*True Confessions*

[SecretScribe]

Re: Two Drink Minimum

no booze for me SS, I'm dangerous

ya, but what's tht have to do with booze?

 

[Soron]

*grabs her drink, sits down and snuggles on the couch with SS*

Hey KK.....could ya maybe pour Soron a couple of drinks!! Strong ones even!

BLUSHING

awww shucks ma'am

 

[SecretScribe]

*Hot Damn! Evening improves very noticeably*

* Very gladly accepts snuggling with Freya -- Mmmmmm*

 

[Soron]

Re: Re: Two Drink Minimum

ya, but what's tht have to do with booze?

*rolling on the floor*

 

[kkceohcs]

And we certainly are the lucky guys have such beautiful company...

smiling at RED and FREYA....gorgeous...

 

[SecretScribe]

And we certainly are the lucky guys have such beautiful company...

smiling at RED and FREYA....gorgeous...

*looks up from couch*
*seconded*

 

[sortacurious]

Hiya everyone, did somebody say drinks?

 

[kkceohcs]

Personally speaking, Ive never needed drinks to let a woman take advantage of me....

 

[Freya]

Hiya everyone, did somebody say drinks?

Peeing now...I was just about to hit reply and say "Where si my SC at?", refreshed and there you were!! Come snuggle with me and SS...he's so warm and cuddly.

 

[SecretScribe]

Hiya everyone, did somebody say drinks?

* looks up from couch again *

Hiya SC! good to see you around!

*Hopes KK will make drinks becuase really doesn't want to leave Freya's side*
*Yes, I'm being selfish*

 

[SecretScribe]

Personally speaking, Ive never needed drinks to let a woman take advantage of me....

Good on you!
A man has to have standards ... or a lack thereof

 

[kkceohcs]

Hiya everyone, did somebody say drinks?

Hiya SC...Hows your world Love?

We have Mezcal or Jack unless you would care for something more feminine?

 

[Freya]

Good on you!
A man has to have standards ... or a lack thereof

LMAO!!

 

[Freya]

* looks up from couch again *

Hiya SC! good to see you around!

*Hopes KK will make drinks becuase really doesn't want to leave Freya's side*
*Yes, I'm being selfish*

KK is the king of cabana boys..I'm sure he'll understand that I'm not letting you leave the couch.

 

[kkceohcs]

smiling big

a nd puttin on my CAbanna boy hat...

Id be happy to pour....

FREYA, werent you drinkin Rolling Rocks or was that Molson?

SS would hate to take either of those ladies from your side...

handing 2 shots to SS...Woo HOO...

 

[Freya]

Re: smiling big

a nd puttin on my CAbanna boy hat...

Id be happy to pour....

FREYA, werent you drinkin Rolling Rocks or was that Molson?

SS would hate to take either of those ladies from your side...

handing 2 shots to SS...Woo HOO...

MGD always sweetheart.

 

[SecretScribe]

I'm not letting you leave the couch.

* shivers *
* validation! *
* warm snuggles *

 

[SecretScribe]

Re: smiling big

SS would hate to take either of those ladies from your side...

handing 2 shots to SS...Woo HOO...

two????

SC did you sit down as well?

Damn, I must dead becuase this must be heaven

*forget the shivers, I may just get the shakes*

 

[kkceohcs]

MGD for you FREYA,,,


SC you never did decide what youd like to drink, love.


SS, validation????dont ya just love the attention?

 

[redelicious]

Ahh, thanks KK for the drink

SS - I have been here all along - just waiting for some tipsy man to take advantage of.

*Sits next to Soron

 

[SecretScribe]

Ahh, thanks KK for the drink

SS - I have been here all along - just waiting for some tipsy man to take advantage of.

*Sits next to Soron

Ummm .... there should be one shortly. Soron is a good candidate -- he's funny and good looking

 

[Soron]

Ahh, thanks KK for the drink

SS - I have been here all along - just waiting for some tipsy man to take advantage of.

*Sits next to Soron

oh my. am I going to get taken advantage of?

 

[Freya]

Ok, quick poll for hte men.

Why when someone says to someone "I need to know someone before cybering/giving out Yahoo info/etc" do they immediately say "Ok what do you want to know?"

I mean I dont carry a list of 20 questions with me..I dont' know what I want to know..I just want to know! How wrong is that?

 

[SecretScribe]

oh my. am I going to get taken advantage of?

*weg*

 

[dansretreat]

Please help

Hi all,

This thread moves way too fast for those of us who are computer impaired like me.

Welcome back Red, glad your trip was safe and fun. (As fun as it can be visiting family!)

Marilyth - We need more Sopranos fans on this thread! Bada Bing!

Jewelz Angel, I missed you by about seven minutes tonight! Sorry but I had a really rough night. I'll check in with you tomorrow.

So, here's my confession for tonight:
I fell in love with a woman when I was 17 years old. At 22 we got married. At 29 we were divorced. At 30 I re-married her. Why you ask? Because I loved her, even though she was making me a physical and emotional wreck. Well, we packed up our troubles and moved to FL from NYC and tried to start a new life together, only problem was we took all of our old baggage with us on the trip. Turned into same shit, different state. Now I was REALLY fucked up and feeling worthless. So this year we split up again. I've made some positive changes in my life. I've gotten some help and my family has supported me so much, I don't know what I'd do without them. (I'd probably be dead.)

So, me ex is in the process of moving out of our old place and to make a long story short, she's going through some real emotional trauma. Her Mom died and her Dad remarried and he isn't always there for her. She's having some real problems and I've tried to distance myself from them as much as I can but after 17 years together it's not easy. So, tonight I get the phone call that her Dad didn't come through on a promise he made to her (which is par for the course for this asshole) and she's hysterical on the phone (which is also par for the course for her) except this time she's telling me she's killing herself cause she can't take it anymore. I rush over there and spend three hours trying to stop her from taking her own life. I finally was able to calm her down enough where I felt it was safe for me to leave her alone. I don't know if she would have gone through with it or not but I know her pretty damn well and it scared the shit out of me.

I can't do this again. I know I'm not responsible for her anymore but It's just not in my nature to abandon someone, especially someone I've spent half my life with, but it's killing me. I start to feel better about myself and start to get my life moving in the right direction again and then something happens that drags me back down to square one again. I've poured all of my love and energy into this relationship, twice, and it's left me a real mess. I had hoped that after this final split she would have gotten herself settled and found happiness but it's not going to happen I guess. Maybe I was looking for an excuse not to feel guilty about the split. I still feel like I abandoned her, even though the relationship was tearing me apart and I had to get out or I was going to have a complete nervous breakdown. (instead of the mild one I did have.) How do I just walk away and let her suffer when every fiber of my being as a man and as a provider says I've failed her? (Angel, you understand where I'm coming from.)

Anyway, I've put some Francis Albert on the box, poured myself a nice glass of Frangelica on Ice, lit up a macanudo and chilled out. I figure if I'm going to be up all night, I might as well do it in style.

Thanks.