Things Always Change

[Nobody Special's wife]

Things always Change
I'm here sitting and thinking what I should write, I use to be so big about how people view me and how they see me as a person from the boards that I got so caught up in it. Then I realized that I wasn't showing my real self. Or how I feel.

I noticed that people on boards have started to annoy the hell out of me. that is to be expected. I have read what I have posted in the past and it seems that I made my self into this whiney ass person that I'm not. Funny how you view your self and things have changed.

Does it matter what People think of me on the boards. Not anymore it use to bug the shit out of me, But no I just don't give a rats ass. about it at all . I say what I want and I don't care either way what people think of me..

I'm actually proud of this. I have come along way out of nowhere. I needed to find my self and I have. I don't need a person to like me. Frankly I rather meet a person in RL then on the computer, Everyone is not who the seem to be and they never will be . Its all an act. That why the internet is the way it is you can be anyone you want and no one will know.

But then there comes a time that you just stand up and say fuck you and the horse you road in on. I get tired of peoples bullshit. Oh poor little me. Blah blah blah... I learned long time ago to stop that because people really don't fucking care one way or another. Jeez I sound bitter. But I'm not. It has been a great learning experince if anything.

I'm out of here chow.

 

[LAVA GODDESSS]

Sweetest dreams NSW...I remember before I met you in MI, you were one of the regulars here...

I'm sorry about the hard times.

We all have that, and you know it hun.

*sigh*

Well, at least I won't miss out on you....I can call whenever I want!

 

[Angel]

I bet in 5 minutes this turns into some freaky reunion thread of Lit oldies and middle-agers.

 

[Nobody Special's wife]

You know what is sad. That as long as I Have been here , Someone has critized my writeing . I find it funny as hell now. Because I can write good when I feel like it.

 

[Guest]

 

[Cheyenne]

You know what is sad. That as long as I Have been here , Someone has critized my writeing . I find it funny as hell now. Because I can write good when I feel like it.

And I was just about to ask who are you and what did you do with the real NSW? The first post to this thread doesn't look at all authentic. It is missing all the normal errors!

 

[Nobody Special's wife]

I'm thinking of leaving too

Because attention seeking bullshit merchants like you posting your daily "I'm leaving come and tell me how much you'll miss me" threads make me fucking heave




Angel, I want to put my willy in your bum

Go Fuck your self

 

[Mischka]

NSW, your original post is one of the most insightful I've seen you make. All good points.

 

[Olivianna]

Congrats - you're a cynic. Welcome to our world.

 

[Nobody Special's wife]

NSW, your original post is one of the most insightful I've seen you make. All good points.

I hate to say it.. But I'm going to I have to say Problem Child and Killer Muffin Taught me so few hard lessons..

But then i guess that is what happens when you change.