Time in Bottle

[the captians wench]

Now see, I don't want to go back and re do things, but if I happened to wake up and find myself a 16 year old again, I would do things differently.

I'm very happy with who I am, and what I've made out of my life, but there are things that I would have done different. Like I wouldn't settle on the first boy that asked me out, I would have liked to date around more, but I was a very serious person then. And I would have gone to college insted of getting married right away.

Of course this means I most likely would not have met the people who introduced me to the pleasures of pain, and I would not have found lit on my own since I had no desire to find porn on the web, and that means I wouldn't have found Jounar (or he find me rather), but I would still like to know how things would have turned out the other way.

Maybe not so much redo them, as have a magic mirror so I could see what the last 10 years would have been like if I changed just those two things.

I have no regrets. Like I said I'm happy with the way things have turned out and it's taken me a while to get to that place where I could be happy with it. Still, I am curious.

 

[Homburg]

Nah, no desire to look in that mirror. The odds of me being where I am now, with what I have, set up the way it is, is phenomenally low. I don't want to mess with it. In all honesty, I would probably not even change that one little moment that lead to the one regret I mentioned above. Wouldn't want to chance fucking up my good thing.