do i move

i am unable to speak
i can't say the words
i'm devastated by the words you say
when you don't say anything at all

mindfuck-- certainly.
why do i do it?
why ask why?
why ask why, again.

 

[AngelicAssassin]

I am, no? *smiles a competitive smile*

Thanks Willie!!
If you had not have fallen
Then I would not have found you

Angel flying too close to the ground

And I patched up your broken wing
And hung around a while
Tried to keep your spirits up

While you were feelin down

I knew someday that you would fly away
For love's the greatest healer to be found

Angel flying too close to the ground

Smiles ... well, the IRS hasn't knocked on the door yet, but Michael sure did.

Guess Dad shouldn't hustle an archangel.

 

[niteshade]

HOW TO SAY I LOVE YOU IN 9 LANGUAGES

English - I Love You
Spanish - Te Amo
French - Je T'aime
German - lch Liebe Dich
Japanese - Ai Shite Imasu
Italian - Ti Amo
Chinese - Wo Ai Ni
Swedish - Jag Alskar

Alabama, Arkansas, Kansas, Oklahoma, Texas, North Carolina, South Carolina, Georgia, Tennessee, Missouri, Mississippi, Montana, Louisiana, Virginia, West Virginia, Kentucky & parts of Florida - "Nice Ass, Get in the truck!"

* Wiping tears of mirth from my eyes*

AA, are you from here?

 

[AngelicAssassin]

* Wiping tears of mirth from my eyes*

AA, are you from here?

Born in SD, lived in Germany, Guam, NJ, Cali, Germany, NC, OH, NC, AL, TN/KY, AL, TX, Germany, AL, NC, and i'm coming to a theater near you.

 

[ethereal~minx]

don't push me away
I'm here for you to lean
You're not so tough you know
I'm here if You need

yeah, you're right I might start thinking
that we're more than friends again
that you're opening up your heart
to feel healing love begin
I know that I'm right
That our love is meant to be
nothing will tear it down
We prove what we believe

to be right is not motivation
my intent is only love
I will take this backward step
and await another message from above

 

[ethereal~minx]

Some meetings are fashioned by chance.
Some are a wonderous gift of fate.


let's drink our water today
& remember to keep our thoughts in the light


we prove what we believe ~~remember this
and believe


~~ all is as meant right now~~
remember all is well and will be