*True Confessions*
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confessed
* i am far behind in my on-line class,
* iam pissed because, inorder to get my promotion...to Teacher..I had to state in my letter of interest that I was already enrolled in the three classes I needed in order to be considered for the position
**** and I needed the title and the extra pay....
* i only needed 24 units...in early child development
* fuckidy fuck fuck fuck
* should have taken the class las year
* fuck no wait...I spent three months on crutches and off work and pissed off
* so why the fuck would I think that I could or want to take any more fucking classes
* and am really pissed off that I have delayed getting my History degree because I work fucking full-time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
* here I am almost fucking forty years old and I STILL haven't gotten my AA
* I decided that my children were important and going to school at night was killing me ten years ago
* and my dh is a long haul trucker so it was just me
* so I went to my on-line class and posted a late observation
* am pissed because I am going to settle for a "C" and I am not going to bust my ass for an "A"
* am sort of disappointed with that choice
* but as I am a whining ass right now it will just have to do
* but god damn it how long am I going to have to keep choosing between Latin and my fucking job???????
* if it don't pay the bills that you can 't do it.... says my dh
* smack
*but I know the instructor of the on-line class and I will pester her and make her take my late work
* my toe hurts and is now more purple since last night
* must tape it together
* oh that is going to be ever so fucking fun
*i love sleeping
* i love my new avatar
* i feel more confident with this than nothing at all
* that hurt to have a blank area there
* i take things way too personal
* i need a shower and to get my ass moving
* got to be out of the house and in the car by 0745
* relieved that hours got changed at work...got more time in the morning
*got mor e time to grow up about the class and ...
****JUst fucking do IT!!!
okay gots to go and get my day moving
Bright good day to all!
* i am far behind in my on-line class,
* iam pissed because, inorder to get my promotion...to Teacher..I had to state in my letter of interest that I was already enrolled in the three classes I needed in order to be considered for the position
**** and I needed the title and the extra pay....
* i only needed 24 units...in early child development
* fuckidy fuck fuck fuck
* should have taken the class las year
* fuck no wait...I spent three months on crutches and off work and pissed off
* so why the fuck would I think that I could or want to take any more fucking classes
* and am really pissed off that I have delayed getting my History degree because I work fucking full-time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
* here I am almost fucking forty years old and I STILL haven't gotten my AA
* I decided that my children were important and going to school at night was killing me ten years ago
* and my dh is a long haul trucker so it was just me
* so I went to my on-line class and posted a late observation
* am pissed because I am going to settle for a "C" and I am not going to bust my ass for an "A"
* am sort of disappointed with that choice
* but as I am a whining ass right now it will just have to do
* but god damn it how long am I going to have to keep choosing between Latin and my fucking job???????
* if it don't pay the bills that you can 't do it.... says my dh
* smack
*but I know the instructor of the on-line class and I will pester her and make her take my late work
* my toe hurts and is now more purple since last night
* must tape it together
* oh that is going to be ever so fucking fun
*i love sleeping
* i love my new avatar
* i feel more confident with this than nothing at all
* that hurt to have a blank area there
* i take things way too personal
* i need a shower and to get my ass moving
* got to be out of the house and in the car by 0745
* relieved that hours got changed at work...got more time in the morning
*got mor e time to grow up about the class and ...
****JUst fucking do IT!!!
okay gots to go and get my day moving
Bright good day to all!
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1fiestyredhead
Bad Pennies Always Return
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Monday morning confessions:
* knows for a fact that Mondays suck
* is seeing a regression in my daughter's anorexic behavior
* knows how close I came to losing her last time and is really, really scared
* hates what this disorder does to her...it's so much more than not eating
* knows that when she says she hates me, it's not true, but it still hurts
* hurts for naded
* feels pretty helpless to help those I care about right now
* is going to the beach, hoping for a little peace, tranquility and insight ....
* knows for a fact that Mondays suck
* is seeing a regression in my daughter's anorexic behavior
* knows how close I came to losing her last time and is really, really scared
* hates what this disorder does to her...it's so much more than not eating
* knows that when she says she hates me, it's not true, but it still hurts
* hurts for naded
* feels pretty helpless to help those I care about right now
* is going to the beach, hoping for a little peace, tranquility and insight ....
wildrose70
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Phelan said:
OMG nothing wrong with that..that I can see
Lance Hardrock
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Back after about 10 pages
wow, the confessional sure has been busy this weekend.
*Confesses how much I hate the weekends. Wanna play with my litmates, but can't. damn it all. Damn it all.
*Loves being back on Monday. Hates catching up and not being able to reply to all the posts during the weekend.
*Think I'll write a new story today if work doesn't interfere.
Hi everyone. Glad to see you all here.
wow, the confessional sure has been busy this weekend.
*Confesses how much I hate the weekends. Wanna play with my litmates, but can't. damn it all. Damn it all.
*Loves being back on Monday. Hates catching up and not being able to reply to all the posts during the weekend.
*Think I'll write a new story today if work doesn't interfere.
Hi everyone. Glad to see you all here.
SexyAmber
Queen of the Damned
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Today's
1. I have made a conscious decision not to get caught up in any drama anymore. On the net and in my life.
2. I am completely enjoying writing again and am glad I came back to do so.
3. I wish I could find very good roleplayers to join me...many here but not sure about how to involve them.
4. I decided to wear my hair in pigtails today.
5. I wish I could stop having bad dreams.
6. I want to complete find someone and explore him and worship his mind and body with mine.
7. I am doing a charity event for the Make-A-Wish foundation today...met the children going to recieve the wishes...2 seven year boys with brain cancer......they were loving and cheerful and such a positive attitude ..despite walking around with iv carriers and morphine pumps...it put things in perspective ...I will make a conscious effort to try and let the little things not bother me
8. Two minutes before I meant them I was bitching that my coffee was too hot...reality check!
I hope you all are doing well and that you all know someone cares ...smile today!
A
1. I have made a conscious decision not to get caught up in any drama anymore. On the net and in my life.
2. I am completely enjoying writing again and am glad I came back to do so.
3. I wish I could find very good roleplayers to join me...many here but not sure about how to involve them.
4. I decided to wear my hair in pigtails today.
5. I wish I could stop having bad dreams.
6. I want to complete find someone and explore him and worship his mind and body with mine.
7. I am doing a charity event for the Make-A-Wish foundation today...met the children going to recieve the wishes...2 seven year boys with brain cancer......they were loving and cheerful and such a positive attitude ..despite walking around with iv carriers and morphine pumps...it put things in perspective ...I will make a conscious effort to try and let the little things not bother me
8. Two minutes before I meant them I was bitching that my coffee was too hot...reality check!
I hope you all are doing well and that you all know someone cares ...smile today!
A 
DreamOfSun
An Unfinished Woman
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Newbie... of sorts
* Today I decided to start anew at Lit... after posting very rarely a few months ago with another username and lurking here every day since then!
* I am so happy to see Amber back on the boards once again... you have been missed by many! You are so kind and a beautiful person, both on the outside and the inside... and the inside is what makes you so adored.
* I am happy for Phelan and Jewelz, and wish them all the best!
* I am a bit envious of the courage that Jewelz has to get out of a marriage that doesn't meet her needs. I would love to get to know you better... I think we have a lot in common.
* I absolutely LOVE the Playground and feel as if I know you all so well already!
* I am sad to hear about naded, and am praying for his quick recovery.
* Today I decided to start anew at Lit... after posting very rarely a few months ago with another username and lurking here every day since then!
* I am so happy to see Amber back on the boards once again... you have been missed by many!
You are so kind and a beautiful person, both on the outside and the inside... and the inside is what makes you so adored.* I am happy for Phelan and Jewelz, and wish them all the best!
* I am a bit envious of the courage that Jewelz has to get out of a marriage that doesn't meet her needs. I would love to get to know you better... I think we have a lot in common.
* I absolutely LOVE the Playground and feel as if I know you all so well already!
* I am sad to hear about naded, and am praying for his quick recovery.
redelicious
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Monday Morning Confessional:
*Reading lit instead of doing things I need to around the house.
*Wonders sometimes if I am using Lit as an excuse to withdraw from reality.
*Doesn't know Naded, but admires him so much for his strength and courage.
---My thoughts are with you Naded---
*My toddler, who has just learned to walk, is at this moment destroying the house while I mess around on the computer.
Peace to all and have a great week
Red
*Reading lit instead of doing things I need to around the house.
*Wonders sometimes if I am using Lit as an excuse to withdraw from reality.
*Doesn't know Naded, but admires him so much for his strength and courage.
---My thoughts are with you Naded---
*My toddler, who has just learned to walk, is at this moment destroying the house while I mess around on the computer.
Peace to all and have a great week
Red
SexyAmber
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Re: Newbie... of sorts
Wow I am speechless, what a nice thing to say and I sincerely am grateful and thank you so much.
Welcome back to lit ..hope to see you around much more
DreamOfSun said:* Today I decided to start anew at Lit... after posting very rarely a few months ago with another username and lurking here every day since then!
* I am so happy to see Amber back on the boards once again... you have been missed by many!
Wow I am speechless, what a nice thing to say and I sincerely am grateful and thank you so much.
Welcome back to lit ..hope to see you around much more
Lady_Sam
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Monday morning confessional
*I *should* be at work...but called in at 1 am to "clean" house today...am procrastinating on that*
*Wonders why it has to be 100 today, 105 tomorrow, 108 wed and 110 on thursday. Hates the heat with a passion...especially since I don't have ac in my car*
*Wishes she could go back to school and get a degree. Wonders how she'll do it on her pay and with no help with her 3 year old*
*Is glad Naded is safe, even if he is being driven batty by the machines*
*Has a phobia of needles....and an addiction to tattoos*
*I *should* be at work...but called in at 1 am to "clean" house today...am procrastinating on that*
*Wonders why it has to be 100 today, 105 tomorrow, 108 wed and 110 on thursday. Hates the heat with a passion...especially since I don't have ac in my car*
*Wishes she could go back to school and get a degree. Wonders how she'll do it on her pay and with no help with her 3 year old*
*Is glad Naded is safe, even if he is being driven batty by the machines*
*Has a phobia of needles....and an addiction to tattoos*
naded
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Morning all,
* feeling a lot more today, the pain in the knee is starting to make an appearance as they lower the dosage of the pain killers.
* I don't feel quite so loopy anymore
* I just want to thank everyone for the well wishes and words of emotion you wrote here. I am trully amazed that people thought of me that way. It is very sweet and I am grateful for your caring.
* feeling a lot more today, the pain in the knee is starting to make an appearance as they lower the dosage of the pain killers.
* I don't feel quite so loopy anymore
* I just want to thank everyone for the well wishes and words of emotion you wrote here. I am trully amazed that people thought of me that way. It is very sweet and I am grateful for your caring.
Lance Hardrock
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More confessions
* Hopes that Jewelz and Phelan are having fun. Hopes that Jewelz has my number with her. Hopes she checks in by phone or posting, just so we know all is going great for her. Love you Jewelz.
* Kisses for Amber. X 12 cause of her Make-a-Wish charity work. Two kids with brain cancer sure does put things in perspective. My respect for you, Amber,grows everyday.
* Wonders how I can get into a rpg here?
* I Should be working, but am having so much fun here.
* Hopes that Jewelz and Phelan are having fun. Hopes that Jewelz has my number with her. Hopes she checks in by phone or posting, just so we know all is going great for her. Love you Jewelz.
* Kisses for Amber.
X 12 cause of her Make-a-Wish charity work. Two kids with brain cancer sure does put things in perspective. My respect for you, Amber,grows everyday.* Wonders how I can get into a rpg here?
* I Should be working, but am having so much fun here.
DreamOfSun
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Thank you for the welcome, Amber!
LovetoGiveRoses
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naded said:
Glad you're up and about. That was scary for a while.
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LovetoGiveRoses
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I'm really glad your back to Amber. You add a lot of life to this place.
Today's Confessions
*So glad that I had Red and Batch here last night when I was so down
*Am in a better place today
*Am still hurt at this female family member though
*Am very addicted to Lit, sometimes wish I were not but if I were not here I would not have met all you wonderful people
*Would like to be with another woman sometime..Has become a fantasy of mine more and more
*Even though I dont' know you naded I wish you a very speedy recovery..SO sorry you were hurt so bad..May everything be okay for you.
Thanks for letting me voice myself here.
*So glad that I had Red and Batch here last night when I was so down
*Am in a better place today
*Am still hurt at this female family member though
*Am very addicted to Lit, sometimes wish I were not but if I were not here I would not have met all you wonderful people
*Would like to be with another woman sometime..Has become a fantasy of mine more and more
*Even though I dont' know you naded I wish you a very speedy recovery..SO sorry you were hurt so bad..May everything be okay for you.
Thanks for letting me voice myself here.
redelicious
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Re: Today's Confessions
Wildone-
You know I am always here for you
Glad you are feeling better
Still upset at this family member
Me too - very addicted, understand completely
What a coinsidence (lot of that going around)
Also thinking of Naded
Red
wildone28 said:
Wildone-
You know I am always here for you
Glad you are feeling better
Still upset at this family member
Me too - very addicted, understand completely
What a coinsidence
(lot of that going around)Also thinking of Naded
Red
1fiestyredhead
Bad Pennies Always Return
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Afternoon confessions-
* is amazed at the effect that sun, sand and the ocean can have on my ability to think and reason
* really needs to buy a beach house
* feeling much less helpless and more aware of the things I can and can't do to help.
* noticed that I have a scar on my right breast from..... dropping the curling iron!! now that's a confession...geesh
* really needs to start thinking about her trip to VA next week
* is craving iced coffee
* waves to naded
* sends hellos out to all my confessional friends...
* is amazed at the effect that sun, sand and the ocean can have on my ability to think and reason
* really needs to buy a beach house
* feeling much less helpless and more aware of the things I can and can't do to help.
* noticed that I have a scar on my right breast from..... dropping the curling iron!!
now that's a confession...geesh* really needs to start thinking about her trip to VA next week
* is craving iced coffee
* waves to naded
* sends hellos out to all my confessional friends...
sortacurious
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*waving feebly to all my fellow confessioners*
please forgive these first awaking confessions:
* Woke up from some scary yet erotic dreams, still processing this, but am mostly wondering why they made me so aroused
* Worked all night again on a story that I'm wishing was happening faster, and frustrated that I can't say what I feel in it.
* Had a good visit from my friend last night
* Then had a bomb-shell dropped in my lap
* Not sure what to think anymore
* Missing Naded's face, but is really glad to see feelings being expressed, painful as they are right now
* Wishes I could relay just how much I do understand
* Thinks this bomb-shell will be a change in my life, but for the better or worse?
* The fucking irony of it all is mind-blowing
* Wishing I had some Irish Cream in my coffee
* Thinks getting seriously plastered today is on the agenda
* Hates that I feel so deeply, that my soul aches
* Doesn't want to be such a thinker anymore, want to relax, be my playful old self, but I don't know how to find that person again
* Missing Jewelz
* Wondering when my brother is going to tell me
*sigh* enough said
please forgive these first awaking confessions:
* Woke up from some scary yet erotic dreams, still processing this, but am mostly wondering why they made me so aroused
* Worked all night again on a story that I'm wishing was happening faster, and frustrated that I can't say what I feel in it.
* Had a good visit from my friend last night
* Then had a bomb-shell dropped in my lap
* Not sure what to think anymore
* Missing Naded's face, but is really glad to see feelings being expressed, painful as they are right now
* Wishes I could relay just how much I do understand
* Thinks this bomb-shell will be a change in my life, but for the better or worse?
* The fucking irony of it all is mind-blowing
* Wishing I had some Irish Cream in my coffee
* Thinks getting seriously plastered today is on the agenda
* Hates that I feel so deeply, that my soul aches
* Doesn't want to be such a thinker anymore, want to relax, be my playful old self, but I don't know how to find that person again
* Missing Jewelz
* Wondering when my brother is going to tell me
*sigh* enough said
SexyAmber
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I hope this finds everyone doing well...just a note to let all you fellow confessioners know that I hope you know that I am here for anybody should they need to talk. I am a good listeners and would be happy to just listen..no advice just listen...my yahoo is always up even if I am invisible ...the sn is lilminxamber
/xo/
/xo/
sortacurious
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Raw,
I just gotta say that I've read many of your posts, and you make me laugh a lot. It's one of my favorite things to do, so Thank You.
I just gotta say that I've read many of your posts, and you make me laugh a lot. It's one of my favorite things to do, so Thank You.
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