*True Confessions*
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samanthak1721
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Okay, I get it - sorry, I was on a "insult his mommy role" - I getcha - be strong !!
Marilyth
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Late Night Confession
* Had a nice day with S.O.
* Didn't get much done, but I am relatively happy and relaxed.
* Went to therapy tonite. Went alright. Found that he is moderately happy, which is usual & good. He found that I am not. I am a 3 out of 10. He seemed sorta surprised at the level of my sadness. Could tell he was holding back tears at times.
* I cried twice at therapy, but didn't show it much. Just a few tears and nose running (god I hate that).
* Grilled steaks tonite! I'm awesome at the grill too! Watch out boys, a woman can grill! WOOHOO!!
* Steak was awesome.
* Watched the Dead Zone tonite, to catch up for Sunday. I love Anthony Michael Hall, he's gotten so cute!!
* Roomie #2 came in very drunk tonite. She's upset about a friend, and came in giggly as all get out. I've never seen her like this.
* Held her hair back when she puked. I hate that!
* She got upset right before bed, thinking about her friend. Her "bf" type person, came over and is taking care of her. Don't think I have the energy.
* I have a phone interview tomorrow with Nebraska Employment for my unemployment insurance.
* I have an interview with an agency for placement. We'll see how that works.
* I'm supposed to go to karaoke and sing tomorrow night. I'll have to see how I feel about that. Did a contest last week, not gonna do that for a while. I don't know if my friends are legit when they say I can sing, or if they're being nice. I can't always tell, even though I listen through the speakers.
Ok, now that's way too much. I need a Mr. Pibb, and some fun. ::Yawn:: Shaw, whatever.
* Had a nice day with S.O.
* Didn't get much done, but I am relatively happy and relaxed.
* Went to therapy tonite. Went alright. Found that he is moderately happy, which is usual & good. He found that I am not. I am a 3 out of 10. He seemed sorta surprised at the level of my sadness. Could tell he was holding back tears at times.
* I cried twice at therapy, but didn't show it much. Just a few tears and nose running (god I hate that).
* Grilled steaks tonite! I'm awesome at the grill too! Watch out boys, a woman can grill! WOOHOO!!
* Steak was awesome.
* Watched the Dead Zone tonite, to catch up for Sunday. I love Anthony Michael Hall, he's gotten so cute!!
* Roomie #2 came in very drunk tonite. She's upset about a friend, and came in giggly as all get out. I've never seen her like this.
* Held her hair back when she puked. I hate that!
* She got upset right before bed, thinking about her friend. Her "bf" type person, came over and is taking care of her. Don't think I have the energy.
* I have a phone interview tomorrow with Nebraska Employment for my unemployment insurance.
* I have an interview with an agency for placement. We'll see how that works.
* I'm supposed to go to karaoke and sing tomorrow night. I'll have to see how I feel about that. Did a contest last week, not gonna do that for a while. I don't know if my friends are legit when they say I can sing, or if they're being nice. I can't always tell, even though I listen through the speakers.
Ok, now that's way too much. I need a Mr. Pibb, and some fun. ::Yawn:: Shaw, whatever.
sortacurious
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{{{{{{Hugs}}}}} Sam & Red
*True to fight the blues tonight, trying to stay in that wicked mood.
* Brother was put in jail today. My heart is breaking to think of his sweet soul sitting in such a place. But he's a fool, too. Maybe, just maybe he'll learn a lesson. At least he won't have access to drugs.
* Took his medication to the jail, and thankfully the jailer assured me it would be dispensed to him consistantly, that may improve things, too.
*Really going for optomism! I think it's working.
* Still thinking about my friend. So happy that he's not been having nightmares with the new PTSD med, and that he stopped taking Morphine. He looks alive again.
* Still, always and forever HORNY!!!! ACK!
*True to fight the blues tonight, trying to stay in that wicked mood.
* Brother was put in jail today.
My heart is breaking to think of his sweet soul sitting in such a place. But he's a fool, too. Maybe, just maybe he'll learn a lesson. At least he won't have access to drugs.* Took his medication to the jail, and thankfully the jailer assured me it would be dispensed to him consistantly, that may improve things, too.
*Really going for optomism! I think it's working.
* Still thinking about my friend. So happy that he's not been having nightmares with the new PTSD med, and that he stopped taking Morphine. He looks alive again.
* Still, always and forever HORNY!!!! ACK!
meop79
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*I miss whspr
*I love whspr
*I need whspr
*I adore whspr
*I dream of whspr
*I long for whspr.....
Meop79@yahoo.com
*I love whspr
*I need whspr
*I adore whspr
*I dream of whspr
*I long for whspr.....
Meop79@yahoo.com
badmatt
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Thursday's confessions....
-Despite the fact that I am absolutely a bad boy, I am still a hopeful romantic. Never hopeless, never that.
-Had what seemed 3 minutes (but what was actually 45 whole minutes of lunch) of freedom today....slipped into the shower in My bathroom at work and thought wicked thoughts about her. Couldn't help but cum.
-Was totally crushed to see that she'd gone to sleep.
-Despite the fact that I am absolutely a bad boy, I am still a hopeful romantic. Never hopeless, never that.
-Had what seemed 3 minutes (but what was actually 45 whole minutes of lunch) of freedom today....slipped into the shower in My bathroom at work and thought wicked thoughts about her. Couldn't help but cum.
-Was totally crushed to see that she'd gone to sleep.
meop79
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nastygirl said:
Ummm I don't know him but DAMN
What the hell he questions where you are and wants to be all controlling while he has himself a gay lover?WTF!?
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samanthak1721
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Sorta,
Continue to stay wicked - it's all fun!
I'm sorry about your brother, sounds like there is a chance though, so that's good - optimism is always good!!
Horny is good too, as long as you get some relief every once in a while!!
Thanks for the hugs -
Sam
Continue to stay wicked - it's all fun!
I'm sorry about your brother, sounds like there is a chance though, so that's good - optimism is always good!!
Horny is good too, as long as you get some relief every once in a while!!
Thanks for the hugs -
Sam
sortacurious
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Midnight 'fessions:
* Watching Naded on the Web Cam is too funny.
Hey Gulrz!!!! He's got a sweet ASS, and showing it off. You gotta see it! Makes you wanna sink your teeth into it.
Clyde, you know I'm only eight hours away.
Yes Sam, wicked is always good, and horny is great, but relief would be much better.
* Watching Naded on the Web Cam is too funny.
Hey Gulrz!!!! He's got a sweet ASS, and showing it off. You gotta see it! Makes you wanna sink your teeth into it.
Clyde, you know I'm only eight hours away.
Yes Sam, wicked is always good, and horny is great, but relief would be much better.
sortacurious
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Lady_Sam
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sneaking in for a very late night confession
*Has been putting off sleep for about two hours now. Is tired of sleeping alone*
*Is still living in a state of frustration. Wonders if it gets easier to go without sex after the second year. Thinks it's gonna be that long before she has sex again*
*Was contacted by an ex tonight. One of the things he said was I was good in bed and tasted sweet. Boy does that NOT help with the frustrations*
*Really needs to have some time away from child. But parents are going away for the weekend*
*Has been putting off sleep for about two hours now. Is tired of sleeping alone*
*Is still living in a state of frustration. Wonders if it gets easier to go without sex after the second year. Thinks it's gonna be that long before she has sex again*
*Was contacted by an ex tonight. One of the things he said was I was good in bed and tasted sweet. Boy does that NOT help with the frustrations*
*Really needs to have some time away from child. But parents are going away for the weekend*
Freya
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Drank too much tonight
Having trust issues with two of my best friends
Running scared of feelings she has lately
Hates the smell of pot
Having serious confidence problems
Wishes I'd lived a normal life
Wishes she hadn't screwed up so many good things in her life
Feels like she's going to screw up anything else good
Wishes she could stop crying
Needs to leanr to relax and accept things as they are
Needs a damn job
Needs a hug
Has had 3 people tell her she's a good person today, and is still fighting to believe it
Drank too much tonight
Having trust issues with two of my best friends
Running scared of feelings she has lately
Hates the smell of pot
Having serious confidence problems
Wishes I'd lived a normal life
Wishes she hadn't screwed up so many good things in her life
Feels like she's going to screw up anything else good
Wishes she could stop crying
Needs to leanr to relax and accept things as they are
Needs a damn job
Needs a hug
Has had 3 people tell her she's a good person today, and is still fighting to believe it
Drank too much tonight
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meop79
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*sneaks after lady_sam slowly sliping up behnd her*
Psssssst... your panties are on fire!
I think you're too damn hot!
Meop79@yahoo.com
Psssssst... your panties are on fire!
I think you're too damn hot!
Meop79@yahoo.com
meop79
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See! SEE!!!! I told you! Tem panties... well you was so Hot they burned plumb off! *Best southern drawl*
Meop79@yahoo.com
Meop79@yahoo.com
meop79
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You don't ever wear bra's do you? or do they just burn up before you can get out of your room...?
Meop79@yahoo.com
Meop79@yahoo.com
meop79
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Yeah right mmm hmmm that is so not true!
I know for positive that they wouldn't sag to the floor because there would be plenty of guys there to hold them up!
Meop79@yahoo.com
I know for positive that they wouldn't sag to the floor because there would be plenty of guys there to hold them up!
Meop79@yahoo.com
Angelofsex
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There is alot going on in my life things to worry about and thing to upset me.
1. Wednesday I fault with my daughter, telling her to stay out of my life. What I do is my business. It seems to her I can't play on the computer or stay out later. Mom is to be home and do nothing.
2. Had a big fight with hubby, of course over money. So tired of fighting, where does it end.
3. When up to my room and just stood there thinking. Some times the pills look better and better to me, don't worry I won't.
4. Wonder what today will bring, things happens in threes.
1. Wednesday I fault with my daughter, telling her to stay out of my life. What I do is my business. It seems to her I can't play on the computer or stay out later. Mom is to be home and do nothing.
2. Had a big fight with hubby, of course over money. So tired of fighting, where does it end.
3. When up to my room and just stood there thinking. Some times the pills look better and better to me, don't worry I won't.
4. Wonder what today will bring, things happens in threes.
sortacurious
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Angel,
I never know if someone just needs to speak their hearts and then step away from it or if a response is appropriate. But, I wanted you to know how sorry I am to hear you are having such a difficult time. I'll be praying that this time it doesn't come in threes. If you need someone to talk to just let me know, k?
Hugs & Kisses
I never know if someone just needs to speak their hearts and then step away from it or if a response is appropriate. But, I wanted you to know how sorry I am to hear you are having such a difficult time. I'll be praying that this time it doesn't come in threes. If you need someone to talk to just let me know, k?
Hugs & Kisses
Angelofsex
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sortacurious said:Angel,
I never know if someone just needs to speak their hearts and then step away from it or if a response is appropriate. But, I wanted you to know how sorry I am to hear you are having such a difficult time. I'll be praying that this time it doesn't come in threes. If you need someone to talk to just let me know, k?
Hugs & Kisses
Thank you very much.........It's been so bad lately.......and I have alot on my plate........seems like they don't think of that at all......Thank you again, I will keep it in mind.
Lady_Sam said:
Speaking from experience, Sam...it never gets easier, more like tolerable... I went 3 1/2 yrs...too picky and need more than just a fuck.... Besides, raising a kid on your own doesn't leave much "me" time...I know the feelings so well...would be glad to help give you the time....NO QUESTIONS ASKED....unlike some of my family....
Just to let you know....you're not alone...been there for 12 yrs myself...
Hugs sister!!
Liza
Extra hugs to Confession Ladies......even you, too, Matt...
Now for morning confession....
*2 more days...not including today....til I have to go back to work...what am I going to do without my playtime???
*went to sleep, His voice in my ear...woke up wishing I was in His arms....
*going to an amusement park today...letting my kid and her friend play...me...alone and walking...too much time to think......
*maybe I should take along my writing pad....
*like others, I wonder if I'll screw this one up, too...
*want to see close friends more often....need and want to give my support to them....
*feel very lonely some days...
*thinking of Him helps me....
*sometimes the quietness of the house can be so comforting... others, lonely as hell.......
*Knowing I could be so worse off, I really have no right to complain.....
*appreciates this place where I can come to display my thoughts without fear of recriminations....
*must wean myself so I can start back to work without withdrawals...
*I love a good watermelon!!
*would like a good grilled steak...mmmmm
*would love a kiss from Him, more.....
*damn....I try but can't keep Him out of my thoughts for very long....I give up...
*those eyes...they haunt me...making me want....making me feel....
ENOUGH.....gonna start my day....may surf in an out for a while...
....more confession....tonight.......
Hug and have a great day my friends!!!
Liza
Now for morning confession....
*2 more days...not including today....til I have to go back to work...what am I going to do without my playtime???
*went to sleep, His voice in my ear...woke up wishing I was in His arms....
*going to an amusement park today...letting my kid and her friend play...me...alone and walking...too much time to think......
*maybe I should take along my writing pad....
*like others, I wonder if I'll screw this one up, too...
*want to see close friends more often....need and want to give my support to them....
*feel very lonely some days...
*thinking of Him helps me....
*sometimes the quietness of the house can be so comforting... others, lonely as hell.......
*Knowing I could be so worse off, I really have no right to complain.....
*appreciates this place where I can come to display my thoughts without fear of recriminations....
*must wean myself so I can start back to work without withdrawals...
*I love a good watermelon!!
*would like a good grilled steak...mmmmm
*would love a kiss from Him, more.....
*damn....I try but can't keep Him out of my thoughts for very long....I give up...
*those eyes...they haunt me...making me want....making me feel....
ENOUGH.....gonna start my day....may surf in an out for a while...
....more confession....tonight.......
Hug and have a great day my friends!!!
Liza
SexyAmber
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*hugs to all of you* I hope the sun shines a little more brightly for you who are feeling down today
Todays
*can't believe I missed him last night, damnit!*
*read things her wrote on the wicked truth thread, he is perfect*
*I need to talk to him today, tonight, I miss him*
*le sigh*
Todays
*can't believe I missed him last night, damnit!*
*read things her wrote on the wicked truth thread, he is perfect*
*I need to talk to him today, tonight, I miss him*
*le sigh*
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