*True Confessions*

[Doctor Joe]

Hurray for surviving Christmas 2005 !!! Seems every year we all work ourselves into a frenzy prepairing and then it's all over in a few hours......except for the sugar commas which last as long as there are any cookies left This week is the last week of the year; just 1 short week left to try and tidy up lose ends before we get a symbolic new start

Is anyone planning on dropping by for New Year's Eve?

Good Morning InLust If that's an invitation, I'd love to drop by but we are at diagonally opposite ends of the country and....you have to have a taste for older men! Glad you are enjoying your holiday!

 

[InLust]

Good Morning InLust If that's an invitation, I'd love to drop by but we are at diagonally opposite ends of the country and....you have to have a taste for older men! Glad you are enjoting your holiday!

I was kinda asking if anyone was gonna be dropping by TC - might need to remove the 18 inches of dust from the bar. And as long as a guy is under 100 years old, I think he is just right

 

[vibes]

I was kinda asking if anyone was gonna be dropping by TC - might need to remove the 18 inches of dust from the bar. And as long as a guy is under 100 years old, I think he is just right

... why discriminating against seculars? ...

 

[Thoran]

definately wish i could get some action for new years. any colorado ladies wanting the same?

 

[Temple Alt]

TrueConfession

True confession:

For the past 6 years i've been a drug addict. I've continued to work each day, as i own my own business, employing 5 other people. I use from the minute i am awake till the time i eventually fall asleep, which is sometimes 2, 3 or 4 days later. Yes, I'm a speed addict / freak whatever you want to call it.

I've 'given up' 4 times, obviously none of them successfully. The longest period over the last 6 years i've managed without using any drug is approx 3 months, longest without speed is about 6 months. My family and most of my friends seem to not notice i'm using at any particular time, nor my partner, i guess with use comes the experience of hiding it's effects in front of those who may suspect. I'm wasting away my life, my health, and about a thousand dollars a week. Over 52 weeks x 6 years that's a hell of alot of money. Probably enough to have bought the house most others my age have (I'm in my mid 30's).

The long term effects are real. Paranoia, aggession (so far controlable but so much more there than when i had never touched and started using), loss of memory, loss of hand eye co-ordination as well as the physical effects it surely must be having on my features though i wouldn't recognise them as i see myself in the mirror every fucking day!!!!

Yes i hate myself for all the lies and deciet i've weived. For the weak mindness I display by getting off this shit only to slowly crawl my way back into the dark hell hole that is drug use and abuse. I worry one day i'm not going to ever be able to crawl back out.

I'm not your average drug user except I do use. I'm not some junkie breaking into your house to steal you DVD player so I can hock it to get cash for a baggie. I'm the guy you walk past each and everyday in the street, pass by in the car or see sitting at a restuarant with his partner eating dinner. I don't steal from anyone to support my drug habit, i make more than enough money to support it, there in lies one of my biggest problems, how fucking ironic !!!!!!

Thanks for reading my confession, hope you didn't mind me postig it here but I needed to get this off my chest.

 

[sortacurious]

Here's to everyone's merry holidays and a toast to a very Happy New Year to you all!

Jewelz! Seriously need to touch base. Thank you for the IM.

Liza, my prayers are with both of your friends. And you as well. (I know how hard it is to watch someone you love suffer.)

Alt, they say that the first step is admitting the addiction. And lookie there, you just did that. It may have easy (or maybe it was hard) to do anonymously in the confessional of strangers, but it's not always easy to admit to yourself. You can chose from here your next step. And you just happened upon a great group of people here that are nothing but supportive of healthy decisions without judgement.

SS, been thinking about you. Still can't believe a hurricane blew our chances of finally meeting!

Jeff, I hope you're feeling better.

Oman and Jenny, I'm so sorry that I am so belated, but please accept our congrats to you both.

Much love and hugs to C/F, Lusty, Sunny, Mayi, KK, NG & Nigel...and yikes I could just keep going with this huge family!

 

[TantaLiza]

Thanks, SC...

With 3 of my closest friends having some sort of cancer, it's very humbling and gives me little room to complain!! Bre has cancer on her liver after having to fight off a tumor in her upper chest area for over a year! As long as she's surrounded by friends and family, her spirits stay high and happy!! Lisa just had a mastectomy yesterday and is doing amazingly well!! Dr is highly impressed!! Darcel is fighting several types of cancer over the last 2 years and at the moment is doing radiation on her ovary... she's developed a blood disorder and can't have surgery so it's up to radiation and if that doesn't work it's hospitalization for heavy duty chemo... (she's just got an inch of hair back since the last round!)

I appreciate any and all prayers for them!!

Leaving love and hugs for the whole fam damily!!

 

[nrcma98]

True confession:

For the past 6 years i've been a drug addict. I've continued to work each day, as i own my own business, employing 5 other people. I use from the minute i am awake till the time i eventually fall asleep, which is sometimes 2, 3 or 4 days later. Yes, I'm a speed addict / freak whatever you want to call it.

I've 'given up' 4 times, obviously none of them successfully. The longest period over the last 6 years i've managed without using any drug is approx 3 months, longest without speed is about 6 months. My family and most of my friends seem to not notice i'm using at any particular time, nor my partner, i guess with use comes the experience of hiding it's effects in front of those who may suspect. I'm wasting away my life, my health, and about a thousand dollars a week. Over 52 weeks x 6 years that's a hell of alot of money. Probably enough to have bought the house most others my age have (I'm in my mid 30's).

The long term effects are real. Paranoia, aggession (so far controlable but so much more there than when i had never touched and started using), loss of memory, loss of hand eye co-ordination as well as the physical effects it surely must be having on my features though i wouldn't recognise them as i see myself in the mirror every fucking day!!!!

Yes i hate myself for all the lies and deciet i've weived. For the weak mindness I display by getting off this shit only to slowly crawl my way back into the dark hell hole that is drug use and abuse. I worry one day i'm not going to ever be able to crawl back out.

I'm not your average drug user except I do use. I'm not some junkie breaking into your house to steal you DVD player so I can hock it to get cash for a baggie. I'm the guy you walk past each and everyday in the street, pass by in the car or see sitting at a restuarant with his partner eating dinner. I don't steal from anyone to support my drug habit, i make more than enough money to support it, there in lies one of my biggest problems, how fucking ironic !!!!!!

Thanks for reading my confession, hope you didn't mind me postig it here but I needed to get this off my chest.

As a former addict, I applaud your honesty and can honestly say that the the light at the end of the tunnel is not necessarily an oncoming train.

Good luck!

 

[omahaman2]

Here's to everyone's merry holidays and a toast to a very Happy New Year to you all!

Jewelz! Seriously need to touch base. Thank you for the IM.

Liza, my prayers are with both of your friends. And you as well. (I know how hard it is to watch someone you love suffer.)

Alt, they say that the first step is admitting the addiction. And lookie there, you just did that. It may have easy (or maybe it was hard) to do anonymously in the confessional of strangers, but it's not always easy to admit to yourself. You can chose from here your next step. And you just happened upon a great group of people here that are nothing but supportive of healthy decisions without judgement.

SS, been thinking about you. Still can't believe a hurricane blew our chances of finally meeting!

Jeff, I hope you're feeling better.

Oman and Jenny, I'm so sorry that I am so belated, but please accept our congrats to you both.

Much love and hugs to C/F, Lusty, Sunny, Mayi, KK, NG & Nigel...and yikes I could just keep going with this huge family!

http://members.cox.net/meshare/hug9.gif

 

[omahaman2]

New Year's Wishes

May you get a clean bill of health from your dentist, your cardiologist, your gastro-enterologist, your urologist, your proctologist, your podiatrist, your psychiatrist, your plumber and the I.R.S.

May your hair, your teeth, your face-lift, your abs and your stocks not fall; and may your blood pressure, your triglycerides, your cholesterol, your white blood count and your mortgage interest not rise.

May New Year's Eve find you seated around the table, together with your beloved family and cherished friends. May you find the food better, the environment quieter, the cost much cheaper, and the pleasure much more fulfilling than anything else you might ordinarily do that night.

May what you see in the mirror delight you, and what others see in you delight them. May someone love you enough to forgive your faults, be blind to your blemishes, and tell the world about your virtues.

May the telemarketers wait to make their sales calls until you finish dinner, may the commercials on TV not be louder than the program you have been watching, and may your check book and your budget balance - and include generous amounts for charity.

May you remember to say "I love you" at least once a day to your spouse, your child, your parent, your siblings; but not to your secretary, your nurse, your masseuse, your hairdresser or your tennis instructor.

And may we live in a world at peace and with the awareness of God's love in every sunset, every flower's unfolding petals, every baby's smile, every lover's kiss, and every wonderful, astonishing, miraculous beat of our heart.

Happy 2006!

 

[Curious_Fem]

Happy New Year!

Raising my glass... here's to everyone having a wonderful year. May you all have all the love and happiness you can stand, and then a little more. *clink*

Now, can I get someone to come over here and kiss me at midnight?

 

[keiffers]

Happy New Year!

Raising my glass... here's to everyone having a wonderful year. May you all have all the love and happiness you can stand, and then a little more. *clink*

Now, can I get someone to come over here and kiss me at midnight?

certainly - I'll be there all puckered up

 

[mayi]

Happy New Year to all the TC gang. I was told be a friend that the best part of the new year is the chance to start over, so to starting new again..........

 

[DreamOfSun]

Now, can I get someone to come over here and kiss me at midnight?

I will fight to be first in line!

 

[DreamOfSun]

Happy New Year, gang.

 

[omahaman2]

found a place for our get together

http://www.revolution.lv/i/art/4434-PALOMINO-Drive%20Thru%20Confessions%20Point.jpg

 

[Curious_Fem]

keiffers - Nice to meet you, sorry I missed you last night.

Dreamy - I'd be first in your line too, sweetie.

Oman - Perfect place, but do they have a bar?

I'm wondering how many months it will take me to remember to write 06 instead of 05?

 

[Curious_Fem]

Happy New Year to all the TC gang. I was told be a friend that the best part of the new year is the chance to start over, so to starting new again..........

Mayi, this is the way I feel also. Happy New Year to you!

 

[Wintermute]

keiffers - Nice to meet you, sorry I missed you last night.

Dreamy - I'd be first in your line too, sweetie.

Oman - Perfect place, but do they have a bar?

I'm wondering how many months it will take me to remember to write 06 instead of 05?

Hey Baby, I hope you have a wonderful, exciting, and beautiful new year.

 

[TantaLiza]

Happy New Year, TCers!!

Oman... I couldn't have said it any better!!

 

[omahaman2]

confession
worried about NG and the floods

 

[naughtygirl]

confession
worried about NG and the floods

No need to worry, sweet Oman! We are fine. Most of the floods have been in the North...we are in the South and got a heavy dose of rain the past two days (it was given the "Winter Storm watch" label ), but today its going to be mostly sunny and in the 60s.

Happy New Year, TCers!!! I hope your holidays were wonderful! Ours was pretty low key but still very nice. Nigel's mother is coming into town tonight and staying for the week so we can we celebrate a mini Christmas with her since we weren't able to be with her over the holiday.

Have a great week everyone!!!

 

[SecretScribe]

Coffessions

I suppose I have really only one coffesion at this point ... and that is that it doesn't really feel like a new year. The date has changed from 2005 to 2006 but somehow ... it's just not a "new year".

That said ... it doesn't mean that this is not a time to make resolutions ... nor does it mean that I shouldn't wish those closest to me that this year should be much better than the last!

 

[whspr]

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How bout some es for the new year??!!!

 

[SecretScribe]

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How bout some es for the new year??!!!

{{{Whspr}}} ...
es most gladly accepted ... and returned equal feeling (sweet and soft, eager and desiring)