Bi curious men; how would you like to lose your gay virginity

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The humiliation aspect is very powerful to me and I find it extremely arousing
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Facilitating his sexual dominance and superiority over me only fuels my pleasure by fulfilling my desire to be sexually submissive for a man whose masculinity is superior to mine in every possible way.

This! So much, this. You could be reading my mind.

I once had a doctor (female) who had me on my back on the exam table, put my feet in the stirrups so my legs were spread open, receptive, and then gave me a rectal exam and a testicular exam simultaneously. I must have whimpered, or something, because she stopped, concerned, to ask me what hurt. I said No, it felt good. She just smiled a Mona Lisa type smile and went on about her business.

That was many years ago. I've fantasize about it ever since— that she was just a little more dominant, that she continued until I ejaculated, or that she skillfully milked me until my belly was a puddle of ejaculate, but with no orgasm, and then told me to get dressed without offering me so much as a tissue, that she had a nurse come into the room, to witness there was “no impropriety”, or an intern who she had practice on me— and so on, endless variations...

But i digress. I think the thread was about something else.

 

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My actual first time (oral virginity) was when I was in my 40s, with a very close friend. Proof positive that friendship and sex don't always mix: It was not a good experience. My second time (popped my cherry) was with a beautiful man I'd just met. It was glorious. It took me quite a few years after that to truly claim my sluthood, but I knew that night it was what I was born for.

But, the question was

how would you like to lose your gay virginity?

If I could have my “likes,” and do it all over again, it would have happened when I was much, much younger. Any one of the many, many opportunities I had when I was “barely legal”— or illegally bare— but was too afraid of my destiny to say yes. He would have been an older man, a mentor or some sort— a teacher, maybe, or an employer— thick and muscular, seductive at first but gradually more forceful as we got to know each other, manipulating my weaknesses. When the night of consummation came, I would believe I was only agreeing to suck him, but as soon as he'd cum (making sure I couldn't pull away, so I'd have to swallow) he would spin me around, pull my ass up and force my face down, smear my spit and the last dribbles of his cum over my asshole with his cockhead, and then slide it in with no further preparation. And, Oh, it would have slid in easily! because I'd been masturbating that way since I was a preadolescent. And having just cum in my mouth, he would last a good long time in my ass.

After a week or so of fucking me two of three times a day and gradually training me to enjoy degradation, he'd start inviting friends in...

But I'm getting ahead of the question.