Touch me deep...

[Roxanne Appleby]

Roxelby.
She notices
when other people
don't.

(Feel free to give me specifics. In detail. With commentary. I promise to not let my head swell to more than triple its usual size.)

 

[Guest]

depeche mode

Fragile
Like a baby in your arms
Be gentle with me
Id never willingly
Do you harm

Apologies
Are all you seem to get from me
But just like a child
You make me smile
When you care for me
And you know

Its a question of lust
Its a question of trust
Its a question of not letting
What weve built up
Crumble to dust
It is all of these things and more
That keep us together

Independence
Is still important for us though (we realise)
Its easy to make
The stupid mistake
Of letting go (do you know what I mean)

My weaknesses
You know each and every one (it frightens me)
But I need to drink
More than you seem to think
Before Im anyones
And you know

Its a question of lust
Its a question of trust
Its a question of not letting
What weve built up
Crumble to dust
It is all of these things and more
That keep us together

Kiss me goodbye
When Im on my own
But you know that id
Rather be home

Its a question of lust

 

[Nirvanadragones]

I need to feel
the dark viscous water
scald me,
enter my mouth and nose and ears,
fill my lungs,
engulf me.

I need to gasp,
grapple for air,
feel the force
press down on me.

I need to see
your face and feel your hands
caress my hair
and brow,
anointing me,
bringing me back
to a semblance
of living.

I need to feel
absolved and
sense your approval,
to know I have not been forgotten,
cast into the shadows,
becoming obscure once more.

I need to know
I can face the reality
thrust in my face
and confront it
with no desire for aggression,
despite my instinct to
recoil and resist.

I need to be
caressed by the waters,
washed clean and
purified
but know it cannot happen:
my mind is filled with
the fiends of remembering.

I need to have
more than resolve
to come to terms
with what I have done
and need to do:
baptise me.

 

[scheherazade_79]

'When I read your messages, I can't decide between laughing, crying, or breathing.

The last one gets skipped a lot.'

 

[Nirvanadragones]

" Nice image"

 

[Nirvanadragones]

"you're bad in all the right ways"

 

[Guest]

Vana's AV

 

[Roxanne Appleby]

Vana's AV

Pounce!

Hey Fem, good to see you. Hope all is going swimmingly with your oh-so-cool new life. Per in-out board report, I'm enjoying my last few hours before being internet-deprived through Friday.

 

[Nirvanadragones]

Vana's AV

I am not saying a word about yours, sexy woman . . .

 

[Guest]

Pounce!

Hey Fem, good to see you. Hope all is going swimmingly with your oh-so-cool new life. Per in-out board report, I'm enjoying my last few hours before being internet-deprived through Friday.

OMFG.

its a sin

 

[Guest]

"you're bad in all the right ways"

whoever said that is sooooooooooooooooooo right.

so? who said it?

 

[Shagly]

Looks like clitical studies are going on in here.

 

[Guest]

" welcome home"

 

[Nirvanadragones]

"I will not die an unlived life,
I will not live in fear of falling,
Or of catching fire.
I choose to inhabit my days,
To allow my living to open me,
Making me less afraid,
More accessible,
To loosen my heart,
So that it becomes a wing, a torch, a promise.
I choose to risk my significance.
To live so that that which comes to me as seed
Goes to the next as blossom
And that which comes to me as blossom
Goes on as fruit".

Dawna Markova

 

[Roxanne Appleby]

"I will not die an unlived life,
I will not live in fear of falling,
Or of catching fire.
I choose to inhabit my days,
To allow my living to open me,
Making me less afraid,
More accessible,
To loosen my heart,
So that it becomes a wing, a torch, a promise.
I choose to risk my significance.
To live so that that which comes to me as seed
Goes to the next as blossom
And that which comes to me as blossom
Goes on as fruit".

Dawna Markova

Oh baby, this is so you. Good for you! This is such good advice for us all.

"When her life comes to its conclusion, hopefully not less than about 60 years from now, Vana will be able to look back on a life well and fully lived. She will have no regrets for the things she didn't do."

 

[Nirvanadragones]

Oh baby, this is so you. Good for you! This is such good advice for us all.

"When her life comes to its conclusion, hopefully not less than about 60 years from now, Vana will be able to look back on a life well and fully lived. She will have no regrets for the things she didn't do."

 

[Guest]

isn't life strange?

and isn't the world strange

and small?

 

[Samandiriel]

Fem talking about me to my woman's Ex-Mum in Law and saying beautiful things about us.
And Mum asking how I was.......so sweet.

and comparing us to the L word.

I wish I was there with them all right now, how much fun would that be???

 

[Nirvanadragones]

A photograph

 

[RebeccaLeah]

You're Beautiful ~ James Blunt

My life is brilliant.

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

 

[Guest]

I like having you here

 

[AppleBiter]

"You make me whole."

 

[Honey123]

A photograph

They say a picture says a thousand words...

 

[impressive]

you're my reality in a beautiful way

 

[Aurora Black]

"I can't love you any more than I do."