kikmosa
Master of My Own Life
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It's not rambling and in all honesty those same thoughts were running through my mind. If he keeps this all bottled up inside of him it might drive him to that. He needs to get it out but again in his own time. All you can do is keep an eye on him and be there shen he needs you.naughtygirl said:Kiki...Im so glad its over for you. and YAY! soon pretty teeth. Hope you heal fast.
CF...hope your hubby's job prospect pans out.
Thank you all for your support and prayers. Just got home from work and my brother isnt home. His girlfriend called several times so I think he is with her, which is a good thing. Im hoping he is. But he chooses now not to leave me a note.
My father just kind of alarmed me. Well, he didnt tell me anything I didnt know or wasnt thinking already, but with me being the worrier I am I then worry that I overreact, he only confirmed what I was worrying about with my brother. He told me to please look out for warning signs of my brother thinking suicide (and then he listed them for me..). Now my dad is pretty reasonable, so for him to say that, alarms me further. My brother has gone through several serious depressions. and my dad is also concerned about the ramfications of this tragedy. and how my brother stuffs things. Im hoping he will let me go to the funeral with him. But knowing him, he wont. He will more than likely go with his group of friends.
I feel really helpless right now. *sigh* at this moment, I wish he would rely on me more as his "big sister" than his "parent". He might open up to me more then.
ok enough rambling...