*True Confessions*

[Phelan]

Hi guys!

Nahh, not napping, was on the phone with my mom. Told her everything and she understands and the best thing?? She supports me!!!!! She said "You dont have anyone online do you"...and I said "yes, mom, in fact i do, but that is irrelavent to what is happening in the marriage. and he makes me feel whole again. something hubby hasnt done"...and she says "I dunno baby, I dunno what to tell you just know that mommy loves you and supports you through anything" !!!!!!!!! I Love my mom!! I told her I was going out west for a get together for some soul searching........she said that I did need time. Then she said that it was my fault for not keeping the house totally in order for him when he came home ...hahaha!! 3 kids mom...yeah ok....

but i asked her not to hate me if the marriage ended and i found happiness again. and she said never......

sigh.......

and of course......that phone call was right after getting one from Phelan, which totally calmed me! Love you baby! and I want to fill that townhouse!

*HUGS* SE!! good to see you today!

You have no idea how glad I am to hear this, darlin. I'm glad that you told your mom an that she's supportive of you. God only knows that you need that kinda support close to home as well as from us.

I love you too, darlin and would gladly let you help fill my townhome.

 

[Guest]

Hello Jasmine,

One out of three women are sexually abused in some way. All of the women I've ever been with except my wife were molested or had been raped. This is a national problem, but hell, it's easier to bomb Afgahnistan or scandalize the Catholic church than bring up the problem. You are survivor, Jasmine! I honor your courage!

K.

thank you K for your kind words..
so many times i wondered where i would be if i had spoken up on any of the sexual abuse issues. it was a different time then.. at least in my town it was. it was a "boys will be boys" kind of thing.. and i honestly felt like it was my fault.. i carried that with me for a long time. but not anymore. my dad passed away over 10 yrs ago.. and i never confronted him about the situation.. but late last year, i did write him a long letter.. and let everything go.. i did get some closure from that.
and i'm still healing

 

[Jewelz]

You have no idea how glad I am to hear this, darlin. I'm glad that you told your mom an that she's supportive of you. God only knows that you need that kinda support close to home as well as from us.

I love you too, darlin and would gladly let you help fill my townhome.

You are so right. Now I feel like I can accomplish anything right now. Its just a matter of time baby. A matter of time.

 

[ShiningEyes]

I know it's only afternoon...but I'm about to leave to go see and spend time with my dad. Spending the night there. I'll see everyone tomorroe.

To everyone...goodnight, sweet dreams, sleep well, take care, oh and wet dreams as well!!!!!!

K. hope you find everything you are looking for and more!

~~~~~~HUGS AND KISSES TO ONE AND ALL~~~~~~

 

[Jewelz]

Hugs to you Beth!! please be careful! you will be missed!!

whspr, sissy...thank you so much too!!

Very nice to have the love and support of my closest friends!!

 

[Guest]

hi jewelz..
just wanted you to know i'm praying for you ...
i hope things work out well for you and your babies i hate seeing anyone hurting.
i think the world of you, jewelz. .. you've shown nothing but kindness and a loving spirit to me..
many hugs to you girl.. i'm in your corner.
(i'm a bit scrunched up)
there are so many who love you and support you ..
but i'm there nonetheless

 

[Phelan]

You are so right. Now I feel like I can accomplish anything right now. Its just a matter of time baby. A matter of time.

Still too much time, but anything worth having is worth waiting for, right?

 

[whspr]

Still too much time, but anything worth having is worth waiting for, right.

I tell meop that, too. It is soooo hard to wait sometimes though...

soft kisses,
whspr

 

[sortacurious]

Re: We don't need another hero...

...we just need to know the way home...

Hey SC, thanks for the compliment. But it really is a crime. If Americans weren't so fucked up about sex (i.e. covering the breast of the statue behind him because we must all FEAR THE BOOB) we might not have so many problems. Here we are the number one producer of porn in the world, but we freak out when our president gets a blow job. Ah! I have to immigrate! I have to get back to work! Man, addictive ain't word...

K.

Amen! Last I heard the statistic from the Dept. of Victims of Crime was 1 in 4 women...1 in (I think) 6 men...Got the document in my desk somewhere...anyway never trusted that accuracy since I think it's based on reported abuse, not actual; we may never have an accurate stat.

So, are you saying....Bring on the porn and boobs? LOL
Or is it: all presidents should get extramarital blowjobs under their desk as a perk?
or......? (just teasing!)

 

[Jewelz]

hi jewelz..
just wanted you to know i'm praying for you ...
i hope things work out well for you and your babies i hate seeing anyone hurting.
i think the world of you, jewelz. .. you've shown nothing but kindness and a loving spirit to me..
many hugs to you girl.. i'm in your corner.
(i'm a bit scrunched up)
there are so many who love you and support you ..
but i'm there nonetheless

Ohh jazzy. You are so very kind!! I dont know what I did to deserve so many people that care about me. It truly is humbling. I try to be a good friend to those who come into my life..and some people are just passersby but I still hope to encourage them to smile. I am so blessed to have you and the others in my life and pulling for me. It means alot. Thank you!!

 

[Jewelz]

Still too much time, but anything worth having is worth waiting for, right.

Yes, too much time. I know. And in my eyes, yes, anything worth having is worth the wait. Thanks for thinking I am worth it.

 

[Phelan]

Yes, too much time. I know. And in my eyes, yes, anything worth having is worth the wait. Thanks for thinking I am worth it.

My darling Jewelz, you are worth more than that, believe me. As I've told you many times, I'll wait as long as I have to in order to be with you.

 

[Jewelz]

My darling Jewelz, you are worth more than that, believe me. As I've told you many times, I'll wait as long as I have to in order to be with you.

You are amazing.

 

[Up Too Late]

You have to admit though

deep down you know waiting really sucks!

 

[sortacurious]

ok, I'm looking!

* I've broken hearts
I'm not sure, but I probably have too.

* had my heart broken in return, what goes around comes around.
Yes it does, and boy does it hurt!

* I'd rather spend a minute with the woman I love than a life time with one I don't
Isn't that the truth! Insert *man* and I couldn't agree more

*if I ever find her she'll be my queen
I hope you do

*I believe in love, dont' know if I will be though
I do too, but wonder if it only comes around once...if so, I'm screwed

*I believe love is forever
What a cowinkadink, so do I.

*I enjoy sunsets, there are never two alike
You should see them from here!

*The moon reminds me a girl I once knew
*swoon* Now that's so dang romantic!

*I don't believe women know the extent of the damage they can do to a guy.
I think men and women don't concern themselves with it. Unless they are blind they gotta see it. Selfish people suck!

*I love beautiful music
Like what?

*Love making is an art, one I am trying to learn
Yep, there's always something new to learn, too!

*I believe fathers need to be good examples to their sons, showing them how to love a woman, and pretecting their daughts.
Very accurate and awesome theory!

*It takes two to tango, a relationship is not a spectator sport.
Actually....LOL, I watch my s/o tango all by himself toward me all the time! But I'm no innocent of the problems, I know.

Very great confessions and touching, too! But ya didn't make me cry! Wanna try again?

 

[Phelan]

Re: You have to admit though

deep down you know waiting really sucks!

Hell yes it does. Deep down, I'm like that girl from Willy Wonka and the chocolate factory, "I WANT IT NOW!!!!"

 

[sortacurious]

Hi guys!

Nahh, not napping, was on the phone with my mom. Told her everything and she understands and the best thing?? She supports me!!!!! She said "You dont have anyone online do you"...and I said "yes, mom, in fact i do, but that is irrelavent to what is happening in the marriage. and he makes me feel whole again. something hubby hasnt done"...and she says "I dunno baby, I dunno what to tell you just know that mommy loves you and supports you through anything" !!!!!!!!! I Love my mom!! I told her I was going out west for a get together for some soul searching........she said that I did need time. Then she said that it was my fault for not keeping the house totally in order for him when he came home ...hahaha!! 3 kids mom...yeah ok....

but i asked her not to hate me if the marriage ended and i found happiness again. and she said never......

sigh.......

and of course......that phone call was right after getting one from Phelan, which totally calmed me! Love you baby! and I want to fill that townhouse!

*HUGS* SE!! good to see you today!

I can't tell you just how happy I am to hear this. I was wondering how you're family would react to it all. While I don't agree that not keeping a house in order is the cause of the problems! Mom's can be old fashioned in that way. Sounds like you have a very supportive mother, hun.

 

[sortacurious]

Hell yes it does. Deep down, I'm like that girl from Willy Wonka and the chocolate factory, "I WANT IT NOW!!!!"

HEHEHE! She was such a brat! Patience is a virtue, or so they say. I'm thinking you two won't be able to wait much longer though.

 

[Jewelz]

Re: Re: You have to admit though

Hell yes it does. Deep down, I'm like that girl from Willy Wonka and the chocolate factory, "I WANT IT NOW!!!!"

*giggle*
you wouldnt want it now, my legs are kinda prickly...gotsta shave!!

 

[Jewelz]

I can't tell you just how happy I am to hear this. I was wondering how you're family would react to it all. While I don't agree that not keeping a house in order is the cause of the problems! Mom's can be old fashioned in that way. Sounds like you have a very supportive mother, hun.

my biggest concern is my husband. while I want the support of my mom and family....my thoughts are with him. i feel like i am such a bad person though. im thinking he and phe deserve better.

 

[Jewelz]

HEHEHE! She was such a brat! Patience is a virtue, or so they say. I'm thinking you two won't be able to wait much longer though.

it gets harder as each day passes!

 

[sortacurious]

my biggest concern is my husband. while I want the support of my mom and family....my thoughts are with him. i feel like i am such a bad person though. im thinking he and phe deserve better.

I think that you are the bravest person I know. I takes an incredible amount of courage to do what you have. I wish I had that trait. I'm chickenshit! You were very much ready for this in your heart, even if Phelan hadn't come into your life. You are not a bad person. You are actually doing your husband a favor, even if he doesn't see it right now. He was clearly not happy either, ya know? Life is too short to spend it in misery!!!!!

You are the furthest thing from I bad person!!!!! Repeat after me: I am a good person, I have a loving heart, I am a beautiful person, I want happiness for those I love! Keep saying it, cuz it's true, sweetness!

Besides, I think Phelan would argue that one with ya!

 

[Up Too Late]

Re: ok, I'm looking!

Very great confessions and touching, too! But ya didn't make me cry! Wanna try again?

alrighty lets see what we've got here....

 

[sortacurious]

it gets harder as each day passes!

But the bright side is you found him!!!!!! It's all just a matter of the fine details now, babe.

Anticipation!

 

[Lestat_deLion]

how about this one!!??

beautiful? nahhh!!

Here's hoping I don't piss off Phelan but I must say, damn.. seeing that tounge and that face got me rock hard... you are rather sexy, Phelan is a lucky guy

Yeah I know I am behind... been with out net access for a couple of days...

~L~