twist on the daddy/little girl thing causes an epiphany

[perks]

So, I'm reading this story, about this lesbian who wears a strap on underneath her jeans<mrowr> And I've found that it's just something that I would love to do.

Add to that my usual daddy spanking his slutty little girl fantasy, and whammo, all of a sudden I'm the daddy.

All of a sudden, fantasies and thing just fell into place like the reason I have certain fantasies/fetishes, the reasoning, the whys, whatever. Now I'm in a quandry.

Just a passing fantasy? or is it an indicator of my true self? The more I really look at my likes and dislikes, the more I am worried that I'm over men. Because whenever I look at hetero porn, I love the penetration, but now I always put myself in the penetrator position.

bleh, confusing.

Sorry, I guess this is just a rant, not really a question. Does this forum have a blurt thread for future reference?

 

[TheDR4KE]

So, I'm reading this story, about this lesbian who wears a strap on underneath her jeans<mrowr> And I've found that it's just something that I would love to do.

Add to that my usual daddy spanking his slutty little girl fantasy, and whammo, all of a sudden I'm the daddy.

All of a sudden, fantasies and thing just fell into place like the reason I have certain fantasies/fetishes, the reasoning, the whys, whatever. Now I'm in a quandry.

Just a passing fantasy? or is it an indicator of my true self? The more I really look at my likes and dislikes, the more I am worried that I'm over men. Because whenever I look at hetero porn, I love the penetration, but now I always put myself in the penetrator position.

bleh, confusing.

Sorry, I guess this is just a rant, not really a question. Does this forum have a blurt thread for future reference?

Do you think that you could want both? Are you exploring your likes to such a degree that you're roleplaying them out from all angles?

Does the idea of a balanced, fulfilled man with a direction in life, strong but gentle hands, an endless imagination and you in his sights do anything for you?

Confusion is the thing that breaks down old patterns and lets you reconstruct yourself. Congratulations on your confusion

Quack

your Drake

 

[Pookie]

So, I'm reading this story, about this lesbian who wears a strap on underneath her jeans<mrowr> And I've found that it's just something that I would love to do.

Add to that my usual daddy spanking his slutty little girl fantasy, and whammo, all of a sudden I'm the daddy.

All of a sudden, fantasies and thing just fell into place like the reason I have certain fantasies/fetishes, the reasoning, the whys, whatever. Now I'm in a quandry.

Just a passing fantasy? or is it an indicator of my true self? The more I really look at my likes and dislikes, the more I am worried that I'm over men. Because whenever I look at hetero porn, I love the penetration, but now I always put myself in the penetrator position.

bleh, confusing.

Sorry, I guess this is just a rant, not really a question. Does this forum have a blurt thread for future reference?

I think you're just discovering that there are many different things about sex that can be fun, even if just a fantasy. When people learn to let go of their inhibitions, they discover there is a great deal to enjoy about sex, and its many potential variations.

 

[TheDR4KE]

Re: Re: twist on the daddy/little girl thing causes an epiphany

I think you're just discovering that there are many different things about sex that can be fun, even if just a fantasy. When people learn to let go of their inhibitions, they discover there is a great deal to enjoy about sex, and its many potential variations.

LOL

I think letting go of inhibitions and the power of fantasy is well and truely something Perks has discovered already.

This goes deeper.

Quack

the D

 

[perks]

Re: Re: twist on the daddy/little girl thing causes an epiphany

Do you think that you could want both? Are you exploring your likes to such a degree that you're roleplaying them out from all angles?

Does the idea of a balanced, fulfilled man with a direction in life, strong but gentle hands, an endless imagination and you in his sights do anything for you?

Confusion is the thing that breaks down old patterns and lets you reconstruct yourself. Congratulations on your confusion

Quack

your Drake

stalker

Could I want both? This is where I'm confused. The average guy with a dick just doesn't do anything for me anymore. Which is kinda freakin' me out. It's just not anything I ever expected not to enjoy. Exploring fantasies is something you know I've done. Just between the story I've been working on, and the character that I read, I don't know, I feel like I've unlocked something within, and in doing so put myself in territory where I'm altogether unfamiliar, so of course I'm freaked. Still investigating, but still freaked.

Does the idea of a balanced, fulfilled man with a direction in life, strong but gentle hands, an endless imagination and you in his sights do anything for you? a man? or you? a man, no, not in the least right now, you, yes. But you've never been just "a man". So maybe you're right, maybe I've just raised the bar subconsciously. However in the scheme of sexual orientation, you either like stuff or you don't. And right now, it feels like you're my exception to the rule. Seriously, it's freakin' me out. I've been boy crazy my whole life and now it's just gone *poof* That has always been such a big part of my life "fucking the boyz", and now it's just non existent. I'm just apathetic. But on the transverse, my libido when it comes to women has skyrocketed. I want to fuck them so much I can taste it. Maybe my testosterone levels are screwy.

I'm just at a loss what to do, these feelings do not fit the life I'm living. I feel like I'm having a Steinbeck moment.

and pookie, my inhibitions took a dirt nap about twenty years ago. This is something intrinsically different with the way I'm experiencing my sexual attraction. It's altering, and I'm a bit confused.

 

[Queersetti]

I don't think I can offer much advice in this situation, as it's not the sort of thing I've had to go through myself, but I do wonder if some of the intensity of your current feeling isn't a "heat of the moment" phenomenon, that you are so caught up in your revelation that you are seeing other things a bit out of proportion.

In any case, I admire your openness about this, and as far as I'm concerned, you can be just as queer as you wanna be.

 

[perks]

I don't think I can offer much advice in this situation, as it's not the sort of thing I've had to go through myself, but I do wonder if some of the intensity of your current feeling isn't a "heat of the moment" phenomenon, that you are so caught up in your revelation that you are seeing other things a bit out of proportion.

In any case, I admire your openness about this, and as far as I'm concerned, you can be just as queer as you wanna be.

I wonder if it's a heat of the moment thing too. I was born liking girls and boys, I've just always been attracted to both. Just now all of a sudden my attraction seems to be pretty anti cock. Which just shocks me.

I think my attraction could be skewed a bit, however, how do I get it back on track? *laughing* deep down, I know I love to suck the dick, but at the moment, I just can't seem to get into it in general. Now specific people, not a problem. But that's just never been the way I work, or at least I didn't think so. It was never about the guy, it was always about the dick. So coupled with this intense butch with cock thing, I've started being picky when it comes to men? It's just a weird fucking gig. I've never been picky. I've been a "that dick'll do" kind of girl.
the drama of a bisexual duck, whodathunkit.
I heart you too,Q

 

[cuteffsb14]

Maybe you just realized that you are looking for a certain something. Not just "any dick'll do" anymore. And because of that you are having new fantasies and your body is telling you to try something new. Doens't necessarily mean that you are going to not be interested in dicks anymore ... just might be a passing phase or experiment.

 

[Pookie]

Re: Re: Re: twist on the daddy/little girl thing causes an epiphany

and pookie, my inhibitions took a dirt nap about twenty years ago. This is something intrinsically different with the way I'm experiencing my sexual attraction. It's altering, and I'm a bit confused.

It's cool. You just seem to be showing signs of some things I've encountered with others when experiencing things for the first time. It's like the walls come crashing down, and what was once unthinkable becomes an obsession almost.

I think we all go through periods when we question things about ourselves too, and it can be very confusing. There was a period of time when I wanted nothing to do with guys. It evolved around a bad period in my life though. I'm still too young and inexperienced to know what some may be going through.

 

[Etoile]

Heh! My kind of thread.

I am a lesbian (though I more commonly refer to myself as a dyke). I am primarily femme, although I have played around with packing in the past. I do love being the one to strap it on, but I am more frequently the one who gets fucked. (Bottom all the way around, if you will.) I have a Daddy. Eir gender is...fluid...but eir personality is masculine enough that I use the term Daddy.

If you've got any questions for a lesbian Daddy's girl, let me know.

 

[thickspear]

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[perks]

Heh! My kind of thread.

I am a lesbian (though I more commonly refer to myself as a dyke). I am primarily femme, although I have played around with packing in the past. I do love being the one to strap it on, but I am more frequently the one who gets fucked. (Bottom all the way around, if you will.) I have a Daddy. Eir gender is...fluid...but eir personality is masculine enough that I use the term Daddy.

If you've got any questions for a lesbian Daddy's girl, let me know.

I have all the questions.

I've done the hetero little girl/Daddy thing<me as bottom>, I've never bottomed when I was with a woman. I'm a switch when it comes to men, and dominant when it comes to women. The Daddy thing is calling to me. You can share here, or PM if you're more comfortable with that.

I just find it incredibly erotic for a woman to walk around with a cock strapped on. Cept I want it to be me, and I want a girl. I feel fucking obsessed. *laughing*

 

[Etoile]

So...what was the question? I missed it!

 

[perks]

So...what was the question? I missed it!

You know, honestly, I think I would like to figure it out with my own girl. I know what I want. So even though I could ask a gazillion things, it's never going to be what the reality is.

So, I'm just going to have to wait until I find her. I just hope it's not too far off. <grin>

 

[Etoile]

Heh, okay, if you say so. I thought you were looking for advice or something but I may have misunderstood. Let me know if you want to talk anything over!

 

[SierraMoon]

~snip~

I just find it incredibly erotic for a woman to walk around with a cock strapped on. Cept I want it to be me, and I want a girl. I feel fucking obsessed. *laughing*

i can understand this perfectly, perks!! i find that same idea highly erotic!!

 

[Jessalynvix]

So, I'm reading this story, about this lesbian who wears a strap on underneath her jeans<mrowr> And I've found that it's just something that I would love to do.

Add to that my usual daddy spanking his slutty little girl fantasy, and whammo, all of a sudden I'm the daddy.

All of a sudden, fantasies and thing just fell into place like the reason I have certain fantasies/fetishes, the reasoning, the whys, whatever. Now I'm in a quandry.

Just a passing fantasy? or is it an indicator of my true self? The more I really look at my likes and dislikes, the more I am worried that I'm over men. Because whenever I look at hetero porn, I love the penetration, but now I always put myself in the penetrator position.

bleh, confusing.

Sorry, I guess this is just a rant, not really a question. Does this forum have a blurt thread for future reference?

Okay as another Daddi's girl lol. I can sort of understand what you are saying. If you have questions though talk to Dustygrrl whom is my Daddi.

 

[DustyWolfe]

Being a Daddi is quite exciting if you ask me. It's like a finally found my niche. It's something that happened quite by accident in the bedroom one night to tell you the truth and ever since then it stuck.

 

[thickspear]

I hope you'll tell us when you get to act out this particularly erotic desire...I've been very lucky to have had a gf that also shared this one with me...

she once met me at her door wearing a mans suit...a large bulge pushing out from behind the fly...

she was as cute as a button anyway and in the suit she was even cuter...she was so turned on by the roleplay..she kept looking in a huge ornate mirror..

I was lean and muscular from weight work and running..she tore my shirt off and ordered me to my knees...coaxed and directed me on how to please her

 

[Squeezenplease]

I hope you'll tell us when you get to act out this particularly erotic desire...I've been very lucky to have had a gf that also shared this one with me...

she once met me at her door wearing a mans suit...a large bulge pushing out from behind the fly...

she was as cute as a button anyway and in the suit she was even cuter...she was so turned on by the roleplay..she kept looking in a huge ornate mirror..

I was lean and muscular from weight work and running..she tore my shirt off and ordered me to my knees...coaxed and directed me on how to please her

OOh I like that

 

[perks]

when I do this... and I will, I'm not sure I'll be able to kiss and tell, but I'll give you the nod to let you know.

heh.

 

[Squeezenplease]

when I do this... and I will, I'm not sure I'll be able to kiss and tell, but I'll give you the nod to let you know.

heh.

I'll be waiting..with wet panties no dought. God, I love strap-ons, though I've never gone anywhere with one on me. Now I'm tempted

 

[Etoile]

I'll be waiting..with wet panties no dought. God, I love strap-ons, though I've never gone anywhere with one on me. Now I'm tempted

If you're packing for the first time, I recommend walking around with it on at home a bit first. You'll need to get used to the THING that's now between your legs, so you'll walk a bit funny at first. I tend to use small dildos for packing for this reason.

 

[Squeezenplease]

If you're packing for the first time, I recommend walking around with it on at home a bit first. You'll need to get used to the THING that's now between your legs, so you'll walk a bit funny at first. I tend to use small dildos for packing for this reason.

Thanks I'm trying it tonight...with a small one as you suggested

 

[DustyWolfe]

If you're packing for the first time, I recommend walking around with it on at home a bit first. You'll need to get used to the THING that's now between your legs, so you'll walk a bit funny at first. I tend to use small dildos for packing for this reason.

Actually, using a rolled up pair of socks is really great to start with. Eventually you might work up to a prosthetic penis. Which is what I'm saving up for, they run about $700