There's a heterosexual lurking deep inside me

[sigh]

Should I let her out?

I think I'm a bi-curious lesbian.

 

[Angel]

Well sure, if you wanna.

 

[thickspear]

From

 

[sigh]

huh...so now I have an inner homosexual male squeezed in next to my inner heterosexual female.

It's starting to get uncomfortably crowded in here.

 

[sdedalus]

eh... i don't know if i should still be definiing myself.. i want to have sex with everyone. (ooh i sound like a sluit).

Anyway Happy Turkey Day everyone!!!


You know actually I was just thinking about it, I don't really consider myself transgendered, but damn I wish I could try it every which way, be a girl one day, be a transexual another, have gay sex with both women and men, have straight sex as a woman, and get it on in every way possible. Man I have too much imagination....

 

[sigh]

This ain't no "Dear Abby" column, that's for sure. Maybe I should just invite a guy home and see if the urge is for real.

 

[Effigy]

SIGH!

ME.

 

[SweetCherry]

*stalk*

Hi Sigh.

 

[sigh]

SIGH!

ME.

If I were to choose to do so, you'd be in the running, dear. But more likely, there's this cute guy at work ('cause he's here, after all, while you're.......where the heck are you these days anyway?)

 

[sigh]

*stalk*

Hi Sigh.

With the wiggle you put into your stalk, I may never feel the need to try a man after all.

 

[Effigy]

If I were to choose to do so, you'd be in the running, dear. But more likely, there's this cute guy at work ('cause he's here, after all, while you're.......where the heck are you these days anyway?)

But I'm coming closer, promise.

 

[SweetCherry]

With the wiggle you put into your stalk, I may never feel the need to try a man after all.

Yay! We don't need you going to the dark side.

 

[april-wine]

Sure dump ME, then go for a man....OOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH the agony, OOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH the failure....

 

[sigh]

Sure dump ME....

You got me there, sweetie. It wasn't the most shining moment of my life, I must admit. But then look at it this way, if I hadn't been such a jerk, where would you and SweetCherry be these days?



I will always love you, dear. Always, always, always.

 

[sigh]

But hey, as fun (and lovely) as you all are, this is serious. I mean, the last (and only) time a dick was stuck inside me was when my son was conceived and I had NOTHING to do with that. And now I'm wondering if that...well, let's just call it an incident, and let it go at that...made me run away from men altogether. I suppose I'm lucky that I'm attracted to women as it's left me not completely loveless, but something's been nudging my brain lately (or, to be honest, perhaps the nudge is a bit farther south). And it's become a pretty persistent nudge too.

I'm beginning to think that the only thing keeping me from making love to a man is fear, and that's not a good reason for refraining from doing anything as far as I can see.

Then again, it's a pretty major force to overcome.

 

[sigh]

I'm just thinking out loud here, folks. No need to answer, really. Sometimes a keyboard lets my brain go places it won't necessarily go on its own.

It's catharsis, that's all.

 

[april-wine]

Fear is NOT a good reason to do anything, that I will agree with....You do know I was only having fun with you there darlin', the past is the past....

Hmmmmm how does your significant other feel about all this? Or is this more of a wondering?

 

[sigh]

Fear is NOT a good reason to do anything, that I will agree with....You do know I was only having fun with you there darlin', the past is the past....

Hmmmmm how does your significant other feel about all this? Or is this more of a wondering?

I know you were kidding, but under the friendly needling there's a big chunk of truth too. I just wanted you to know that I still think of that...of us...and there'll always be a trace of regret burning inside me for the choice I made...

...and if I say more than that, SweetCherry will come after me with her rolling pin so it's time to shut up, right? (God, I know you know how lucky you are, but she is some wonderful woman, love. I'm so glad for both of you!)


As for what Carol thinks of this.............well, she doesn't know yet, and as I'm still in the mulling-it-over stage, I'm in no big hurry to bring it up. I will do nothing though without talking to her first, and for that very reason, most likely nothing will ever happen.

This is a twistedly odd world we live in, isn't it?

 

[Effigy]

I'm beginning to think that the only thing keeping me from making love to a man is fear, and that's not a good reason for refraining from doing anything as far as I can see.

Then again, it's a pretty major force to overcome.

Have I mentioned how much I love you lately?

Oh and the wench is so not scary with a rolling pin, and my dad STILL wants some Sweet Cherry sex and apple pie. Hot sex, and cold pie if it comes to that.

 

[april-wine]

I know you were kidding, but under the friendly needling there's a big chunk of truth too. I just wanted you to know that I still think of that...of us...and there'll always be a trace of regret burning inside me for the choice I made...

...and if I say more than that, SweetCherry will come after me with her rolling pin so it's time to shut up, right? (God, I know you know how lucky you are, but she is some wonderful woman, love. I'm so glad for both of you!)


As for what Carol thinks of this.............well, she doesn't know yet, and as I'm still in the mulling-it-over stage, I'm in no big hurry to bring it up. I will do nothing though without talking to her first, and for that very reason, most likely nothing will ever happen.

This is a twistedly odd world we live in, isn't it?

You are trying to make me weepy aren't you???

 

[SallyIsHere]

no labels for me

As my human sexuality professor in college said, if bad experiences with men caused women to become lesbians, ALL women would be lesbians.

Mull and mull and think and think all you want, just do what makes you happy. A world full of happy people is all I want from Santa.

Sal

 

[simonedb27]

Re: no labels for me

As my human sexuality professor in college said, if bad experiences with men caused women to become lesbians, ALL women would be lesbians.

Mull and mull and think and think all you want, just do what makes you happy. A world full of happy people is all I want from Santa.

Sal

your thought made me smile.

 

[sigh]

Re: no labels for me

As my human sexuality professor in college said, if bad experiences with men caused women to become lesbians, ALL women would be lesbians.

Mull and mull and think and think all you want, just do what makes you happy. A world full of happy people is all I want from Santa.

Sal

That's pretty funny, but I'm not really suggesting that I'm a heterosexual who was driven to homosexuality by a bad experience with a man. I'm just wondering if I'm a bisexual who refuses to be with men because of that experience.

Which is quite another thing altogether.

 

[sigh]

Have I mentioned how much I love you lately?

It's been awhile. Please feel free to repeat it as often as you like.

 

[Effigy]

You me bedroom now.

Um

I love you

and stuff.