If my first time never happened would I ever have known? (18+ content only!)

[FlaminRamin70]

So I often wonder and kinda have trouble finding the right way to explain this. Here goes. I had my first experience with a guy at 18 and he was a good friend and neighbor of mine. I don’t know if he was after me the whole time but when it happened the first time it was during a nap we took after getting stoned. It was at his parents house in his room I passed out on his bed and I didn’t realize he did too until I noticed he was right up on me. His cock was touching my ass. We were both clothed but he was right up against me. I actually didn’t feel his cock at the moment but still he was up against me sleeping. Is that the moment? Is that where I should have made my move to get him away? Or get away? Well I didn’t in fact I didn’t really move far away at all but I think it was definitely the next thing that happened. He seamed like he was dreaming about a girl and he scouted up on me and started to grind his cock against my ass. Now I instantly got hard and let him continue and I was pushing back my ass against his cock but we stopped ourselves right there. But it wasn’t long before we were at it again but we both knew we were faking the nap just to get in position for him to grind on me. This went on and on and each time we got a little closer to actual sex. I’ll never forget that first time he got his cock inside my ass, we had already been trying naked a couple of times but he couldn’t get in me. He would end up jacking off on my back. Then that first time he spit on my ass and got his tip in and came then. His cum lubed me up and he slid in me balls deep and finished cumming inside me while I whimpered and bit my lip from it. We continued on steady for months then we slowed down but never really stopped until about 25. If that never happened would I have eventually found my bi side? Because until then it was never a thought and I always was into girls. I only like men in that way. To be dominated by them and to be a total bottom but I’m not attracted to them like women.

 

[JoeSmith2022]

You would have found your way either way.

 

[whiteasianlvr]

Fascinating story - it is intriguing that you never sought to have him reciprocate - an indication as you state that you're wired, when with a man, to be a total bottom. Perhaps the more curious factor is that you are still into women. I wonder how men who are total bottoms perform with women because THAT has never been a desire of mine. Thanks for posting.

 

[FlaminRamin70]

You would have found your way either way.

I think so as well. But I always think about him and our build up to the first time. It was so passionate and aggressive. His goal was to fuck me and my goal was to submit and let him. I love when he asked me If I wanted to go to his room and kick back for a while. That was code for let’s try again or when we were already well into it, it was code for he wants to fuck me. It turned me on instantly and I always said ok. I never turned him down.

 

[yowser]

Early contact is certainly significant. Here's an account of a young college age fellow's introduction, from a hitchhiking experience.