ShiningEyes
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Well...I guess they do crazier things, Naded! lmao
Sounds interesting tho!
Sounds interesting tho!
*True Confessions*
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sortacurious
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SexyAmber said:
Yeah, what she said!
ShiningEyes
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SexyAmber said:
I will sooner or later, Amber. I'm stronger than I will admit to myself. Just one of those days.
sortacurious
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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: *G*
Tried it, was hands down the best!
ShiningEyes said:
Tried it, was hands down the best!
ShiningEyes
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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: *G*
lol wonders if i'll ever get to try it! lol
sortacurious said:
lol wonders if i'll ever get to try it! lol
ShiningEyes
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Re: *remembers he probably hasn't ...
damn!!!!! would love to have seen you strip!
badmatt said:
damn!!!!! would love to have seen you strip!
1fiestyredhead
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Re: *remembers he probably hasn't ...
* thinks that badmatt would have been a much better stripper than the one at my cousins bachelorette party...
badmatt said:
* thinks that badmatt would have been a much better stripper than the one at my cousins bachelorette party...
sortacurious
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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: *G*
Ya gotta! Highly recommend it!
ShiningEyes said:
Ya gotta! Highly recommend it!
badmatt
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hmmmmmm
you know...I might be able to get video of that....I know there is some back at the club....but then I'd have to borrow a friend's monster G4 station...or his SG editing station....damn...maybe that's not a bad idea...I could sell it on the net.
you know...I might be able to get video of that....I know there is some back at the club....but then I'd have to borrow a friend's monster G4 station...or his SG editing station....damn...maybe that's not a bad idea...I could sell it on the net.
naughtygirl
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My confessions before bed..
* mother wants to talk about my abuse at the worst times for me
* wants her to talk about it, knows she needs to talk about it to get it out, but wishes she would go into therapy to talk about it
* my mother was battered by my biological father, who she left in the middle of the night when I was 2
* I was sexually abused from the age of 3 or 4 til I was 6 by a pedophile who was "helping" my mother out by watching me and my sister (who is 1 year younger than me)
* not sure if my sister was abused but she is a very very angry person, she refuses to talk about it
* feels so guilty for not telling and saving my sister, although also knows I was a scared child at the time
* remembers the words "We got it in a little further today" as he was placing toilet tissue in my underwear
* his nicotine stained hands haunt my dreams
* wore my mask well all through school, was extremely popular, was the fucking prom queen.....but no one really knew me
* first love was the first person I told about my abuse, didnt tell til I was 18
* told my mom at age 20 in a therapy session by reading a letter. couldnt look her in the eyes.
* needed to know my mother didnt know it was happening because she was in the room while he would fondle me
* wishes I had never told my mom at all because she feels so much guilt and pain over it. wishes I could take that away.
* medicated myself all through college with pot, acid and 'shrooms and if that wasnt around, drank til I was passed out or vomiting
* suffered through an agonizing 2 months straight of insomnia, then tried to kill myself
* senior art exhibition was about my abuse, first time I had told even my best friends was through that exhibition
* fell in love with man in NYC who was clean from coke for 7 years when we met and then after he asked me to marry him started using again, 2 years into our relationship
*ex was the nephew of the "father" of the Irish mob, the "Westies" in NYC
*was photographed by undercover cops investigating the Westies
*very good male friend was murdered in NYC, still wonders if ex had something to do with that
* was physically, sexually and emotionally abused at the end of that relationship
* packed my shit and left for Texas when he was at work one day after hearing "you will never make it to Texas alive"
* went through a total of 12 years of individual therapy
* left group therapy a year ago when my therapist told me it was time to go. i am "healthy" now. I agreed with her (still do)
* hates that past rears its ugly head up at most unexpected times, also hates that no matter how far I have come, still is painful at times. wishes it would go away permanently.
* lol thinks again that I confessed too much
* feels better for confessing
* appreciates being able to let it out there and have it float away
NG
* mother wants to talk about my abuse at the worst times for me
* wants her to talk about it, knows she needs to talk about it to get it out, but wishes she would go into therapy to talk about it
* my mother was battered by my biological father, who she left in the middle of the night when I was 2
* I was sexually abused from the age of 3 or 4 til I was 6 by a pedophile who was "helping" my mother out by watching me and my sister (who is 1 year younger than me)
* not sure if my sister was abused but she is a very very angry person, she refuses to talk about it
* feels so guilty for not telling and saving my sister, although also knows I was a scared child at the time
* remembers the words "We got it in a little further today" as he was placing toilet tissue in my underwear
* his nicotine stained hands haunt my dreams
* wore my mask well all through school, was extremely popular, was the fucking prom queen.....but no one really knew me
* first love was the first person I told about my abuse, didnt tell til I was 18
* told my mom at age 20 in a therapy session by reading a letter. couldnt look her in the eyes.
* needed to know my mother didnt know it was happening because she was in the room while he would fondle me
* wishes I had never told my mom at all because she feels so much guilt and pain over it. wishes I could take that away.
* medicated myself all through college with pot, acid and 'shrooms and if that wasnt around, drank til I was passed out or vomiting
* suffered through an agonizing 2 months straight of insomnia, then tried to kill myself
* senior art exhibition was about my abuse, first time I had told even my best friends was through that exhibition
* fell in love with man in NYC who was clean from coke for 7 years when we met and then after he asked me to marry him started using again, 2 years into our relationship
*ex was the nephew of the "father" of the Irish mob, the "Westies" in NYC
*was photographed by undercover cops investigating the Westies
*very good male friend was murdered in NYC, still wonders if ex had something to do with that
* was physically, sexually and emotionally abused at the end of that relationship
* packed my shit and left for Texas when he was at work one day after hearing "you will never make it to Texas alive"
* went through a total of 12 years of individual therapy
* left group therapy a year ago when my therapist told me it was time to go. i am "healthy" now. I agreed with her (still do)
* hates that past rears its ugly head up at most unexpected times, also hates that no matter how far I have come, still is painful at times. wishes it would go away permanently.
* lol thinks again that I confessed too much
* feels better for confessing
* appreciates being able to let it out there and have it float away
NG
naded
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* the reason why I hate the number 4
1. Was the gunner in a armored Hummer in the army
2. That went off a cliff at 4 am
3. 4 people in the hummer
5. Being chased by 4 other vehicle
6. 4.5 miles from the base
7. it was a 40 ft cliff
8. took them 4 hrs to find us
9. 4 hours to get us off the wreckage
10. Spent 4 days in hospital
11. All four of us were injured
12. I was an E-4 at the time
13. we were doing about 40 mph
But other than that, it was way cool.
1. Was the gunner in a armored Hummer in the army
2. That went off a cliff at 4 am
3. 4 people in the hummer
5. Being chased by 4 other vehicle
6. 4.5 miles from the base
7. it was a 40 ft cliff
8. took them 4 hrs to find us
9. 4 hours to get us off the wreckage
10. Spent 4 days in hospital
11. All four of us were injured
12. I was an E-4 at the time
13. we were doing about 40 mph
But other than that, it was way cool.
1fiestyredhead
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Re: hey
of course not....all compliments are the genuine article
badmatt said:
of course not....all compliments are the genuine article
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