Turned on by being bad?

[seattlenice]

I never cheated on my partner until recently and now I can't stop thinking about it. I am frustrated and disgusted by my behavior but more turned on by what I did. Have you had the experience? Want to share?

 

[seattlenice]

A little more...

I was really horny and put a post on Craigslist. Met up with a beautiful black woman (I'm white). It was a sunny warm day and we met in a park. In a secluded area I licked, sucked, tongue-fucked and fingered her beautiful pussy and sucked up every drop of her spray.

Then she went down on me, with those amazing thick lips and licked me to explosion. I think I came 3 times in that one session.

And I want more...

 

[loneeyes]

There's nothing wrong with a little harmless fantasy. But if you're happy with your partner, I think you would lose more than you'd gain by following through with it. Have you tried discussing threesomes or an open relationship with your significant other?

 

[seattlenice]

Tried

I have tried to discuss it many times. In ways that don't threaten the current relationship but it never ends up well. I would like nothing more than bringing another person or couple into our lives but I don't think that will ever happen.