*True Confessions*

[sortacurious]

Me again,

There's so much here I wish I could address, all that's going on with so many people close to my heart here at TC. I really, really dislike having to be so general with so many people being so amazingly wonderful and supportive at our difficult times.

Just please know that I have updated myself with all the posts since my last one. And I'm thinking of each one of you.

I'm so touched by each of you and your touching words, thoughts and prayers. So, I wanted to let you all know what's happened. But, I'm beyond exhausted so will keep it brief.

Today we signed paperwork to lower my brother's level of care to comfort measures only. It's just time to let nature take it's course, without prolonging an already horrific outcome. It just came to a point of knowing that if he were able, he'd be expressing his anger at being kept alive by machines. Unfortunately, as with everything else involving all this, there was resistance and struggle to get the staff to see our point of view. We had to have two meetings with the ethics commitee and hospital administration in order to begin these measures. Today was the day. Now, whatever will be, will be.

Absolutely the most difficult thing I've ever had to do. But, I know it's the right thing with all my heart. There's a better place waiting for him.

Now, with this nasty hurricane hitting us tomorrow or Sunday, I may not be able to see him again any time soon and am unsure if he will still be with us at all by the time it's possible. The curfews will more than likely go back into effect tomorrow at 6pm. The hosptial has allowed my mom to wait out the storm at the hospital, with all her disaster supplies and an air mattress in tow. I'm not sure how much rougher this can possibly get.

But, all in all, we're trying to keep our heads up and face forward. I felt a calm come over me a night or two ago, and for the most part it's stayed with me. And Danny has been so incredible, in helping in all ways, especially in communicating assertively with the hospital.

One thing that I know, together...we can get through anything...even this.




Jewelz, sweetheart, I'm so so sorry I missed your birthday. We did not forget, we just couldn't get to a place to send you all the happy wishes we wanted to send you throughout the day. I hope you had a wonderful day, and hope to hear about it as soon as we can.


Everyone threatened by the newest storm: Be safe!!!!

 

[omahaman2]

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Im finally home!!

 

[omahaman2]

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Sorry I was out of town!!

 

[omahaman2]

Sorta,
You know how I feel about you,words are useless!
I really do hope you know but whatever you imagine,multiply it tenfold. My heart,soul and prayers are with you,always but especially now. Even though we havent chatted recently,I
hope you realize my feelings and caring for friends never end.
If danny runs out of shoulders,I got two extras! Take care,my friend,and if you need anything,Im here!

 

[SuperShyGuy]

Jewelz - belated Happy Birthday, I hope it was a good one.

Sorta - my thoughts are with you and your brother.

 

[omahaman2]

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[nrcma98]

Giving equal time

1. Silence, the Final Frontier: Where No Woman Has Gone Before.


2. The Undiscovered Side of Banking: Making Deposits.


3. Parties: Going Without New Outfits.


4. Man Management: Minor Household Chores Can Wait Till After The Game.


5. Telephone Skills: How to Hang Up.


6. Introduction to Parking.


7. Advanced Parking: Backing Into a Space.


8. Cooking I: Bringing Back Bacon, Eggs and Butter.


9. Cooking II: Bran and Tofu are Not for Human Consumption.


10. PMS: Your Problem ... Not His.

 

[omahaman2]

Everyone is confessing so.......

Bryan Adams - I Finally Found Someone Lyrics
(feat. Barbra Streisand)

[Bryan:] I finally found someone, who knocks me off my feet;
[Bryan:] I finally found the one who makes me feel complete...
[Barbara:] It started over coffee, we started out as friends;
[Barbara:] It's funny how from simple things; the best things
begin...
[Bryan:] This time is different;
[Barbara:] la la la la
[Bryan:] It's all because of you!..
[Bryan:] It's better than it's ever been;
[Together:] Cuz we can talk it through;
[Barbara:] My favorite line was "Can I call you sometime?";
[Barbara:] It's all you had to say...
[Together:] To take my breath away...

[Together:] This is it!
[Together:] Oh, I finally found someone; Someone to share my
life;
[Together:] I finally found the one - to be with every night;
[Barbara:] Cause whatever I do
[Bryan:] It's just got to be you!
[Together:] My life has just begun, I finally found someone...

[Bryan:] Did I keep you waiting?
[Barbara:] I didn't mind
[Bryan:] I apologize
[Barbara:] Baby, that's fine
[Bryan:] I would wait forever
[Together:] Just to know you were mine;
[Bryan:] Ya Know - I love your hair...
[Barbara:] Are you sure it looks right?
[Bryan:] I love what you wear...
[Barbara:] Isn't it too tight?
[Bryan:] You're exceptional!
[Together:] I can't wait for the rest of my life...

[Together:] Oh This Is It!
[Together:] I finally found someone; Someone to share my life,
[Together:] I finally found the one; to be with every night...
[Barbara:] Cause whatever I do
[Bryan:] It's just got to be you
[Together:] My life has just begun; I finally found someone...
[Barbara:] And whatever I do.
[Bryan:] It's just got to be you!
[Barbara:] My life has just begun...
[Together:] I finally found someone...

 

[Jewelz]

Oman, I LOVE that song!! Thanks for the birthday wishes! I am so glad to "see" you! I thought about calling you and Jenny today but since you have been gone for 2 weeks, I didnt want to disturb the reunion.

SC, darlin, I know you have more important things to deal with right now, knowing you thought of me is enough. Please know I carry you all in my prayers and hope that a sense of calm, peace and comfort are yours soon.

Thanks again to everyone for the wonderful words and birthday wishes. They mean a lot to me!!

Confessions:
*the new bed is heavenly....yes, it was christened last night -wry grin-

*have had the house to myself for nearly 5 hours now, will be alone for at least another 3-4....this quiet is so welcoming yet so eerie....

*i wasted my day. not productive at all. but i deserve that

 

[TantaLiza]

Belated Birthday wishes for you, Jewelz.... glad you enjoyed the christening!!!

Sending heartfelt thoughts and prayers to SC and her family!!!

Extra prayers for all in FL... my Jeanne pass you by!!!

Welcum home for Oman... may you and Jenny enjoy your reunion!!

Feisty... I know what ya mean about an emty nest! Now that my daughter has started HS, she's not around as much and unless I'm playin TAXI, I'm alone.... what trouble can I find??? ~giggle~

Red.... glad to hear things are relatively smooth!! Hope there's nothing major wrong with the hubby!!

DoS... glad to hear your life is straightening out, too!! Enjoy your soon to be visitor!!!

Sending hugs and kisses to Lusty, Winzy, Toni, SSG, Jeff and anyone else I shamefully didn't name....

Keepin an eye on you all....

 

[SecretScribe]

Just dropping in to say hello. I hope everyone is doing well, especially everyone in Florida and thereabouts.

SS

 

[TantaLiza]

Just dropping in to say hello. I hope everyone is doing well, especially everyone in Florida and thereabouts.

SS

{{{{{{SS}}}}}}

Hope you are well....

 

[naughtygirl]

Hi everyone. Long time, no post. Been caught up with work, the children's festival and a nasty cold that put me out of commission for a few days. I'm finally starting to feel better.

Sorta and Danny -- my thoughts and prayers are with you during this extremely difficult time. I cannot even begin to imagine the sadness that you are feeling at this time. My heart breaks for you.

Dreamy, I don't think you realize how proud of you I am and how happy I am that things are settling for you and that you have your freedom now! YAHOO!!!

Red, thank you for the updates...its so nice to see you post. It sounds like you are managing the best you can with your husband and I think you are taking the right approach. I miss you girlfriend.

Happy Belated Birthday Jewelz! It sounds like you had a wonderful birthday celebration. Glad to hear it! You deserve it.

Fiesty -- Im thinking about you and hoping that you have had some good luck in the job situation. I totally understand how frustrating it is. Keep breathing and stay optimistic!

Liza -- hey stranger!! Its wonderful to see you post when you get an opportunity! Hope things are good in your world.

Oman and Jenny -- you two amaze me with your strength to weather the weekdays without each other physically....but if any two can do it, you two can!

To all of my friends in Florida...I hope you get through Jeanne safely and without much damage. I am amazed at the amount of hits you have had to take in such a short amount of time...Please be safe.


Have a good week TCers. This will be a hell week for culminating with the festival next weekend. And then finally, I will have more free time again!

 

[omahaman2]

NG
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[InLust]

Reporting from hurricane torn Florida. All is well in my corner of the world. Had alot of wind for several hours, probably 5-6 inches of rain, lost at least half of my roof shingles this time around. I so hope this is the last time we get hit this season; seems we just start getting reasonably back to normal and another damn storm comes and takes away what little we have restored.

Hope the rest of you are enjoying your weekend.

Keeping Sorta and Danny in my thoughts and prayers

 

[redelicious]

Hi everyone-

Thanks for the welcomes back.

Update #2 - Hubby went back to the doctor on Sat. (he has an ear infection of all things). While he was there he told the doctor all about the anxiety and crazy way he has been acting. The dr. prescribed Paxil on the spot - this marks the first time hubby has actually taken anything. I'm relieved.

Jewelz- I hope your birthday was beautiful

(((((NG))))) I miss you too.

I've been thinking a lot about all of you in Florida. My dad moved down there last year (to Miami) and keeps escaping to Sarasota each time another huricane comes through (my uncle has a place). Also, Soron lives in Tampa and James G5 is in Orlando. I hope Jeanie is the last of it.

Sorta - I'm so sorry. You are in my thoughts.

 

[nrcma98]

1. Bathroom Etiquette I: Men Need Space in the Bathroom Cabinet, Too.


2. Bathroom Etiquette II: His Razor is His.


3. Communication Skills I: Tears - The Last Resort, not the First.


4. Communication Skills II: Thinking Before Speaking.


5. Communication Skills III: Getting What You Want Without Nagging.


6. Driving a Car Safely: A Skill You CAN Acquire.


7. Household Dust: A Harmless Natural Occurrence Only Women Notice.


8. Oil and Gasoline: Your Car Needs Both.


9. Integrating Your Laundry: Washing It All Together.


10. TV Remotes: For Men Only.

 

[nycdoctor]

I need to get fucked

 

[InLust]

I need to get fucked

Don't we all!

 

[TantaLiza]

Hey NG!!

Hope your festival rocks!!!

Same ol' stuff goin on in my neighborhood... lookin for a second job to supplement but no luck yet!! Will be lucky to get this month's extra $350 school payment paid.... crossin my fingers I can "borrow" it for a bit... ~sigh~

J's goin on a campin trip this weekend so "mommy" is gonna go party on her night off!! I need a bit of attention!!

Take care and pinch Nigel if he needs it!! ~giggle~


Hugs to the rest of the TC gang!!!

 

[DreamOfSun]

DoS... glad to hear your life is straightening out, too!! Enjoy

Originally posted by naughtygirl
Dreamy, I don't think you realize how proud of you I am and how happy I am that things are settling for you and that you have your freedom now! YAHOO!!!

Thank you both. I am pretty proud of myself as well. It is a long time coming and it feels great.

 

[sortacurious]

Quick post:

We made it through the rain...oh wait that's a song...but we really did. I've had just about enough of these hurricanes to last a lifetime.

We just got power back tonight.


I cannot thank you all enough. So much overwhelming gratitude in finding we have been in your thoughts and prayers.

I'm beyond exhausted so won't go into gory detail, but just to update briefly...My brother is still in the hospital. But, it's just a matter of when he will pass now. We've fought a battle, and now he's is on comfort measures only for his care. His body has begun what will be a process of shutting down. No one knows just how long it will take, but all his vitals and such indicate it's happening. They've moved him to a differnt floor, to clear space for someone that they can try to save.

We are doing...well, ok. Each morning I wake up and for a brief second before my mind remembers it's like all is normal. Then each morning it rushes in, and we start our day. I think this will stop when the grieving can start. I miss him terribly already. But, he's not in any pain and I take a tremendous amount of comfor from that.

I know that there have been many times, I've come here and prayed or ranted my frustration...so desperately wishing and hoping for his torment to ease. I'm trying to look at this as answered prayers. He's headed to peace and that's a really really good thing.

Those that sent me PMs, thank you!! I will try to answer them tomorrow. I just really really need to go to sleep for awhile now.

Nighty-night.

 

[DreamOfSun]

Sorta

 

[gina3]

Quick post:

We made it through the rain...oh wait that's a song...but we really did. I've had just about enough of these hurricanes to last a lifetime.

We just got power back tonight.


I cannot thank you all enough. So much overwhelming gratitude in finding we have been in your thoughts and prayers.

I'm beyond exhausted so won't go into gory detail, but just to update briefly...My brother is still in the hospital. But, it's just a matter of when he will pass now. We've fought a battle, and now he's is on comfort measures only for his care. His body has begun what will be a process of shutting down. No one knows just how long it will take, but all his vitals and such indicate it's happening. They've moved him to a differnt floor, to clear space for someone that they can try to save.

We are doing...well, ok. Each morning I wake up and for a brief second before my mind remembers it's like all is normal. Then each morning it rushes in, and we start our day. I think this will stop when the grieving can start. I miss him terribly already. But, he's not in any pain and I take a tremendous amount of comfor from that.

I know that there have been many times, I've come here and prayed or ranted my frustration...so desperately wishing and hoping for his torment to ease. I'm trying to look at this as answered prayers. He's headed to peace and that's a really really good thing.

Those that sent me PMs, thank you!! I will try to answer them tomorrow. I just really really need to go to sleep for awhile now.

Nighty-night.

Sorta,

I am so happy to hear that the storm didn't cause too much damage for you and the power is on!!

But I am so very sorry to hear about your brother. I am glad that he's going to finally be in peace and you're taking comfort in that, but I also know that it still must hurt like hell for you. So, I wish I could give you the biggest hug ever!

When I lost my aunt a few months ago I felt the same way. She struggled so very long, and was always so sick from her chemo and infections, that I was relieved when she passed and didn't have to struggle or be sick anymore. But it broke my heart to lose her.

I will say an extra prayer for you and your family tonight.


Now everyone say an extra prayer that I'll pass my securities licensing exam tomorrow!!!! If I don't pass it, I lose my job So I'm just a teensy bit nervous....lol

 

[DreamOfSun]

Now everyone say an extra prayer that I'll pass my securities licensing exam tomorrow!!!! If I don't pass it, I lose my job So I'm just a teensy bit nervous....lol

Good luck, gina! Hope things are going well for you.