Thinkings, feelings and...doings ~ 2013

Thinking: going to the LGBTQIA sections and seeing men talk to men the way they talk to women is so…I don’t even know.

Feeling: insufficiently caffinated

Doing: fixing that
 
I find it’s like riding a bike, sometimes confidence is the hardest part the words are still there


Thinking: going to the LGBTQIA sections and seeing men talk to men the way they talk to women is so…I don’t even know.

Feeling: insufficiently caffinated

Doing: fixing that



I blame you both for my lack of sleep last night.

You with that story. All however-many pages of it. It got me in the 'Aww" and in the "yum".

And you! with that grin on your face as I pass by (Completely in my own imagination, every time I catch you looking at me. Completely in my own imagination).
 
I blame you both for my lack of sleep last night.

You with that story. All however-many pages of it. It got me in the 'Aww" and in the "yum".

And you! with that grin on your face as I pass by (Completely in my own imagination, every time I catch you looking at me. Completely in my own imagination).


I feel honored that you read my writing. I absolutely love that story. The human connections in some of my stories, the sensual and sensations gets me every time.
 
Thinking: I want to write but I’m in pain today.
Feeling: frustrated with my body.
Doing: thinking about making myself anyway. It will not control me…I think…lol
 
Thinking: I want to write but I’m in pain today.
Feeling: frustrated with my body.
Doing: thinking about making myself anyway. It will not control me…I think…lol
Well I'm glad you didn't let the pain win. The maso in me is proud of you! Also, you know, I get rewarded with the next part of our story so it's a completely self serving pride.

I also have an open inbox for inspiration should you need it Nina
 
Well I'm glad you didn't let the pain win. The maso in me is proud of you! Also, you know, I get rewarded with the next part of our story so it's a completely self serving pride.

I also have an open inbox for inspiration should you need it Nina

Didn’t have it in me to do both, but I figured one was progress :) this isn’t a race afterall.
 
I feel honored that you read my writing. I absolutely love that story. The human connections in some of my stories, the sensual and sensations gets me every time.
I was going to ask if you could guess which story I was talking about, but I 'liked' it.... so.

Thinking: I want to write but I’m in pain today.
Feeling: frustrated with my body.
Doing: thinking about making myself anyway. It will not control me…I think…lol
Chronic pain?
I also have an open inbox for inspiration should you need it Nina
You have an open box for me? I didn't know we were giving gifts.
 

You did like it, kinda a give away., you might then enjoy when love and hate reunite also :)
I have neuropathy, in my feet and hands, mixed liberally with what I suspect is carple tunnel and sciatica. There’s some arthritis in the feet too which just seems to be the insult to injury. How something that numb can hurt that much too is beyond me.
was going to ask if you could guess which story I was talking about, but I 'liked' it.... so.


Chronic pain?

You have an open box for me? I didn't know we were giving gifts.
 
You did like it, kinda a give away., you might then enjoy when love and hate reunite also :)
I have neuropathy, in my feet and hands, mixed liberally with what I suspect is carple tunnel and sciatica. There’s some arthritis in the feet too which just seems to be the insult to injury. How something that numb can hurt that much too is beyond me.
all of those fucking blow.
neuropathy is like a smoke bomb on top of a shit cake, that shit affects every part of your life.
 
Thinking: the DJ and the bartender gave me their phone number, and I have no fucking clue what I would do with those two vanilla players. Granted, both would kneel, but neither would mean it.

Feeling: only half of what I usually feel, the shots kept flowing.

Doing: reading, editing... and charging batteries
 
all of those fucking blow.
neuropathy is like a smoke bomb on top of a shit cake, that shit affects every part of your life.

Hopefully it’ll get a little better if I can get my diabetes better under control and lose weight, but, not a lot of luck yet. Fingers crossed.
 
Hopefully it’ll get a little better if I can get my diabetes better under control and lose weight, but, not a lot of luck yet. Fingers crossed.
That's an entirely different way of living than the standard American lifestyle. I don't wish you luck, I wish you stamina.
 
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