*True Confessions*

[MikeBaker]

Uh thanks, just something I do. Just a hobby.

 

[sortacurious]

Uh thanks, just something I do. Just a hobby.

You're very good!

 

[MikeBaker]

Well, I am off for a bit, gotta help get Jay settled in to The Rawley House, the private care facility here in town. His pops just called and they are getting ready to move him, and you'll be happy to know he is awake and bitching about needles.

He actually asked if I would sneak him over a beer and some real coffee. Heh heh. No, I am not going to. If he is rested enough he will most likely sign on for a bit to check email and such. And I imagine he will pop in.

The Rawley House is a nice place, they have a full time doctor on staff 24 hrs a day and some pretty cute nurses. He should be there for 2 or 3 days then check up at the hospital then home.

 

[ShiningEyes]

*he pokes his head back into the room...watching Amber and SE..... runs his fangs over his tongue, feeling their sharpness....savoring in his mind that ultimate taste......fresh warm blood*

I am thinking my Mistress has left me for the moment.

 

[ShiningEyes]

Thx for the pictures! they are great!!! I can't wait for my first time to go sky diving!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[redelicious]

Thank you Sis Amber & Red.

I saw your post Red...still thinking of my reply...

I have felt what you are feeling. I have had affairs. My mind and heart processed them afterward much the same as yours is. The first time the guilt consumed me to the point of nearly wrecking my car while driving/crying and was the first time I got insomnia. I finally went to my s/o and told. The second time, I refused to put him through the pain of knowing...the affair lasted a couple awesome years and he's still my best friend and close to my partner (how weird is that?). I so feel for you right now

Thank you soo much for yout thoughts. I hate that you had to go through that pain.
This is not the first time I have been with this person (while married), though it is the first time we actually had intercourse. I didn't feel guilty the first time either. My husband and I were going through a very bad period (long long story) and I had no remorse at all. This time is different because Hubby and I have worked through some stuff, but still no guilt. But, I am with you in that I would never want him to find out and get hurt.
It must be very strange to have your partner and friend around each other. I think that would drive me a little batty.

Red

 

[ShiningEyes]

*he pokes his head back into the room...watching Amber and SE..... runs his fangs over his tongue, feeling their sharpness....savoring in his mind that ultimate taste......fresh warm blood*

Care for some nice warm blood to taint those beautiful lips of yours?

 

[sortacurious]

Thank you soo much for yout thoughts. I hate that you had to go through that pain.
This is not the first time I have been with this person (while married), though it is the first time we actually had intercourse. I didn't feel guilty the first time either. My husband and I were going through a very bad period (long long story) and I had no remorse at all. This time is different because Hubby and I have worked through some stuff, but still no guilt. But, I am with you in that I would never want him to find out and get hurt.
It must be very strange to have your partner and friend around each other. I think that would drive me a little batty.

Red

Thank you. Nice to hear someone can relate to the conflicting emotions, though I hate to thinking of you having to feel them.

I made a promise to myself that I would never hurt my s/o like I did that first time again. I thought I was doing the right thing by telling him, so that he could have all the information he had a right to know. (And I think a big part of me was hoping he'd leave me, we were having lots of problems) Instead, I endangered all three of our lives by telling him. He's not got the best of tempers.

It is beyond strange to have my friend be buddies with my partner...and even stranger...I'm now friends with his wife and we have all gone to dinner together, camping trips...very awkward to say the least! Especially when he still tries to play grab-ass when my partner goes to the kitchen or turns his back. Scares the crap out of me! Then...a few weeks ago...my partner tells me he thinks that my friend is in love with me...and that if circumstances were different that he would be with me. Now, the affair ended five years ago...so I almost died when he just said this....it follows you, these conflicting feelings. ok, spilling my guts way too much here....
Good luck to you.

 

[navarre]

Care for some nice warm blood to taint those beautiful lips of yours?

No. I will wait for your mistress to draw first blood. Then I will taste your blood from HER lips.

 

[redelicious]

Thank you. Nice to hear someone can relate to the conflicting emotions, though I hate to thinking of you having to feel them.

I made a promise to myself that I would never hurt my s/o like I did that first time again. I thought I was doing the right thing by telling him, so that he could have all the information he had a right to know. (And I think a big part of me was hoping he'd leave me, we were having lots of problems) Instead, I endangered all three of our lives by telling him. He's not got the best of tempers.

It is beyond strange to have my friend be buddies with my partner...and even stranger...I'm now friends with his wife and we have all gone to dinner together, camping trips...very awkward to say the least! Especially when he still tries to play grab-ass when my partner goes to the kitchen or turns his back. Scares the crap out of me! Then...a few weeks ago...my partner tells me he thinks that my friend is in love with me...and that if circumstances were different that he would be with me. Now, the affair ended five years ago...so I almost died when he just said this....it follows you, these conflicting feelings. ok, spilling my guts way too much here....
Good luck to you.

I can't even imagine how crazy that must be.

I wonder if sometimes I am not trying to sabatoge my marriage by doing this. I think a little part of me wants him to find out and then I'll be free. But in reality it won't go down that way. He also has a bad temper and God knows what he would do. Plus I have a beautiful son and I won't ruin his life by letting hubby find out.


Thank you for spilling your guts to me

Red

 

[ShiningEyes]

No. I will wait for your mistress to draw first blood. Then I will taste your blood from HER lips.

ooohhhhh what a sexy thought!!

 

[1fiestyredhead]

and this is the last on, should be leroy screwing around

Mike, thanks for sharing the pics...and I bet everyone agrees with me that you are an awesome photographer

 

[redelicious]

Mike, thanks for sharing the pics...and I bet everyone agrees with me that you are an awesome photographer

Absolutely! Those are wonderful pics, thank you for sharing them!

Red

 

[sortacurious]

I can't even imagine how crazy that must be.

I wonder if sometimes I am not trying to sabatoge my marriage by doing this. I think a little part of me wants him to find out and then I'll be free. But in reality it won't go down that way. He also has a bad temper and God knows what he would do. Plus I have a beautiful son and I won't ruin his life by letting hubby find out.


Thank you for spilling your guts to me

Red

It's a mad, mad world!

Please be careful...that temper is not a safe thing! I'm glad I don't have children with mine. I can tell you love your son very much!

Anytime you wanna talk

ok, time for a shower and time attempt to get out of the house and do some errands.

TTFN everyone

 

[redelicious]

It's a mad, mad world!

Please be careful...that temper is not a safe thing! I'm glad I don't have children with mine. I can tell you love your son very much!

Anytime you wanna talk

ok, time for a shower and time attempt to get out of the house and do some errands.

TTFN everyone

I am very careful. I do love my son very much. He is easily the best thing I have ever been a part of.

Thanks for listening

Have a great day

Red

 

[ShiningEyes]

I am very careful. I do love my son very much. He is easily the best thing I have ever been a part of.

Thanks for listening

Have a great day

Red

That's what we are all here for! *VBS* Anytime you need! And SC is a wonderful listener and has a lot of wonderful advice!!
She's a great woman!!!!!

 

[redelicious]

That's what we are all here for! *VBS* Anytime you need! And SC is a wonderful listener and has a lot of wonderful advice!!
She's a great woman!!!!!

Thanks SE! You are pretty great, too

Red

 

[ShiningEyes]

Thanks SE! You are pretty great, too

Red

Only when it comes to my friends that I care about and love!!
I'm nothing special, sweetie! Just being a friend and doing what I consider a friend to do! *VBS*

 

[ShiningEyes]

IS THROWING THE PHONE AWAY RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LMAO

I'm gonna start answering the phone "Grand central station. My name is Beth. How man I service you??"

 

[Wintermute]

IS THROWING THE PHONE AWAY RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LMAO

I'm gonna start answering the phone "Grand central station. My name is Beth. How man I service you??"

Mutual genital manipulation followed by Oral is always a good start, Mutually exchanged of course... LOL!!!

 

[redelicious]

Only when it comes to my friends that I care about and love!!
I'm nothing special, sweetie! Just being a friend and doing what I consider a friend to do! *VBS*

Thank you Sweetie

I hope that you will consider me a friend to

Red

 

[SexyAmber]

-slips back in cloaked in a sheer black dressing gown, flaxen mane still damp from her shower and smiles warmly to all as she sits-

Hi again all…you know catching up on the posts I was thinking that how amazing it is that all of share so much in common yet all are uniquely different. We all relate on so many different levels and it is good to know that even though you don’t want other people hurting, that there are others who literally feel your pain everyday. I think that…not the sex (although that is yum yum too)..is what makes us addicted to lit and to me..that isn’t a bad thing at all

 

[ShiningEyes]

Thank you Sweetie

I hope that you will consider me a friend to

Red

Babygirl, I consider you a good friend to me!!! and have for a long time!!! I was on the 4women only thread this morning and read something that Angel wrote to me. I know it was really small but it made me feel really good inside! I give what I can to my friends without asking for anything in return. It's just not expected. And here I find that so many people care a lot about me and what happens to me! It's very important to me!

I charish each and every friend I've made here! You guys have shown me so much love! And I love each one of you a lot!!!!
Thank you for being a friend and for considering me a friend!!!!!!!
~hugs and kisses to you all~

 

[redelicious]

Babygirl, I consider you a good friend to me!!! and have for a long time!!!

I am overwhelmed, I really had no idea. Thank you so very much

Red

 

[Batch]

um, this should be him and Sarah

Your pictures are beautiful.
Thank you for sharing them ...