*True Confessions*

[sortacurious]

*sigh*....you are so much better at me when it comes to "dealing"....just so you know you dont have to go at it alone.

Nah, we're both strong Bad Gurlz! Survivors!
I know I don't have to, and knowing that gives me the strength to not let my soul shrivel up and die. If I ever think that I'm loosing my grip on my soul, believe me...I will reach out, and you are my inspiration. The love right here is what keeps me going at times. To see people loving one another, comforting and supporting, making each other laugh, and being so naughty together...that's what it's really all about. It keeps my spirit intact.

 

[meop79]

*HUGS*

Meop79@yahoo.com

 

[sortacurious]

Oh Yeah! And the Hugs!!!! Love the hugs!

Thank you Meop!

 

[Jewelz]

Nah, we're both strong Bad Gurlz! Survivors!
I know I don't have to, and knowing that gives me the strength to not let my soul shrivel up and die. If I ever think that I'm loosing my grip on my soul, believe me...I will reach out, and you are my inspiration. The love right here is what keeps me going at times. To see people loving one another, comforting and supporting, making each other laugh, and being so naughty together...that's what it's really all about. It keeps my spirit intact.

YOU are my inspiration!!

 

[meop79]

Oh Yeah! And the Hugs!!!! Love the hugs!
Thank you Meop!

Sweet tender 's SC you are special and I'll always have hugs for you...

Meop79@yahoo.com

 

[SweetSexyLady]

True Confessions...hmmm

I think I like this thread, great idea Jewelz! Get ready, I have good ones, naughty ones and some that are bad, and even sad.

1. I was molested from the time I was 4 until I was 12, (by my grandfather-in-law).

2. The state took my 3 kids away from me and my ex in 1999. I fought for them and lost.

3. I've had thougths and fantasies about killing my ex's brother and his wife (they have my kids).

4. I still lust after my boyfriend, just can't get enough of him and it's been 1 and a half years!

5. I want to have sex with a woman.

6. I have kissed a woman (WOW!).

7. I masturbate while reading erotic stories.

8. I secretly want to have sex with my best friend of 15 years.

9. I cry real hard once or twice a month over my kids.

10. I despise liars, cheaters and those who steal.

11. I have dreams about my kids every night, some about reuniting and others about losing them all over again.

12. I'm going to have surgery to remove the loose skin left over from my pregnancies that no amount of excersising will get rid of.

13. I hate ppl who have problems with other ppl because of race, or sexual preferance.

14. Just once I want to dress up like a goth, black hair, the whole nine yards.

15. I want to do a strip tease for my boyfriend.

16. I want to have at least one more baby.


So...are those good enough or do you guys want more?

 

[meop79]

More

Meop79@yahoo.com

 

[SweetSexyLady]

Ok...here's a few more....

17. I love music of all kinds.

18. I love going horse back riding...when I can

19. I HATE being so damn busy.

20. I love my friends and I'll do whatever I can to help them when they need me.

21. I am a very loyal person, almost to a fault.

22. I'll kick anyone's butt if they hurt\make fun of etc. my kids or my friends.

23. I used to show Doberman Pinschers when I was little.

24. When I was 13 I stole a book from a bookstore using my brother and his stroller ( I tucked the book under him).

25. I was humiliated when my mom made me take the book back and apologize.

26. The only thing I have stolen since then is 's

 

[Jewelz]

Re: True Confessions...hmmm

I think I like this thread, great idea Jewelz! Get ready, I have good ones, naughty ones and some that are bad, and even sad.

So...are those good enough or do you guys want more?

Glad you liked the premise of the thread!! More so that you are comfy enough to participate. Those were some heavy confessions. I am really truly sorry to hear about your children.. That would absolutely kill me. I wish you the best in that situation!! Lucky you to have kissed a woman!! Its my biggest fantasy to be with another woman but if all i get is to just kiss one........ahhhhh....my hubby is like beyond supportive of me exploring that side of my sexuality...lol....men!!

Of course, confess any time you wish!! *HUGS*

 

[meop79]

SSL those are wonderfull and you'll steel plenty of 's here

Meop79@yahoo.com

 

[SweetSexyLady]

Re: Re: True Confessions...hmmm

Glad you liked the premise of the thread!! More so that you are comfy enough to participate. Those were some heavy confessions. I am really truly sorry to hear about your children.. That would absolutely kill me. I wish you the best in that situation!! Lucky you to have kissed a woman!! Its my biggest fantasy to be with another woman but if all i get is to just kiss one........ahhhhh....my hubby is like beyond supportive of me exploring that side of my sexuality...lol....men!!

Of course, confess any time you wish!! *HUGS*

Losing my kids almost did kill me, but then I met my current boyfriend and he saved me...it's too bad he couldn't have saved me before I lost them, but I don't blame him for it.

And kissing that woman happened after I lost my kids. I know I'll never be with one...there are rules ya know. I am way too possessive to even think about sharing my man...he's too good at what he does. He says "If you fu** her then so do I." There is one woman who I could have sex with and he wouldn't, because he already has. She's a lesbian friend of ours. But she's getting married to her girlfriend in September. Although I regret missing out, I wish them the best of luck!

 

[Jewelz]

Re: Re: Re: True Confessions...hmmm

And kissing that woman happened after I lost my kids. I know I'll never be with one...there are rules ya know. I am way too possessive to even think about sharing my man...he's too good at what he does. He says "If you fu** her then so do I." There is one woman who I could have sex with and he wouldn't, because he already has. She's a lesbian friend of ours. But she's getting married to her girlfriend in September. Although I regret missing out, I wish them the best of luck!

I am WAY too possessive and too jealous...there is NO WAY I could watch my husband with another woman (or any man i was with)...even if she and I were having our fun...it just wouldnt be cool with me. He says he would be happy to just be an onlooker and get satisfaction out of me being pleasured. He says that he would love to participate but he understands my "insecurities". So he would be just as happy to just watch.

I have a crush on a female...and have thought about kissing her often ..*blush*

 

[sortacurious]

Hiya SweetSexy, good to see you here at the confessional. My prayers for you and your children.



Afternoon 'fessions:

* Loves the way Jewelz thinks.

* Thought I was gonna cry at Jewelz and Meop's loving words earlier. Thanks you two.

* Feeling very wicked today.

* My bestest friend (ok, and ex-lover) came to see me again today. *melt* He looks so good now. It's amazing.

* He has the bluest eyes I've ever seen.

* He whispered naughty things in my ear! He's so bad!

* I think he wants to go back to being lovers. And I'm not sure what to think of that.

* Good lord, he's all man! AND he makes me laugh constantly, such a crazy guy. ok, not going to think about this anymore.

* Still waiting to hear if my brother got put in jail today. Ugh, my stomach does flip-flops just thinking of him like that.

* I really want to go camping, and I'm getting frustrated that I still haven't gone this year. This is so not like me.

* Had very wet dreams last night, what is up with these dreams?

* Does anyone else miss the Wicked Truth thread?

ok, enough of my madness....

 

[sortacurious]

OH! And Wild,

I got your email, and tried to answer it, but today it isn't showing that I replied, so I guess it didn't go through. Sorry about that.

But thanks so much for your kind words. It made me feel so good to hear that you would use one as a wallpaper!

 

[wildone28]

OH! And Wild,

I got your email, and tried to answer it, but today it isn't showing that I replied, so I guess it didn't go through. Sorry about that.

But thanks so much for your kind words. It made me feel so good to hear that you would use one as a wallpaper!

Sorta...Hey!! Sorry the email didn't come through..I just wanted you to know that those were the most wonderful pics I have seen..And to know you took them is awesome! You are a wonderful photographer..I am still trying to decide which one I want to use..

I am glad that it made you feel good to hear the words..They were meant from the bottom of my heart!

 

[Starfyre]

big confession today

well... let me see....

*my husband left me via e-mail a few months ago... he's in the military and is just not coming home... he thinks I will be oh so helpful as always and file for him and everything, along with all the other things I've done so far (sell the house, pack and move and separate our belongings)

*I have a lover who makes me feel better than I have in years and years. He is my best friend.

*he insists that I should not commit myself to anyone, as it is too soon... yet he speaks to me sometimes of the future, and what might happen between us

*this same lover recently encouraged me to go see an old flame... one who wanted to renew that fire, at least during the visit... I didn't know if this was some kind of test or what... and I went on the trip... and there was a fair amount of fire.

*knowing this, my lover still wants to see me and insists that it was not a test or a game... that he wants me to have adventures if I like and do things that make me happy... and that this is what he wants to do...

*I'm pretty confused about this whole arrangement! I do want to ah... have adventures... but I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings. It feels good to be desired. =)

*on another thread, people are talking about lust and what makes one lust after someone... and what makes them lust for you... I find myself in the strange position of having two men interested in me just when I was feeling none would be.

*I am not used to that kind of attention at all, and I was married for 14 years... to my high school sweetheart

*I worry for friends made here... going through so much more than I am... and hope that if anyone needs to vent they know I'll volunteer to listen

Thanks for listening to me... =)
Starfyre

 

[meop79]

*Hands out random HUGS!!!!!!!*

Meop79@yahoo.com

 

[redelicious]

Just an update for you all-

*Husband actually made a mental health appointment for tomorrow (I'm stunned).

*Son nursed only one time today - right before bed. He nursed a good long while and didn't bite me once.

*It's too damn hot where I live

*My OM's birthday is Saturday and I probably won't get to see him or talk with him.

*Missing him

*Hoping a certain Lit buddy is having fun camping with his new friend


Red

 

[naughtygirl]

Hi all...*hugs* to everyone who could use one today...

*I miss the Wicked Truth thread tooo!!!!!!!! but Im at a loss for questions to ask...

 

[naughtygirl]

Some evening confessions...

*he wasnt able to call yet since I have gotten out of work. a bit worried, he seemed like he might be stressed and I also know he had to get to his biz by 3 his time, hopes everything is ok

*got some sleep

*really hoping he calls me tonight, regardless of the time, want to hear his voice, just listen to him talk

*thought about him at work a lot today, got all tingly and then became seriously wet at the thought of him here and all the beautiful things I would do to him *weg*

*talked to my best friend tonight about my new friend, hates that he gets so protective of me, saw him "curl up" inside when I told him that I have never felt this type of connection with another man, not even another person, *teared up when I said this to my friend*

*thinks he was hurt by that

*resents that he wants me to be by his side always, resents that he says I will never settle down, that Im too much of a free spirit...thinks this is what he wants!!! so I will always put him before any other man, resents that he wants the best of both worlds, his gay lover and me, "his soulmate", as he puts it...so not fair.....but knows that Im his anchor, his home and I love him for that. but he still pisses me right the fuck off!

*angry that he started questioning me about where it was going etc. I just want to enjoy it, and not worry about it, trying very hard to do this....doesnt want to feel pressure, trying not to overanaylze it....doesnt want to freak and push him away

*feeling very sexy tonight, very seductive

*is listening to Santana, the song Corazon Espinado....has no idea what they are saying, well ok i know he is singing about love and a woman....damn I need to learn spanish!!!...but its so sexy and it totally turns me on

NG

 

[SexyAmber]

* hates to admit it, but there's a part of me that's jealous of Matt for his newfound gf (hate that green devil in me LOL)

* is really slacking off at work today

* is going golfing this afternoon, so I'll be out of here early

Awe Raw honey *gives him a huge hug and kiss* you know you are special to me


Today's....

1. The First line in his confession actually made me gasp, it was absolutely beautiful

2. Found he is so much more than sex and his romantic and passionate side is breath taking

3. The sex is wicked too

4. I miss his voice and the way he says baby

5. I am scared of the feelings I am starting to develop

6. I am trying not to run from it

7. I missed all my lit friends today

8. I would give up forever to touch him

9. Will get the Wicked Truth thread running I promise

 

[Jewelz]

*Really excited for SC and what may be.......

*Loves the pics she took while she was on the phone with me too. I have one on my desktop right now and I think of her every time I see it. Wishing I were sitting right there with her

*Yes, miss the wicked truth thread too

*wishing all good things for Starfyre!!

*Red's post made me smile and my thoughts are with her hubby and the weaning!

*hugs for NG....you deserve anything good that comes your way and you surely deserve to "just enjoy it".

*talked to fiesty for a short time tonight, she is sunburned and needed coffee badly..missing her tons!

*Ambers post made me get teary eyed and miss all things wonderful with Phe...I wish her the most happiness and passion because she so deserves this!!

*was feeling very sexy but someone's words to me tonight totally blew that for me

*wishes i could talk to someone right now

*the house that hubby looked at tonight was pretty much *ick*...so back to the drawing board. tired of not being able to find something.

*sippin on my tequila rose

*wonders how "ok" it is of me to have this girl on my mind alot

 

[SexyAmber]

*hugs jewelz* I know you miss him beautiful

*soft kiss*

 

[samanthak1721]

My confessions for the night, or for the moment...

* He called today, at work - said that he still wants to talk and be friends, knows that I must hate him for what he did. He just doesn't seem to understand that I can't really talk because I care too much. Besides, everytime we talk, we end up back where we were, and if he really wants to try to work out his life, and I really care for him that much, shouldn't I make him stand by his decision?

* Went to the Dr. today - did not get good news, completely bummed tonight.

*Told hubby - he said "oh, okay" and proceeded to go to bed.

*Need to be held so badly right now, I can't hardly stand it.

*Wishing I could be somewhere else.

* Reading over last few days confessions, and seeing Red's brought tears to my eyes and chills all over. We need to talk, I think we are married to the same man.

Mmm, that's all for now -
Sam

 

[naughtygirl]

*waves hello to my sweet gurlz*

*am actually doing work, developing some lessons plans for my art classes

*nyc guy just called, heard him talking to my internet answering service, wants to call him back but knows he is at work and getting ready for a meeting

*said he would hop online in a bit, or call me later *ginning stupidly now*

*has played his message over 6 times so far just to hear his voice

*FEELS LIKE A COMPLETE BUMBLING IDIOT AT THE MOMENT!!!!

*wondering if these confessions will come back to bite me later in the ass *sigh*

NG